patricknyc28
Bluelighter
everyone has there own vices crack dope weed shoes sex etc
If ur fed up truly I highly suggest a private dctr. Office suboxne detox/ maintenance. It's usually 150 for intake and for thirty 8 mg subs your script about $120 and then most places work with you and do $80 a month for visits. I know some will argue its just replacing one addiction for another but it's still considerably cheaper than a dope habit and if you still have a job and decent social life with supportive friends family it helps you keep all those things. Worse case if you still feel like getting high every now and then you can and have the meds to make sure you don't get sick..yeah my guy is sometimes "give me a minute". that minute turns out to be a few hours. i hate calling back and usually when i do he was always like "my bad i totally forgot to hit you back". it is so sad that i look at people on the train or streets of chicago and they seem so normal and here i am this successful junkie addict that can not function with out a drug, kinda depressing. have been down lately cuz my arms are very bad and always have to wear long sleeves. i have to take a break trying to get benzos to help with it. i have 420 but really have been looking for something for anxiety. crazy you can get crack and blows basically anywhere on the west side of the city but no prescription drugs... hope everyone is well and enjoying there summer more then me... looking forward to "da bears" starting next month!!
RTBL glad you made your dope last on your trip cuz we all know the feeling about running out or not having enough...
I'd say if you're family is in a position to pay your tuition you're in a pretty good spot and pretty lucky. Make a choice you won't regret.I cant stand taking suboxone anymore.. The orange taste/smell stays with me 24/7 and its nauseating.. Also my family is refusing to pay for college anymore unless i go to a 30 day rehab.. Pretty gay. But on the brightside i was able to cop a jab today. 10 blows left and its been 18 hours since my last sub so i can finally start gettin my regular high. I blew 2 when i first copped and it was kind of a waste but i did another 2 30 minutes ago and im high. So yeah, done rambling and time to get my nod on for possibly the last time in a month or so.. Where my team at?
If ur fed up truly I highly suggest a private dctr. Office suboxne detox/ maintenance. It's usually 150 for intake and for thirty 8 mg subs your script about $120 and then most places work with you and do $80 a month for visits. I know some will argue its just replacing one addiction for another but it's still considerably cheaper than a dope habit and if you still have a job and decent social life with supportive friends family it helps you keep all those things. Worse case if you still feel like getting high every now and then you can and have the meds to make sure you don't get sick..
I understand. It's been a long long time of rehabs, methadone, subs and runs and going back. Subs have worked best for me but still had/have a million slip ups. When you used dope it just seems like it never escapes your head. For me to be "normal" would be a life of not having to worry about copping and getting arrested or doctors offices and all that. But it is what it is and you do it to yourself and I suppose if something is making you unhappy you should just change it. But that's easier said than done of course. If you do start those subs make sure you went long enough because if you start too soon it can induce withdrawal. But if you do it right it's fairly effective and you'll have no discomfort,thnx for the response peps and ibc... yeah i have a a full script of subs it is just stop shooting dope and doing it... it is a lot harder then it seems otherwise i would have done it already. i know everyone had vices. some worse then others. just somedays i wish i was normal.
But what is "Normal"?
The humidity is brutal by me, so keeping the dope overnight usually makes it worse. I had some dope that was fine at night, then I even put it away in a case that shut tight, and when I took it out the next morning they were all gooey and stuck to the bag. What I do when that happens is I use an oral syringe and make the dope into a solution to squirt into my nose. If the dope is stuck to the bag then I just toss the bag into the solution and mix it around until the dope is off it. Then I gotta ring it off so I'm not wasting any, and just filter and put a few drops in each nostril every few minutes. Your caps would probably start dissolving if you tried that though, but any other packaging should work. The dope dissolves really fast though, so maybe the caps could hold together for a few seconds of being in water.
The only thing that I don't like about this method is that mentally it's not the same. Like when you're sniffing a few lines you know how much you are doing and how you should be feeling, but once it's all together it doesn't look like much, so you don't get that mental high that you get from sniffing lines. The method works though, and I used to have a dealer that would toss me bags that got sticky like that for free, or really cheap. I've tried the rice method a few times but it didn't work, and I tried putting it in the freezer but I don't think I waited long enough since I just wanted to get high. So making a solution and spraying it up your nose seems to be the best way to go about working with dope that got sticky from humidity.
To those who say they can't stand the taste of subs then I recommend taking the generic buprenorphine. First off its usually cheaper and is not flavored. I find that the taste under my tongue of slight chemical is much better than orange chemical.in my house we added an addition to it years ago and it was just easier to add a second furnace then to connect the main furnace. that also means we dont have central air upstairs either, we have window A/C units. and really its the best way to have it cause i can control how cold or warm i want my room to be with out my mom in her room complaing its too cold. thats causei like to sleep in basically a cave, i like the darkest and coldest room poissible, before i did dope and would get wds, i would sleep with a heatred blanket in the summer thats how cold my room was, but since i get wds sleeping with a heated blanket would kill me cause i would sweat all trhrew the night and that would just be nasty and uncomfortble
but since i keep my room so cold its dehumidfies my dope for me when. i dont exaclty know how and why it works but if my dope it clumpy and sticks, i can just leave it in my room, in the bags, foils, caps and when i go to use it the next day, it goes back to a normal powder
To those who say they can't stand the taste of subs then I recommend taking the generic buprenorphine. First off its usually cheaper and is not flavored. I find that the taste under my tongue of slight chemical is much better than orange chemical.
man i wish they had generic when i was on subs!
this is some ignorant bullshit. methadone isnt about getting high, its about getting your life back.
fuckin knucklehead lol.
That's funny, I use methadone exclusively to get high or kill pain. Works better than oxycodone, hydrocodone, morphine, and so on.
yeah if you take enough it will give you a "high" but fuck that shit man I hate done. Crappy ass high IMO
IMO the high is superior to all other opioids except heroin.
Doctors seem more willing now to prescribe buprenorphine with us basically suboxne without the naloxne or the generic version if subtext. I think they are beginning to understand that it's cheaper. Maybe initially they want you on subs because apparently they think a regular bup has more potential for abuse but after a few months and if a doctor sees that you're reliable or you're at least able to feign reliability you can try to convince them that's it's better you take the generic and all you can afford.If im not mistalen there is no generic suboxxone.. only generic subutex which is the ssme thing as subocone except without naloxone (they both have buprenorphine tho).. most doctors wont prescribe subutex though, at least every one that ive been to refuses to and ive been to prpbanly about 10 doctors and asked to no avail. Cuz i like those kind better too