Well I was pretty damned disappointed with the results of my trial of a few weeks on Hydergine. I took my last 2 4.5 mg tablets yesterday evening. Alltogether I must have been on Hydergine for something like 3 weeks total. I wish I could remember what date I'd started on Hydergine so I'd know how long I actually was using it daily.
Maybe my expectations were just way too high. So many articles and forum posts described Hydergine as if it was quite a powerful cognitive enhancer/stimulant yet I found it to be pretty damned mild. Some folks said they couldn't even handle a 4.5 mg tablet a day and would instead take just half a tablet. Me, I took up to 13.5 mg some days and STILL could barely discern an effect. Most days I was on 4.5 mg, usually taken in the morning sublingually.
At first I thought that a couple hours after ingestion I had a heightened sense of awareness, well being, focus, motivation, energy and even a nice tingly feeling in my extremities. However, the more I took it the less I noticed this and the more I equated the effects I thought I'd felt to placebo and wishful thinking.
Maybe I just require a much higher dose than most people? Shrugs. Oh well. 30 something dollars down the drain and nothing to show for it. If Hydergine were a lot cheaper maybe I'd try it further but for now fuck it. I'll stick to cheap, tried and true nootropics like Piracetam, Rhodiola and DMAE for now.
I wonder if part of the reason I responded so little to Hydergine is it's an Ergoline and I've an enormous tolerance to some of the Ergoline psychedelics (like Woodrose seeds, Morning Glory seeds and good ol blotter). So maybe I experienced a cross tolerance? Or maybe I got a shitty brand of Hydergine or my pills were expired? They were Hydergina brand. Is Ergoloid mesylates powder a lot more potent than Hydergine tablets?
I've got my sights set on trying nootropics like Centrophenoxine soon after hearing all its good reviews and seeing how I handle DMAE really well. One thing I don't get is if the 2 drugs are so closely related why does tolerance to DMAE rise very quickly if used daily yet Xorkoth says Centro can be used daily without tolerance issues?
I'm pretty bitter about the fact the U.S. has made it impossible for one to get their hands on stuff like Amineptine, Prolintane, etc. It's as if any drug that has potentially powerful, euphoric anti-depressant effects must be seen by the American pharmaceutical giants as a threat to their precious, lousy prescription antidepressants (like the SSRI's). I know the U.S. govt. does whatever the fuck these pharmaceutical companies want so long as companies keep lining the pockets of the politicians.
I wish the price on Provigil would come down...such a wonderful drug but so RIDICULOUSLY expensive, gawd.
I'd like to explore what cognitive enhancing potential herbs like Sweet Flag, Yerba Mate, Ginseng, etc. possess. If they're anything as mind-sharpening as Rhodiola and Thai Kratom are for me I'll be quite pleased
