The Wizard said:
2C, have you heard of or tried using Piracetam, Deprenyl, SAM-e, Kanna, Provigil, Rhodiola, Kratom, Kava, Phenibut, 5-HTP, L-Tryptophan, St. John's Wort, SSRI's, SNRI's, Amineptine,Tricyclics, or MAOI's for your depression?
Dexedrine def. isn't the healthiest or smartest way to treat depression. Artificially elevating your Dopamine and Adrenaline might help in the short run but won't be a long-term fix and could eventually bite you in the ass.
So, apparently no one knows anything about Bromocriptine or Nicergoline and how their effects differ from Hydergine?
Thanks for the reply, and trust me, dexidrine/ritalin is an absolute last resort, for I have literally tried everything (been suffering for over 20 years, the accompany anxiety/depression has been with me since 16 because of the learning disorder). My depression and axiety would be nonexistant without the ADD. I know this as solid fact, I've been on all of the ssri's, klonopin, xanax, seroquel, provigil, zyprexa (don't ask me why), with effexor doing the most terrible damage to my body. I am considering St. John's wort and perhaps 5-htp in minute amounts. I'll demonstrate my "stack" as of the last few months and a bit of a background. I have of course yet to try hydergine of deprenyl, as I'm so strapped for cash right now (couldn't really afford all of those listed below, but was desperate).
I have been heavily following this thread, the only reason I have yet to comment is I am still gauging the subtle effects of the supplements I've been regimenting and cycling. Lest start off with the regulars (daily)
Please note I follow a vegan diet, take multivatims and b complex, also magnesium/calcium and b6 as well as l-glutamate daily. (Just got some glycine, and gaba, still waiting to see if those are of any use. I also take spirulina daily when I remember too (google spirulina if unfirmiliar).
This past year my condition has grown so bad I had decided to take every avenue necessary to get my life (literally together). On occasion sums of valium (as well as ketamine, another useful tool in treating these mental ills from time to time), and it's bittersweet because I will not use more than 3 weeks in a row for obvious tolerance reasons, but then for the remaining 2 or 3 weeks (sometimes more if I can't attain), are a living nightmare, I become almost agorophobic, just basically so down with racing negatie thoughts (most definitely innatentive type add behaviour thoughts mind you), that I have trouble dealing with people and espiacially dealing with them at work (I manage the front desk of a large hotel). In response I've started the following stack at the beginning of December, of course added one every week to two weeks.
Morning:
Piracetam: 1200x Twice Daily
Choline Citrate: 800 Daily
*Phenibut: Cycle 2 days on, 3 days off (more info on this one below, it's requires elaboration)
Huperzine: Once a day at first, now not much at all, seemed to do more harm than good
L-Theanine: Twice Daily, need to order more though. (This is the only thing that puts my poor insomniac lover to sleep, first thing that's worked in years)
Picamilon: I have two bottles of this unopened, I don't care for it at all. Seems placebo to me. (If anyone wants an unopen bottle of this PM me, it's uniquenutrition brand i believe)
Rhodeola: Occasionaly, seems innactive to me.
Bacopa: Same as Rhodeola
Melatonin: Bed
Kratom: Just the resin once, definite opiate, definite recreational only kind of thing for me. Just ordered a sweet kratom rooted plant though (digression)
Minors:
Soy protein shake (on most days)
Just bought a tub of greens and am going to start today on them.
I love all my supplements I continue to still utilize (espiacially the racetam and the theanine,but they don't do anything for my attention disoder. It's something that's been left undiagnosed for 16 years and I think it's just too late without some kind of (albeit temporary) medical intervention. I would of course use them responsibly, and I am not privy to taking a lot of speed, for I am far too anxiously aware of my heartbeat most days, and I have a bit of a panic disorder (or borderline, anyway). Plus I don't smoke and have a health heart because I've been strict vegan for 2 years.
I know this is a long read, so I thank those still with me, it really helps getting all of this stuff off a heavy head.
A note on phenibut, I think it's absolutely the most amazing thing I've encountered in over ten years. Second week of using it I took a bit too high a dose at night and woke up literally rolling. It must have obvious serotonergic and dopaergic effects because I felt like and mdma afterglow combined with a psilocybe afterglow, and it last for 24 solid hours, and your content and clear and naturally focused all at once! As long as you cycle it properly it's a beuatiful resource.
Thanks for listening blers, I've been meaning to add to this thread for quite some time.