I'd like to report something which I can at this point only attribute to the phenibut...
First of all, I'd like to reiterate that plugging phenibut is a much more reliable means of getting an effect from it. And the dose required is smaller, too! And so far, tolerance has not built to the positive effects, although it has somewhat to the sedating effects.
Anyway, first a bit of background. I began using kratom almost 4 years ago now (has it been that long??). I fell in love with it immediately as an opiate-like substance with much more grace and character that produces a strong, empathetic euphoria very much unlike the dull and apathetic contentment that opiates produce. Needless to say, I used it a lot, being the addictive personality I am, and after a few months, I learned the hard way that it is quite addictive, not only mentally but physically as well.
Since then, I have been in and out of physical addiction, pretty much never out of mental addiction. I stopped for as long as 4 months before when I cracked and decided to try it out again "in a controlled manner". That backfired as well, and since then, I've not been without it for more than a couple of weeks. I have withdrawn from it a number of times, and it's not pleasant. it involves extremely restlessness of the limbs, especially when trying to sleep, and resulting inability to sleep at all. My mood drops and depression/anxiety follow. I feel unfulfilled. This lasts 4-5 days, with the worst being days 2-3. Of late, I have been at a point where if I don't have a dose at night, I can't sleep due to beginning withdrawal symptoms, that restlessness which is so bad that it has become the most feared part to me. Plus I would often dose during the day or evening because, well, I wanted to.
That brings us to this week. I had decided to start taking nootropics again for a little while because I was feeling in a bit of a rut and they're good for kicking me out of those. Specifically, I've been using phenibut to good effect.
Then, as detailed in an above post, I was feeling down one day during work (Wednesday), so when I got home I deecided to take approximately 500mg of phenibut rectally, a dose which, with tolerance (which builds rapidly), is very small. Within a short time, I was overcome with a beautiful phenibut euphoria and felt completely content all night. I got to sleep (in fact, couldn't stop myself from it), and slept a full night. I woke up the next morning still feeling good, and took another 500mg orally. All day at work that day (yesterday), I really barely even thought about kratom and was very chatty and happy. Then that night (last night), I plugged 300mg more when I got home and had the same result, a happy, euphoric state of contentment. Surprisingly, I had no hint of withdrawal last night either. Nor do I this morning (when I plugged another 400-500mg). For the first time in quite some time, I am sitting here at my desk at work without restless legs and a general feeling of wanting to have some kratom. I feel happy and at peace. Have I discovered some means of bypassing kratom withdrawal? I feel like it's not even a concern of my body or mind right now. And I love it!
Just wanted to report on my success with this. Maybe the withdrawal is going on in the background, and the relaxing and mood-enhancing properties of phenibut are masking it. I don't know. What I do know is that usually by now I would be in full-force withdrawal and rueing the day I ever laid eyes on kratom in the Erowid reports. But yet, I'm just perfectly happy and content sitting here, posting on BL, getting work done, and feeling motivated to work on outside projects I have been neglecting. Awesome!
Finally, I'd also like to report my success with the rectal method of administration for phenibut. Normally, to get the same effect orally, I would need to take twice the previous days' dose each day, and the tolerance would take yp to a week to drop back down after stopping. This week, however, I have used the same dose each day, and in one case, slightly less, and it's worked just as well each day. And it comes on faster, but still lasts all day.
That is all.
