^when i first used a lot of nitrous, it felt too fast to navigate. Like a blur. Or almost blacking out.
but after plenty more it feels like more natural.
and i dunno if conditioning has anything to do with it, maybe through GABA.
But. when i get wasted (drunk), I'm like chill. And fast and fluid. And time seems to slow down for me.
just a thought. I had this thought once that is sort of a delusion if u get into it
But. Why did nitrous get introduced to society? It was passed around with children or something like that in the 1800s. I don't remember where i got this from. I think an article on erwoid. Buuuttttttt.
children laughing gas. - winston churchill. - surgery. - denistry. -psycedelic experience. - sex. >
>makes sense. People do something because it works. U don't eat dog poop. but u ate salt once. and it tasted good. soooo we all eat salt.
Anyway. Nitrous. = evolution.
And on a deeper level. Mouth comfort. Like ciggagrettes. Its an instinctual thing. Makes sense to me.
I don't want to get into deeper perceptual/cognitive-psychology/biology, but what i've settled at in my view of nitrous oxide is that it opens up new ways to program your mind. Like new valves, or understandings of how the mind works.
Similar to how LSD, may have benefits, but the big picture purpose was that it taught psychologists/scientists how diseases are influenced by neurotransmitters. You could create an allusion to nuclear energy here.
=But. Its impossible to program someones mind. That's an archaic view of perception. But. If you look at knowledge or experience through "mesa tabla" or "empiricism"- Using nitrous oxide creates different experiences. Like short movie clips, or lessons, or night classes. Something like that. that mold who you are having experienced that. And the sense of an epiphany is like the sensation of something not being applied. --In the sense, of being analogous to buying a picture frame, and seeing the image that came with it, only as a tangible tool, like a telescope or a verb in the form of a concept.--