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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - The 3rd Dose

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Three days after my first experience I decided to try MXE in a social context.

7:30pm 15mg MXE insufflated

t+1h:
Went to a party, much more social and 'open' then normal. A bit like low dose MDMA but without the artificial feeling.

t+2.5h:
Got home and did 15mg more, then headed to see Kode9. I felt more confident and relaxed than usual. Dancing was amazing. Much better than ketamine or other psychedelics because my motor skills weren't impaired.

The music sounded sooo good and I had tons of energy without the edgy side effects of stimulants. During the second stage (afterglow) effects of MXE I've noticed I'm physically pain free which made dancing even more enjoyable.

A few 'social' drinks over a few hours but I didn't feel like alcohol had anything beneficial to add to the effects.

t+5.5h: Having an incredible time. The music was blowing my mind. Was offered a bit of K and probably did around 30-30mg. When it kicked in, the effects blended nice, but I became sloppy physically. Dancing wasn't as good, but at the end of the night Kode9 put on some Burial records which were great to zone out to. Felt very epic and meaningful, I was glad to be alive.

t+6.5-11h: Went back home with some friends had some drinks and decided to do some DMT. The residual effects and nice buzz I had going made me less apprehensive then I normally am and finally had some 'proper' DMT experiences.

'Next' day. Woke after a 5 or 6 hour sleep (had to work), and felt pretty hung over from the alcohol and almost in disbelief at how awesome the next was.

Even though I was really hung over my attitude / friendliness
/etc. is still well above where it was before my first MXE experience. It really feels like this stuff 'rebooted my brain' and got rid of years of cumulative stress/depression that had become a part of me to the point I didn't consciously notice it until it was gone.

The next time I take MXE, it will be on its own as I think other substances (particularly alcohol) can easily mess up the state of mental clarity it provides.
 
I've gone through about 12 grams of MXE in 5 weeks and now whenever I don't use I get very anxious and shaky, almost a panic attack..I didn't know dissociatives have the ability of giving you physical withdrawl symptoms..
Now I'll just keep using it untill I have a stash of benzos so I can stop using it..

Haven't been sober since februari 26 because of this problem..
 
Aeon Psyche said:
I've gone through about 12 grams of MXE in 5 weeks and now whenever I don't use I get very anxious and shaky, almost a panic attack..I didn't know dissociatives have the ability of giving you physical withdrawl symptoms..
Now I'll just keep using it untill I have a stash of benzos so I can stop using it..

Haven't been sober since februari 26 because of this problem..
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Just ride it out. The anxiety and blues do go away. I've managed to gradually reign in my usage and haven't touched MXE for over a week, with the intention of not touching it again for a good while longer. Occasionally the cravings creep back, quite intensely, but I can ignore them.

It's nice to not constantly have residual dissociation throughout the day, every day. Sobriety never felt so crisp!
 
i just wanna say that mxe is yet another step towards a paradigm shift. irresponsible use will always be prevalent due to our human like tendencies:) but lets just enjoy the ride people.. knowledge will always prevail... but all u kiddies out there just need to remember one step at a time.. look before you leap.. keep your eggs distributed proportionally to your baskets strength... i could go on all day with cheezy cliches but lets just all move forward safely while assessing the risks at hand....

see what happens when a longtime lurker decides to drop some knowledge... nothing evidently.
 
I'm amazed by some of the dosages I've seen reported. The fact that it "feels safe" does not mean that it's non-neurotoxic. There is no definitive evidence that DXM, ketamine, or PCP are neurotoxic in humans, but rat studies suggest otherwise. Proper studies in humans have not been done. I don't see why MXE would be any different, as it is also an NMDA antagonist.
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Well I am as you may have read, 1 of those people that took an "amazing dose" & it was me that you quoted when i said it "felt safe".
My time with 2-CB made my body after feel nasty & my head was fuzzy into the next day but mxe felt clean but thats my view.

I felt worse off dxm or ketamine tbh. The come down was a bit odd to say the least but what do you expect from 400mg +

can you please tell me what NMDA antagonist means.
 
LMAO at that guy who asked if mxe & datura was a good mix.

Someone on bluelight asking if you can eat datura by itself would be a joke, but mixing it with mxe......well i throw my hands in the air, i throught i was sometimes a bit crazy in what i get up to but this guy is some other league.
 
I cant think of anything of value to add that wont clutter this thread more. but its been about a month I've been using MXE in different ways. the one effect that stands out most is

the anti depressant value.

above all the "miss use" potential we love. the anti depressant effects, which are instant, and lasting. deserve credible research.

I think someone made the point that "why would the big chem manufacturers use this when they can make a fortune with their prozac/seroxat etc drugs which don't come close to this miricle cure is probably why this was sold into the "grey market" in the first place. The people that made this knew what they were doing. It would be patented and sat on by Glaxo et al and never seen or mentioned as long as they could bury it.
 
farmaz said:
LMAO at that guy who asked if mxe & datura was a good mix.

Someone on bluelight asking if you can eat datura by itself would be a joke, but mixing it with mxe......well i throw my hands in the air, i throught i was sometimes a bit crazy in what i get up to but this guy is some other league.
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Sorry, very bad idea. I enjoy smoking (never eating) datura leaves to enhance effects of non toxic substances (acid, weed etc) but smoking it on any research chemical is asking for trouble.

Has anyone combined MXE with salvia? I've had most amazing experiences combining salvia after coming back from K-hole. I hope theres a similar synergy with MXE.
 
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The unpost I'm quoting has been deemed doubleplusungood crimethink by the Bluelight Ministry of Truth. It does not exist and never has.

That said, I'd like to take this opportunity to give you all a friendly reminder that it's a really bad idea to take any sort of "branded" research chemical -- if you don't know the precise chemical composition, you shouldn't take it.
 
Sorry, very bad idea. I enjoy smoking (never eating) datura leaves to enhance effects of non toxic substances (acid, weed etc) but smoking it on any research chemical is asking for trouble.

Has anyone combined MXE with salvia? I've had most amazing experiences combining salvia after coming back from K-hole. I hope theres a similar synergy with MXE.
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how does smoking satura compare to eating it?.....tbh I did look into datura a while back but on reading erowid I changed my mind very quick.

The unpost I'm quoting has been deemed doubleplusungood crimethink by the Bluelight Ministry of Truth. It does not exist and never has.
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The Bluelight Ministry of Truth is real, I throught it was a urban myth, Send that forum member to room 101 ;-)
 
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