yoyo50
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Think ill do 50mg tonight and 200mg with AMT on friday!, combo is #winning
The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - The 3rd Dose
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MachoSavage
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Got some more of this from a reputable supplier. Haven't tried it myself yet, but after observing my gf on it last night, I'm pretty sure that this is the real deal and what I had before was something else. Probably tiletamine. Looking forward to trying it myself.
Delsyd
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that sounds like a horrible idea, dont do it
No worries man, I'm not interested in 2-DPMP, I was just curious about the high amounts. Thanks for the heads-up tho
and yeah, I did have fun but I have to say I remember K being alot more fun. Could be dose-related tho. Btw, not being judgemental here, but I get the feeling you could use a break from drugs for a while.On a related note, I made a very happy discovery today: the supplier I ordered from accidently mailed me my order of MXE twice! Free drugs win :D
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Withdrawl Symptoms:
After going through approx 4.5 grams intranassaly in about 3 weeks, using every day (I guess that's average of 200mg a day or so), spaced throughout the day in small bumps...
upon running out of supply I felt fine the next day, tired the day afterwards, a bit stressed the day after that, and like I was coming down with a minor cold, a little better the day afterwards, and totally fine now (5th day with no MXE).
So my conclusion is that most people will not use this drug as frequently as I did (I did have a fantastic and fully functional 3 weeks, actually), but it should be noted that if the drug is used in an abusive manner for extended periods of time there will be at least a minor WD.
I should clarify that of all drug "withdrawls" this is the most minor I've experienced. Although, it might also be worth mentioning, that Ketamine used for even longer durations gives pretty much no withdrawl at all besides craving more.
With MXE I have not really craved more, just had to ride out a few days of lower energy and enthusiasm.
After going through approx 4.5 grams intranassaly in about 3 weeks, using every day (I guess that's average of 200mg a day or so), spaced throughout the day in small bumps...
upon running out of supply I felt fine the next day, tired the day afterwards, a bit stressed the day after that, and like I was coming down with a minor cold, a little better the day afterwards, and totally fine now (5th day with no MXE).
So my conclusion is that most people will not use this drug as frequently as I did (I did have a fantastic and fully functional 3 weeks, actually), but it should be noted that if the drug is used in an abusive manner for extended periods of time there will be at least a minor WD.
I should clarify that of all drug "withdrawls" this is the most minor I've experienced. Although, it might also be worth mentioning, that Ketamine used for even longer durations gives pretty much no withdrawl at all besides craving more.
With MXE I have not really craved more, just had to ride out a few days of lower energy and enthusiasm.
socalthizzn
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Took 50 mgs sublingually last night.
I was "fucked up".
I was "fucked up".
thedonsafc
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I feel there is probz a slight neurotoxicity to this compound but i only took 30mg so its hard to judge. Can i ask, i felt like i couldn't take more that 30mg becuase if i did i would just fall asleep, would this be accurate or would i start to have a stong phychedelic effects (as i didnt have any at 30mg)??? If you know of course!
foolsgold
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On a related note, I made a very happy discovery today: the supplier I ordered from accidently mailed me my order of MXE twice! Free drugs win :D[/QUOTE] lucky you mate looks like iv been ripped of they got the money yesterday and now wont answer emails . strange iv used them loads of times before no problems but now they seem to have screwed me over
thedonsafc
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^^^ Gutted 4 you mate ^^^
foolsgold
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cheers i could of got a half gram of mxe of some 1 else n id be doing it now but i fancied a change then this total pissed if its not sorted to im going find that rip off site a post about them on there
cosmic._.ape
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i snorted to 25mg lines in 10 minutes and remembered who we are
The only problem is that there is no way to communicate the experience of being the totality, or god, or existence, etc.
To reach an agreement, is necessary more than one individual -you can't really agree with yourself, how could you? we don't call that agreement, but believe or opinion or what-we-think-at-this-moment. to agree we need someone else to agree with.
Because there is only one god, thus is, one totality, one "all-of-existence" (though, as multiplicity, we experienced it just partially, and therefore differently by each individual or subject (except in so called mystical or peak experiences, or death (ego or physical) god's experience is unshareable, and therefore language (which is an agreement tool) can't be applied to it. language doesn't work with experiences that have not been shared.
Because we all are the same only being (thus is, existence, god, the totality, brahman, etc) we can't name, or "put a face", or describe ourselves as totality; we can't communicate to anyone such experience, because is only us (as the only totality) there's not other totality than the god we are (thus is, being or existence, etc) to communicate such experience or agree with.
The only way we have found so far is by dividing our consciousness in a multiplicity of beings. Then we are able to communicate what we experience as multiplicity, to agree with another multiplicity. We can also create metaphors and other verbal tricks (or music, images, etc) to point at the totality, hoping that someone might understand or emphasize or remember ("alethia" kind of true, thus is, an "unveilment" rather than the latin, or roman, version of true, which deals with agreement).
Therefore god (the totality) has only one lover, thus is, us as multiplicity. We are god's only lover, always forgetting and cheating on us, while we embrace all the other multiplicities or parts of ourselves.
But god (ourselves as the only totality), forgives all betrayals when, at death, or mystical or peak experiences, or at the exact point between being awake and sleep, we meet as long lost lovers at last, remembering that all this time we were him/her self, that he/she had just forgotten who she/he really, or also, was: the totality; thus, we are our own lovers. Nietzsche use to call it "the eternal return", i think.
Until the sense, or the awareness, of being the only totality becomes too intense; then the illusion of being a multiplicity becomes impossible to believe -as totality. Then we remember that the experience of being a multiplicity is just a dream, our dream as the totality. A longing for forgetting who we are (the lonely, bitterly lonely totality) takes hold and we (as totality) fall sleep to forget who we are and re-unite with our lost lover (thus is, totality's dream of being a multiplicity)
While we fall sleep (as totality) we wish a better dream this time - a better multiplicity - more happiness, more beauty, more empathy, more optimism and to remember how strong is our imagination, or dreams of multiplicity, and therefore be careful of thinking or imaging, or wishing, just good things, just things that are good for all parts of the totality, good and better for all multiplicity and all totality too (totality understood, in a way as "absolute potential").
The only problem is that there is no way to communicate the experience of being the totality, or god, or existence, etc.
To reach an agreement, is necessary more than one individual -you can't really agree with yourself, how could you? we don't call that agreement, but believe or opinion or what-we-think-at-this-moment. to agree we need someone else to agree with.
Because there is only one god, thus is, one totality, one "all-of-existence" (though, as multiplicity, we experienced it just partially, and therefore differently by each individual or subject (except in so called mystical or peak experiences, or death (ego or physical) god's experience is unshareable, and therefore language (which is an agreement tool) can't be applied to it. language doesn't work with experiences that have not been shared.
Because we all are the same only being (thus is, existence, god, the totality, brahman, etc) we can't name, or "put a face", or describe ourselves as totality; we can't communicate to anyone such experience, because is only us (as the only totality) there's not other totality than the god we are (thus is, being or existence, etc) to communicate such experience or agree with.
The only way we have found so far is by dividing our consciousness in a multiplicity of beings. Then we are able to communicate what we experience as multiplicity, to agree with another multiplicity. We can also create metaphors and other verbal tricks (or music, images, etc) to point at the totality, hoping that someone might understand or emphasize or remember ("alethia" kind of true, thus is, an "unveilment" rather than the latin, or roman, version of true, which deals with agreement).
Therefore god (the totality) has only one lover, thus is, us as multiplicity. We are god's only lover, always forgetting and cheating on us, while we embrace all the other multiplicities or parts of ourselves.
But god (ourselves as the only totality), forgives all betrayals when, at death, or mystical or peak experiences, or at the exact point between being awake and sleep, we meet as long lost lovers at last, remembering that all this time we were him/her self, that he/she had just forgotten who she/he really, or also, was: the totality; thus, we are our own lovers. Nietzsche use to call it "the eternal return", i think.
Until the sense, or the awareness, of being the only totality becomes too intense; then the illusion of being a multiplicity becomes impossible to believe -as totality. Then we remember that the experience of being a multiplicity is just a dream, our dream as the totality. A longing for forgetting who we are (the lonely, bitterly lonely totality) takes hold and we (as totality) fall sleep to forget who we are and re-unite with our lost lover (thus is, totality's dream of being a multiplicity)
While we fall sleep (as totality) we wish a better dream this time - a better multiplicity - more happiness, more beauty, more empathy, more optimism and to remember how strong is our imagination, or dreams of multiplicity, and therefore be careful of thinking or imaging, or wishing, just good things, just things that are good for all parts of the totality, good and better for all multiplicity and all totality too (totality understood, in a way as "absolute potential").
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suckerbunnie
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Jesus H. Christ. That whole post may be the biggest bunch of bullshit that I have ever read. There is no such thing as a 'god' buddy. Wake up!8)
amanitadine
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Really? You don't understand why people don't do everything like you do? Or how people maybe read all of the reports of others freaking out on 100mgs so decide to use discretion? Or maybe they are fans of subtlety?
8)
sparkleandfade
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I've been doing little doses of this since I got it. Yesterday I was up until three in the morning drafting the *most meaningful* facebook post about how I have synaesthesia (where you associate certain sensations with other sensations, like I associate letters and numbers with certain colors) and then I woke up this morning and was like Fuuuuuuuuuccccckkkk life is awful, what was I thinking? (I never hit post, btw, and probably thankfully.) So anyway, while I wasn't so out of it I didn't know my own name, I was definitely high and had quite a comedown this morning. Just FYI for anyone trying it out. The high is nice though. I felt very happy.
llamer
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Does anyone know if this stuff will cause Olney's Lesions like DXM and PCP are known to do? I recently researched this stuff the other night at a dosage somewhere around 65-140mg (no scale no problem!) and it was really really interesting - like all the best parts of a DXM 3rd plateau-type experience while still being fairly lucid, and none of that nasty side effects of dex. Wow. Want to use it more for self-analysis and understanding, not sure how and if that is as safe as they say it is with ketamine (which i'll likely never try because it's illegal and hard to find).
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I'm amazed by some of the dosages I've seen reported. The fact that it "feels safe" does not mean that it's non-neurotoxic. There is no definitive evidence that DXM, ketamine, or PCP are neurotoxic in humans, but rat studies suggest otherwise. Proper studies in humans have not been done. I don't see why MXE would be any different, as it is also an NMDA antagonist.
We generally ask for a bit more compassion and respect for others' ideas here at BL. Debate is fine, but derisive comments like this are unacceptable.
We generally ask for a bit more compassion and respect for others' ideas here at BL. Debate is fine, but derisive comments like this are unacceptable.
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atara
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No religious debate, argument, or otherwise.
If you want to debate religion there's a forum for it.
Methox23
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Well said...
this stuff is quite hard to sleep on iv'e noticed, if i haven't got any whiskey on hand.. its a pretty unique drug.... so many aspects to the experience
knock
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Olney's lesions are NOT known in humans. They were found in rats which have a significantly different physiology. They have NOT been found in primates.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Olney's_lesions
However as it's completely unresearched remember you are the guinea pig.
suckerbunnie
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And just why is this? Could it be because you people are so fucking weak and stupid?
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