Xamkou
Bluelighter
I was actually one of the first persons ever to use Methoxetamine. If you go back to the first megathread, you'll see I was one of the first persons to sample it and post a trip report. Oddly enough, it is only within the last two months that my Mx use has escalated to a level which is beginning to ring alarm bells. But at the same time, I really don't give it a shit because it seems to be nothing I can't handle.
One of the most amazing things about this substance is that, for me and my friends at least, is incapable of causing any sort of comedown or hangover when used on its own. I'm always left feeling euphoric the day after and that sense of well-being continues (albeit less in your face) for a few days afterwards. I have had doses as low as 5mg and doses at the 200mg+ level and have yet to experience any sort of comedown or hangover. Nor have I had a bad experience. I once took 150mg nasally with very little tolerance but I don't remember it, at all. I woudn't call that a bad experience though, just one I don't remember!
Up until about a month ago, my preferred method of dosing Methoxetamine was doing small bumps (15-35mg) every few hours. But when I was drunk about four weeks ago, I eyeballed around 150mg and fell into this incredible state of euphoria which lasted around 12 hours. Luckily, my tolerance was higher this time around so I actually remembered how brilliant it was. Ever since then, going for the "hole" has been my preferred method.
It's not like Ketamine though, I've never actually left my body and I'm usually aware of what's going on though I rarely able to do much. Unless I've taken an absolutely incredibly huge dose (175mg+) I am actually able to move around quite freely aswell, something I'd never be able to do on Ketamine either. It's also a much warmer substance than Ketamine, which can feel dark at times aswell. I've never seen anything that isn't there either, though I see people talking about shit like this all the time? I once felt as though I was in my television (great experience) but I've never actually hallucinated as such. Back to the hangovers, I don't understand why I don't get hangovers? Ketamine has given me some god awful hangovers and some hellish comedowns. Also, I often feel very empathic on Methoxetamine which is another thing I can't figure out. I imagine it's from the opiate side which to me and my friends feels much more pronounced than on Ketamine. Though I know many argue it's placebo, I do feel loved-up in Mephedrone/MD** kind of way.
It's also become a drug I use at parties quite often though at low doses. This is another good thing as it has kirbed my Mephedrone use and therefore saved me a lot of cash. A gram of Methoxetamine costs me £20 and lasts for two to three weeks, that's well over 150 hours of pure euphoria! Value for money, I think so!
It was whilst under the influence of Mx that I decided I wanted to change the direction of my life. I decided I wanted to go to College. I'm 18 years old and didn't continue with education after leaving school at 16, but the day after this experience, I went and enrolled on a Media course which will earn me a lovely degree when I complete it. It also gives me amazing creative ideas which I have used in my work that I otherwise wouldn't have come up with.
I can slowly feel myself slipping to the grip of this lovely chemical. But unlike with Mephedrone, I don't feel the need to fight it because I haven't had any bad experiences with it, it's not getting me into debt, it's not giving me horrific comedowns, bad moods or hangovers. It isn't yet interfering with my daily life, but that remains to be seen. All this could be a growing psychosis or the beginning of a sort of mania? I haven't taken Mx for two days now, and my use has slowly risen from once a week up to two to four times per week, which is quite a change. I wonder what the future holds and I wonder if this chemical relationship will soon turn sour...
Methoxetamine
One of the most amazing things about this substance is that, for me and my friends at least, is incapable of causing any sort of comedown or hangover when used on its own. I'm always left feeling euphoric the day after and that sense of well-being continues (albeit less in your face) for a few days afterwards. I have had doses as low as 5mg and doses at the 200mg+ level and have yet to experience any sort of comedown or hangover. Nor have I had a bad experience. I once took 150mg nasally with very little tolerance but I don't remember it, at all. I woudn't call that a bad experience though, just one I don't remember!
Up until about a month ago, my preferred method of dosing Methoxetamine was doing small bumps (15-35mg) every few hours. But when I was drunk about four weeks ago, I eyeballed around 150mg and fell into this incredible state of euphoria which lasted around 12 hours. Luckily, my tolerance was higher this time around so I actually remembered how brilliant it was. Ever since then, going for the "hole" has been my preferred method. It's not like Ketamine though, I've never actually left my body and I'm usually aware of what's going on though I rarely able to do much. Unless I've taken an absolutely incredibly huge dose (175mg+) I am actually able to move around quite freely aswell, something I'd never be able to do on Ketamine either. It's also a much warmer substance than Ketamine, which can feel dark at times aswell. I've never seen anything that isn't there either, though I see people talking about shit like this all the time? I once felt as though I was in my television (great experience) but I've never actually hallucinated as such. Back to the hangovers, I don't understand why I don't get hangovers? Ketamine has given me some god awful hangovers and some hellish comedowns. Also, I often feel very empathic on Methoxetamine which is another thing I can't figure out. I imagine it's from the opiate side which to me and my friends feels much more pronounced than on Ketamine. Though I know many argue it's placebo, I do feel loved-up in Mephedrone/MD** kind of way.
It's also become a drug I use at parties quite often though at low doses. This is another good thing as it has kirbed my Mephedrone use and therefore saved me a lot of cash. A gram of Methoxetamine costs me £20 and lasts for two to three weeks, that's well over 150 hours of pure euphoria! Value for money, I think so!
It was whilst under the influence of Mx that I decided I wanted to change the direction of my life. I decided I wanted to go to College. I'm 18 years old and didn't continue with education after leaving school at 16, but the day after this experience, I went and enrolled on a Media course which will earn me a lovely degree when I complete it. It also gives me amazing creative ideas which I have used in my work that I otherwise wouldn't have come up with.
I can slowly feel myself slipping to the grip of this lovely chemical. But unlike with Mephedrone, I don't feel the need to fight it because I haven't had any bad experiences with it, it's not getting me into debt, it's not giving me horrific comedowns, bad moods or hangovers. It isn't yet interfering with my daily life, but that remains to be seen. All this could be a growing psychosis or the beginning of a sort of mania? I haven't taken Mx for two days now, and my use has slowly risen from once a week up to two to four times per week, which is quite a change. I wonder what the future holds and I wonder if this chemical relationship will soon turn sour...
Methoxetamine
