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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 5th Dose (you took too much, seriously)

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i think the currant batch is the cleanest i can remember.

re: "do you think you are addicted"


- i remembered from a cocaine addiction advice site many years ago. here is an exercise maybe can be adapted. ...this is for the people who are using everyday. otherwise its counter productive.

measure out 7 single doses. and leave them out somewhere. (maybe hide from the livingroom or something silly... but you get the idea) for the week. so its there. on your mind. if it is. or not. as it were

take ONE (or less) dose per day. if you have the will power NOT to fiend and take more... you dont have a problem. ie you dont use it all at once. its an exercise in willpower

this isnt scientifically accurate. but an interesting game. obiovusly this works better with cocaine then MXE, but its interesting.

only for those using daily already. obviously . which is a bad thing. hence why i suggested it for those that are dosing daily. i am not suggesting that people dose daily. thats not the point here.

the point being. if you cant manage the self control for one week. you are an addict.
 
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i think the currant batch is the cleanest i can remember.

re: "do you think you are addicted"


- i remembered from a cocaine addiction advice site many years ago. here is an exercise maybe can be adapted. ...this is for the people who are using everyday. otherwise its counter productive.

measure out 7 single doses. and leave them out somewhere. (maybe hide from the livingroom or something silly... but you get the idea) for the week. so its there. on your mind. if it is. or not. as it were

take ONE (or less) dose per day. if you have the will power NOT to fiend and take more... you dont have a problem. ie you dont use it all at once. its an exercise in willpower

this isnt scientifically accurate. but an interesting game. obiovusly this works better with cocaine then MXE, but its interesting.

only for those using daily already. obviously .

Sounds like torture for an addict
 
Daily use = a problem. Look up some articles on chronic ketamine abuse... the effects on cognition are pretty nasty.
 
I decided to take it at a rave-like party...60mg this time + a pot brownie beforehand....NOT a substitute for alcohol! LOL. It was weird...It wasn't a good social drug at all. I hadn't really seen the true disassociative aspect of it before this. I probably would've enjoyed it more thoroughly if I didn't feel like I had wasted a perfectly good opportunity to socialize with people that night. I felt so far apart from everyone...kind of lonely really. I remember walking from room to room a lot in a dream-like state. Funny enough, I came off as perfectly sober to people I talked to, yet I felt SO far gone.

This was my experience as well, except I had only taken 20mg to get to this point. Feeling lonely and robotic, yet coming off as sober pretty much exactly describe the experience I had.
 
the moving and stretching sensations got a little bit stronger.
my body vibrated nicely and i felt really comfortable.
but i wanted to get deeper.

Haha yes stretching is exactly what I would call it! I feel like a 'thick' viscous liquid being molded around while dropping down...

Hey guys... So I've done mxe a bit, the first few times was weird/dizzy I even did a rather big dose where I don't remember allot (it seems to fully kick in 60 minutes, I think I had an empty stomach too!)...

Anyway my last experience was AMAZING! it was last friday (gonna stick to doing it in the weekend). Basically instead of walking around and doing random stuff, I got my big ear cup headphones, got my big fluffy duva and a blanket :D. I decided to lay down motionless.. THIS WAS PERFECT imo.

I remember thinking 'WOW THIS IS HOLE they keep talking about' it was bliss!

Firstly: I find myself getting shakey/sweaty on this. So hence why I went under cover, I don't remember feeling shaky at all.
Secondly, I keep having to piss ! And it's really annoying stumbling about to the bathroom. Any tips?
Thirdly I usually fall asleep on decent doses, any ideas how to overcome this? Could I do some MPA before hand?

Winamp Milkdrop Visualizations looked incredibly 'clear' and structured.

Sorry about my post being all scattered about... But I'd appreciate any advice people have to offer.

In my opinion do not do anything when taking this, it gives me a headache and makes me feel dizzy and gives me that 'please when will it stop' feeling.
Get under a warm blanket something and just lie motionless..

Thirdly, when I took a massive dose a while ago (due to re-dosing at the 45 min mark) I didn't remember much, a friend called me and I was just a complete wonk. I can't remember how much I took.. Possibly in the 100mg range...


To summarize my last trip I didn't do allot, I still felt quite 'motor capable', I dosed around perhaps 50-100mg and layed down... Motionless... I looked up at the bottom of the bed (I sleep in the bottom of a bunk bed).. And after a while I realized I could 'blank out' the bed above and sort of see 'blackness'. About 50 mins passed and I saw I wasn't that far out. So off I went to redose probably around 50-100mg again... And laid back down... This is where I went farrrrr out... Sinking really deep.. Untill I started seeing images of mechanical things? I remember at one point some form of 'elevator' flying in this blackness... It felt really bliss.. I don't know why it just felt amazing lol... I had to go pea once in a while and I did notice that the toilet seems really really low (space distortion?) I just wanted it to last forever :D ... But then I got woken up... And I realised I fell asleep :(

So how do I stay awake? How can I go further on doses without it being quite hazy (or is this due to the sleep)? Why do I need to piss so much on this?
Oh I also usually dose at around 10-9 pm which probably contributes to falling asleep aswell...
Any tips to share? :D

Oh I also found out/discovered that universe and university are similar in words xD...

It felt very spiritual that last trip xD, I wish I could recall more and not fall asleep..
 
^ the blackness you speak of is weird, ive had that a few times, usually when i relax my eyes and let my focus drift everything drifts off into black static. had it a few times on high doses where i literally couldnt see fuck all for ages, i just kinda sank into the floor and went for a wild adventure, completely took me away

amazing stuff though =D gotta love the afterglow
 
Thirdly I usually fall asleep on decent doses, any ideas how to overcome this? Could I do some MPA before hand?
I would advise against any stimulant use. At most, have some caffeine or the like.

On the subject of falling asleep: waking up on MXE is a very interesting experience. It feels as though every part of me is coming to life at a different time; i.e., I was asleep, and then I was thinking, and then I was aware I was awake, and then I was aware of my body, and then I realized I was waking up and had been asleep, and that was when I became aware of my bed and the room. It was quite cool.
 
=D on MXE i always seem to feel like a robot made out of liquid electricty or something, the thought always pops into my head when im wonky. flowing around feeling like im underwater
 
250mg of mxe en route. wahoooo. i cant wait, i've never tried K so this will be my first hardcore dissociate. so excited, will definitely report back with a nice trip report. they say start small, i was thinking 50mg my first time. ima mix 250mg of mxe with 250mL of water and dose that way, i hear thats a good way to measure when i dont have a scale
 
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Took a few days break do to tolerance. Took 30mg's an hour ago for that nice relaxing feeling (last time 30mg's didn't do shit), and it's doing it's job.:) Took some 2c-i last night, I was thinking about adding some mxe, but decided not to. I'm still a little reluctant after taking some after the m1, and having a bad experience.
 
So how do I stay awake? How can I go further on doses without it being quite hazy (or is this due to the sleep)? Why do I need to piss so much on this?
I'd say your best bet is to combine a smaller MXE dose with a "plus two" dose of a 5-HT psychedelic like 4-AcO-DMT or LSD, then later increase the psychedelic dose if you're comfortable. I've done this with MXE (40 mg rectal, ~100ug LSD), though it was for tubing and fireworks and things, not the kind visionary experience you're looking for. Still, I've had a lot of success using ketamine with psilocin for this reason. It's difficult to fall asleep on something like 4-AcO-DMT. Plus, the psychedelic lowers the dose of ketamine needed to get visionary effects and thereby prevents the confusion and amnesia of larger doses. The combination of psilocin (10 mg IM) with MXE was very different than with ketamine when I entered the manic phase, though -- too fast and confusing. It doesn't sound like you really get much of that side of MXE, though -- I can't imaging falling asleep on as much as you did -- so I'd say its worth a try for you. Personally, I'd use ketamine or a large-ish dose of 4-MeO-PCP with a psychedelic to get the kind semi-lucid-but-still-visionary-twisting-stretching-and-moving through a vertical deep sea labyrinth in dumb waiters experience you seem to be after.

You probably piss so much because, like ketamine, MXE is likely a diuretic. You should actually drink more water with it to prevent dehydration. You might take an empty detergent bottle to bed with you or something, though spilling three or four goes worth of piss on yourself while tripping would dampen the MXE spirit a bit, admittedly.
 
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Ok for those who like to train in the gym,try taking a small bump of MXE before you go,i`m talking for someone with a bit of tolerance something like 20mg...I`ve done roids in my time and can say that MXE gives insane pumps that rival,if not better than roids,i get strength gains and untold stamina too.

I tell you what,MXE as a pre supplement to training is awsome,i was doing cardio on the cross trainer and proper banging it out,to my surprise instead of my heart rate increasing it actually started dropping,drastically and it`s never done this before.After training i felt wonderful.
 
^It is ridiculous the boost that you get in physical performance. I did a little sprint on it the other day and was really impressed by how perfect my stride was. I can't imagine doing this regularly would work too well though... maybe it's best only for limited applications.
 
really? this drug is so versatile. amazing. never considering training on it before. been slacking recently, might have to give it a go.
 
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