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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 5th Dose (you took too much, seriously)

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did far too much last night. still tripping now. very fucked up, feel sick, dunno what im gonna do. im so fuckin careless, on a good road to sorting myself out n then i go and stupidly bash a load of this stuff when drunk and fuck myself up

i seriously hope theres no major repercussions from this

Hate it when this happens. There's nothing you can do but pick up the pieces of your sanity and retreat into a corner until tomorrow at least.

Join the lulz boat. Here same. LOL

I hated it the other night. Didnt know if I was dead or alive. Didnt much matter either, it was weird. I hate tripping in the dark.

MXE can be extremly fucked up in the dark indeed, considering that you can still move its really weird.
 
I was at a Halloween show Saturday nite. Started out with 15mg 4-AcO-DMT & 100 mg Methylone at around 7 p.m. as the first band was playing. Added another 100 mg Methylone about an hour later & drank quite a few Jack & Cokes. The headliner finished around 1 a.m. so we figured it was now time for some MXE. Started with 20 mg, then a few bumps. Then I added another 80 mg while heading home (I wasn't driving!). By the time I got in the house I was pretty messed up & just wanted to lay down. However, as part of my costume I had sprayed my hair & beard with that black hair coloring spray & I didn't want to get it all over my bed, so I stumbled into the bathroom to try & wash it off. The MXE was hitting pretty hard by then & I had troubles with working the faucet & getting my head into the sink. I kept bumping my face on the sink & getting confused about what I was trying to do. Eventually I ended up sitting in the shower so I wouldn't fall over. After much fumbling around I finally got cleaned & dried & layed down in bed to enjoy the rest of the ride.

In the morning I found black crap all over the sink, floor and wall, towels were laying on the floor cuz the rack was busted off the wall, and half the shower curtain was pulled off. Soap & shampoo bottles were laying on the shower floor & so were my soaking wet shirt & pants. I didn't recall having such difficulty...

MXE is one hell of a drug!
 
carrying on from the miss adventure of saturday night, awoke sunday morning still tripping balls not having a clue where i was, looked like a bomb sight had gone off in the room, drugs clothes money all kinds of shit all over the place, must have looked like a right mess staggering down the road nearly throwing up every minute uttering to myself "uhhhhhhhh fuck", got home with a belting headache about to throw up any minute, drank a shit load of water, ate some food popped a valie n went to bed. woke up a few times sweating like fuck for some reason, drank more water, etc. vauge memorys of the night have returned, we ended up smoking dmt before hand, then got on the mxe and i recall falling through the carpet and spinning so hard i felt like i was being dragged up through orbit, couldnt see, walk or talk, proper fucked up experience. something tells me i may have hit the pipe just before the mxe kicked in and it fucked me sideways. lots of memory blackout. feel fine now thank god. a lot better than i do if i had been on a meph sesh. no depression or anything. expected to be feeling very anxious today. but no amazing afterglow this time. one day im gonna push it too hard and remain some sort of a retarded mess rocking in the corner in the local nuthouse for the rest of my days lol.

mxe..... booze and this stuff, not a good combo

anyone find if they get drunk the day after doing MXE they feel kinda speedy?
 
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Its by far the strongest psychedelic substance Ive taken, ive taken a fair few, definitely not one to be undestimated.
It has lifted me out of of a very deep depressive state and knocked my cocaine cravings on their head.
A very powerful substance altogether.

Its difficult to actually determine when you are completely clear headed, but I have found the ability to walk is the critical factor
I also have no desire to redose once its kicked in, there simply isnt a need.
 
You impress me people i see a lot of psychological addiction laying around here .
I also see a lot of people thinking it's ok to use a TOTALY unresearched chemical on daily basis or even weekly .
I hope it turns out not to have any long term bad effect .but any chemical on the doses and frequency i see people use it will .

But what do i know .
 
Got too happy about the MXE. Took a highish dose with a hangover... Was no fun. Felt I was about to loose the plot at some point

Gotta pay respect to this compound, even though it sometimes seems that it has no edges what so ever

EDIT: Anyway: I found, before this incident, that a dose of MXE can really help me relive past experiences. I tried focusing on a MDMA trip/roll, I had about 2 months earlier and I got quite euphoric

Maybe the same could be achieved by meditation.... Gotta look into that
 
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What a strange but wonderful drug this is,it changes as the dose increases,on a low dose its one kind of drug,on another dose it transforms into another,it has multiple personalities.

I enjoy it immensley,even though at times it can be challenging to say the least,but i always feel transformed in some way as if the wiring of my mind and the seat of my soul has evolved.I`ve also found that my friends don`t really like it and tend to be freaked out by it...I find this really sad as i get so much from it.
 
takes awhile to appreciate it i find, took me a long time. thing i love about it most is the afterglow

i find every experience on this stuff is different. strange shit
 
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mxe..... booze and this stuff, not a good combo

You're not wrong. Awful mix IME. Dunno where it sends me but it's not a nice place to visit drunk. Even a small amount of booze, like just a double vodka waiting for it to hit completely changes the character of the trip for me when I take enough to hole. A bewilderingly nasty place.

I'm being very careful not to get into the habit of just doing 10-20mg of an evening to keep me off the booze. It's easily doable to the point I suspect where I'd be nosing it up as casually as I'd knock down a drink. Keeping it to hole amounts once in while on its own or in combo as a special little journey. Odd little bugger, strangely moreish, and seems to have lots of different faces just like you say Phoenix.
 
meditating on MXE is amazing

Next time I will do it more "seriously". This time I just closed my eyes for about 1 minute, just before I got a visit. Which, BTW, involved drinking, and I think that alcohol and MXE works together OK. I've only done it three times though, at 10, 15 and 18 mg.
 
I enjoy a couple of drinks on low doses, I can't imagine it would bode well to be pissed on a large dose though. I made that mistake with ket once, there was a lot of vomit involved.
 
ive been comboing aprox half a bottle of vodka over the course of the night and ending up hoofing up 100mg-ish. thats an experience nobody wants to go through. fucking alcohol, ruins my self control. i seem to treat this stuff like a line of meph when im drunk. although i had an experience a few weeks ago on a similar combo which was very twisted, but left me with an awesome afterglow which lasted for weeks. odd

i think its when i end up dehydrated on mxe

however low amounts of each can be very nice indeed
 
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Dan, you seem to be doing MXE more and more, just like I warned you. You are going to ruin this beautiful chemical for yourself as your tolerance will skyrocket, as mine did. MXE has lost its magic for me :(
 
I find it extremely disappointing how little self-control most drug users have. This thread is perfect proof.

I won't say I am perfect, but people using this stuff daily are just asking for trouble.

Combining with alcohol is a huge mistake as well. We don't know what potential toxic interactions there could be between NMDA antagonism and the things alcohol does (particularly with GABA). Don't make yourself the example.

Please do not be stupid with this chemical. There are people smart enough to find this board, and read/post in this thread. You are that smart, now don't revert all you accomplished and be fucking stupid and combine MXE with alcohol, or do MXE every day.
 
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