ColtDan
Bluelighter
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- Jul 27, 2009
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Ok, first time ive done this since my wrecklace idiotic mishap of hoofing up a massive line a few weeks ago whilst drunk like a typical disrespectful dickhead. this stuff demands respect, anyway,
man this stuff is epic. sometimes i love it... sometimes i hate it, mainly due to how fucked up it can get. my current headspace and general feeling at the moment is absolutely spot-fucking-on. this stuff is damn perfect, what a feeling. feel like im in some sort of perfect meditation headspace. the aspect of anxiety currently seems uncomprehendable
in the moment. fuck the future, fuck the past. its all about NOW. content, at peace with everything, perfect mental clarity. with this its about finding the right dose. everything looks deeper than it should, like ive just entered some sort of lovely disney 4d land or something. nothing matters, just this present moment. just spent ages looking at a winamp visual felt like i was flying through it or something. connected to everything. zero confusion at the moment which is really odd. im not even wonky, just feeling that opiated feeling people say about. if this is what opiates feel like then no wonder people end up addicted, cos this is perfection. i used to get quite confused on MXE at this dose. for some reason my thoughts are crystal clear. always get a nostalgic feeling of christmas as a child on this stuff. dont think ive felt quite like this before, its kinda euphoria but different, its like a wrapped up cosy bubble feeling. still prefer k... but bang for buck, this is top bollocks. plus i cant find any k. this stuff will do. christmas is gonna be very deeply sexy mexy
treat this stuff right and its magical. so diverse, very strange, but amazing. need to watch some old disney films on this, would be wicked. feeling a bit speedy as well
man this stuff is epic. sometimes i love it... sometimes i hate it, mainly due to how fucked up it can get. my current headspace and general feeling at the moment is absolutely spot-fucking-on. this stuff is damn perfect, what a feeling. feel like im in some sort of perfect meditation headspace. the aspect of anxiety currently seems uncomprehendable
in the moment. fuck the future, fuck the past. its all about NOW. content, at peace with everything, perfect mental clarity. with this its about finding the right dose. everything looks deeper than it should, like ive just entered some sort of lovely disney 4d land or something. nothing matters, just this present moment. just spent ages looking at a winamp visual felt like i was flying through it or something. connected to everything. zero confusion at the moment which is really odd. im not even wonky, just feeling that opiated feeling people say about. if this is what opiates feel like then no wonder people end up addicted, cos this is perfection. i used to get quite confused on MXE at this dose. for some reason my thoughts are crystal clear. always get a nostalgic feeling of christmas as a child on this stuff. dont think ive felt quite like this before, its kinda euphoria but different, its like a wrapped up cosy bubble feeling. still prefer k... but bang for buck, this is top bollocks. plus i cant find any k. this stuff will do. christmas is gonna be very deeply sexy mexy
treat this stuff right and its magical. so diverse, very strange, but amazing. need to watch some old disney films on this, would be wicked. feeling a bit speedy as well
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