Also question - do you think it would be worse to use this regularly at low doses (say 15mg) but throughout the day, or in whopping occasional 100mg ish doses? I'm guessing the first is actually worse because it'll lead to habituation more quickly, but not sure
from what ive read the therapeutic doses of ketamine when used for anti-depressant use, is very low and regular. however single doses have a lasting effect. from what i can recall, unlike regular anti depressants it has a instant lasting effect. instead of slowly tricking the brain into adjusting itself, it's the equivalent of "switching it off for 30seconds and turning it on again" and rebooting. hence the instant recovery so often reported (worked for me. nearly 20 years of depression was lifted after years on SSRI's and other drugs, which never worked. not had a blue day in nearly a year.
im not sure if regular small doses are needed, and a single high dose works, I suspect though that regular high doses will be detrimental to our health.
i believe the ubber cheap, and ubber effective cure we have here for depression is why it and k is not prescribed. years on expensive medication is more profitable to the Glaxo drug cartels. etc. x
re amnesia, i find it less now after use. but i use less. i find re-dosing has little effect, i can go through a Gram in a night without regular 100mg doses insufated, however if i a take a single dose of say 250-30 i can get a deap trip for a couple of hours and enjoy it without re-dosing,
ive also found that ive got more used to not loosing the ability to talk, (literally cant speak), and i dont "come too" with random bruises etc where ive done things like sit on my bed, only to miss the bed (ive broken 2 toes in seperate incidents and one bed)

....i have tries using a bullet that gives 25mg bumps to add to a trip, but once im tripping i dont feel the urge.
music wise, trance is my favourite to trip too.
BTW. i think bluelight needs a "like" button