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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 5th Dose (you took too much, seriously)

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I was using way too much... now that I only do a lil maybe 3 times a month and smaller doses its gotten way bettter again... and I was pretty far out there for a while... on the plus side... so easy to quit if you just decide not to take any more till a set date...
 
In case whomever was responsible for synthing this wonderful healer reads BL I just wanna express my deepest thanks for bringing this into the world. I now have the will to change my bad habits including my monstrous opioid addiction. Methoxetamine gave me a much needed kick in the ass to start caring about my longterm health. I know chemists sometimes feel anxious about when a creation of theirs gets used widely recreationally, but take comfort in the knowledge that your creation has healed and will continue to heal many to come. Positive vibes to you / you all who[m] made it.

Having tried Ketamine, and other dissociatives they do not touch MxE with a ten lightyear pole in therapeutic value (for me).

I have an addictive personality, and I am pleased to say that I don't fiend for this. I treat it like a sacrament only using it every 2 weeks or so.

Hopefully this beauty will not be scheduled anytime soon. The potential for healing is so massive.

I have k-holed .. or I guess that's m-holed ;) recently. The first time I ever was not in control of my body, it was immensely beneficial to lose that sense of control though I know it'd freak some people out.

I find it better sublingual than insufflated. I prefer the slower comeup.
 
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I tried it through a few ROA, one not being my ass for you ass fans out there. The rest sublingual - 100mg had me floored.
Also tried it orally, was kind of a bit boring but i sat on my ass the whole time. i think i need to ramp up the dose next time, can i get an mxe trip to last 9 hours or so? How much would I have to redose? .ie how economical is MXE; i love the experience and it is cheap relatively but there are many other compounds out there.
 
I tried it through a few ROA, one not being my ass for you ass fans out there. The rest sublingual - 100mg had me floored.
Also tried it orally, was kind of a bit boring but i sat on my ass the whole time. i think i need to ramp up the dose next time, can i get an mxe trip to last 9 hours or so? How much would I have to redose? .ie how economical is MXE; i love the experience and it is cheap relatively but there are many other compounds out there.

Yeah I am not a rectal person either. I know its advantages though. lol. Yeah 100mg is enough to "hole" me. I usually use 50-75 for the introspection healing effects and of course the flood of dopamine is nice too.
 
lol my fingers felt like crayons and I made a crazy post to bluelight only to have them delete it. How long did you find MXE lasts before you're going for more? or do you just call it a quits after one experience?
 
lol my fingers felt like crayons and I made a crazy post to bluelight only to have them delete it. How long did you find MXE lasts before you're going for more? or do you just call it a quits after one experience?

Well, I treat MxE with a lot of respect so I don't redose after I comedown. It lasts 3-4 hours orally, 30min less insufflated for me. I don't ever want it to lose its glow for me and become "just another drug." lol
 
The antidepressive capabilities of this compound are very impressive. Particularly the afterglow that lasts days or more.
 
In case whomever was responsible for synthing this wonderful healer reads BL I just wanna express my deepest thanks for bringing this into the world. I now have the will to change my bad habits including my monstrous opioid addiction. Methoxetamine gave me a much needed kick in the ass to start caring about my longterm health. I know chemists sometimes feel anxious about when a creation of theirs gets used widely recreationally, but take comfort in the knowledge that your creation has healed and will continue to heal many to come. Positive vibes to you / you all who[m] made it.

Having tried Ketamine, and other dissociatives they do not touch MxE with a ten lightyear pole in therapeutic value (for me).

I have an addictive personality, and I am pleased to say that I don't fiend for this. I treat it like a sacrament only using it every 2 weeks or so.

Hopefully this beauty will not be scheduled anytime soon. The potential for healing is so massive.

I have k-holed .. or I guess that's m-holed ;) recently. The first time I ever was not in control of my body, it was immensely beneficial to lose that sense of control though I know it'd freak some people out.

I find it better sublingual than insufflated. I prefer the slower comeup.

Good to hear your report. ;)

The antidepressive capabilities of this compound are very impressive, better than K on that level. Particularly the afterglow that lasts days or more.

My theory is that much better influcing AMPA/kainate glutamate receptors than Ketamine once the so pronounced after effects. More about it:

http://www.ketamine.com/antidepressant-potential.html
 
It could also be the long half-life of the Dopamine Re-uptake Inhibitor action.

After abusing MXE for a little while the afterglow effects are completely gone but there is very little hangover besides tiredness
 
My little summary after experimenting with this stuff a reasonable amount of times over the past year, for anyone whos interested.

My last 2 experiences on this have been a very spiritual adventure, almost enlightening experiences. it feels like ive found true inner peace. its made me reflect apon things like never before. focused, creative, optimistic beneficial in depth analytical thoughts about myself and my outlook on life, and things in general. and the afterglow seems to last for a long time after, it makes me want to be more productive and focused, and it carrys many of the other benefits along with it. so many positives with this, and very few minors. bang for buck, the best value for money substance ive come across. but it demands respect and to be used responsibly, otherwise it will slap you hard.

as said by many people, and obviously, the key is in the dose. the only problem with this stuff is that its very hard to find the correct dose. but as many people have said, 15/20mg as a start is the way to go. currently for me, 40mg is almost spot on. but obviously as tolerance builds its going to be hard to get this right. i plan to use this stuff in low doses now and again for harm reduction as obviously its a new drug, and i want to keep the tolerance down. i can see the addiction/abuse potential. but no way would i ever consider daily use of this chemical as some people have been doing.

last night after changing my mind about going to a rave and ending up undoubtedly spending loads of money hammering Alcohol and MDMA/Meph and various other unhealthy shit i usually get on, then feeling terrible for days after, i fancied a quiet, cheap night, in preparation for the day after and the night to follow.

Did 20mg once every 2 hours, 3 times in total. so 60mg. should have left it at 40. and spread the dose out a bit more. but it was a good experience none the less. very smooth, gentle, gradual build up, as apposed to what would have happened if i had hoofed up the entire 60mg in one go and ended up in a fucked up trippy mess. it put me into a cosy warm beautiful dream land, it was like being a child at christmas. seeing things through new eyes. felt like i had just been plugged into the matrix or something. or perhaps unplugged. i had some very deep intricate chats with some friends, felt euphoric, relaxed and good. for me its like what cannabis should be like. in my opinion as a relaxing chill out drug this shits ontop of cannabis from a great height in every way, but each to their own. i had no anxiey, no loss of train of though, felt focused, extremely creative, and smooth. and also strangely stimulated, my eyes were banged wide open, but in a none jittery, heart racing, rushing around manic way. it was so much more focused. and just as euphoric as most other stimulants ive come across.

anyway, i chilled, chatted, listened to music, read, researched, relaxed, and felt good about everything. then when the early hours of the morning dawned apon me, and i realized id been sat around doing fuck all for too long, i thought id try and sleep. but it was impossible, i got into bed and was having some pretty amazing closed eye visuals. very deep.

then i felt the urge to sit on my bed last night and meditate which is strange, i wouldn't usually bother. at the time i was kinda thinking "what the fuck am i doing? have i lost the plot? ah fuck it, im gonna do it anyway" but in retrospect it wasnt really that abnormal as loads of people spend hours meditating, finding inner peace. i only meditated for 15 minutes or so, it felt good. i can see why there is so much hype for this stuff

then i tried to sleep again and started to unlock previous DMT trips which had been forgotten, experienced this beautiful female entity which almost seems like mother nature, many people who have tried DMT have come across a female presence, like a messenger, like a godess of some sort who wants to fill you with love. "Her" is the only description i can think of. i was having messages telling me life is all about Love, compassion, empathy. and love is the most important thing. that we are all connected. she was telling me she loves everybody. it was a worthwhile experience.

still couldn't sleep though so ended up taking a 10mg valium. then i started thinking i might die in my sleep and other weird shit, like "mixing these 2 are bad, what happens if i never wake up, will these be my last thoughts? oh fuck it, i need to get to sleep" and became a little confused

woke up feeling groggy from the valium, but compared to an alcohol hangover + lack of sleep from sticking dirty chemicals up my nose all night, i feel fresh.

hats off to whoever created this stuff, one of the best drugs ive come across. has a lot of potential. very fucking surprised the media hasnt started banging on about it, surely this stuff is intriguing news "stong crazy mind-bending new legal high similar to ketamine" blah blah bollocks
 
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I like Ketamine because of the fast onset. I think it's why I love Mephedrone so much too, when I take 4-MMC nasally I begin to feel its effects within 45-60 seconds and by about the 3-4 minute mark I'm flying. Also, when you re-dose on Mephedrone, you are literally re-peaking within 60 seconds :D Ketamine is similar, it has a very fast onset (not as quick as Mephedrone) but it's really, really quick. Rushing during a come-up on K and 4-MMC is so fantastic! Methoxetamine is a wonderful drug but I would love for it to have a quicker onset :D It's the only thing it lacks in my opinion
 
you guys notice theirs 2 distinct kinds of mxe out? the grainy crystal MXE is kinda bunk(like i need 50mg to reach 20mg of the powdery white shit) i wonder if its a different isomer of it or what but the powdery mxe blows it out of the water
 
The tinnitus is beginning to worry me with this substance somewhat. It goes as soon as Mx's effects wear off, but I'm worried I could do some damage and get stuck with it permanently - is that possible? :(
 
The tinnitus is beginning to worry me with this substance somewhat. It goes as soon as Mx's effects wear off, but I'm worried I could do some damage and get stuck with it permanently - is that possible? :(

tinnitus can be a sign of damage to the cochlea .... hopefully in this case the tinnitus comes from the brain not the cochlea.... i have heard one case where permanent tinnitus was reduced / eliminated during mxe use ... the fact that it doesn't persist after use is a good sign. on the other hand i feel like i've had random short bursts of tinnitus increasingly frequently since i started using this in the spring...

i check my cochlear outer-hair cell status with an OAE machine about once a week and haven't noticed anything worrisome yet. honestly i should be doing a more complete eval with the machine if i want to be sure tho.

re: the crystal batch... it is definitely significantly weaker... i feel like the effects profile is somewhat different too but idk... could be down to my expectations
 
Had a strange exprience last night. The previous night I dosed 3 times sublingually, not 100% on the amount, but more than usual. It was incredible, I was in a dark room with new music or TV, the euphoria was incredible and the CEVs where stronger than in any of my previous experiments (although still not as strong as the ones i experience on ket), I smoked some bud just as it was kicking in, and it intensified the come up, it was pure bliss. Not much stimulation, which was very present in my intranasal experiments. Felt a lot more like ketamine this time.

So last night tried to recreate the previous nights success, although this time I was already moderatly stoned. I seperated out a bigger dose than before, and dumped it under my tounge, then 30 mins later, another smaller dose, followed by a spliff. This time it never really hit me, I felt it's effects, but no where near as intense as the previous night. I remember lieing in bed waitin for it to fully kick-in, then i woke up about 11 hours later...
I've never been able to fall asleep before the peak of pretty much any drug, it was very odd.

So my question is, does tolerence build THAT quickly? I hadn't touched MXE for at least a week before these two experiences. Maybe the weed had something to do with it? or maybe you can just fall asleep before the peak on MXE and sleep through the trip =S

I'm not sure what to take from this.
 
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