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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 4th Dose (don't overdose)

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Transcendence said:
This stuff makes me draw inane connections between absolutely EVERYTHING. My friends have noticed this too. On MXE it seems like everything is huge, wonderful, and eerie coincidence. Of course most psychedelics do this to some extent but the effect seems particularly pronounced on MXE.
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I believe most dissociative tend to do this. I had similar feelings on K. I guess I'll see for myself when my batch arrives. :)
 
Transcendence said:
This stuff makes me draw inane connections between absolutely EVERYTHING. My friends have noticed this too. On MXE it seems like everything is huge, wonderful, and eerie coincidence. Of course most psychedelics do this to some extent but the effect seems particularly pronounced on MXE.
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lol well I'm glad that I'm not the only one. I have like 5 posts already in this big and dandy pointing out this incredible effect. I understand that this is common with disassociatives but I have no other disassociative to compare MXE to besides nitrous. The anti-depressant effects come largely from these positive coincidences that do give you a better outlook on life. It's so pure and beautiful...5 more days until my 7 day cycle :D and I'm still ontop of the world since my last dose 8 days ago. This stuff has potential potential potential man
 
for some reason ive been much less anxious after a fairly wild time i had on MXE a few weeks ago, i suffer from anxiety now and again, especially after a weekend of stimulant usage, but i seem to be more calm now. could be a coincidence, or maybe not
 
what revelations and things learned have people had from their MXE experiences?
 
Go read the past 4 pages, I had a few revelations. I never had any responses to them but I discovered things about both Autism and how mxe allows an individual to have atleast 4 or 5 conscious thought processes to go on all simultaniously which allows for the "connecting the dots" phenomenon. I described the two of these better while I was under the influence. They were posted about 13-14 days ago about 3-4 pages back
 
I had shitloads of deep revelations while i used it almost continuously between february and june. Can't remember much of them really anymore since i would usually black out very easily on mxe which is a real shame.

I would be really careful about giving too much meaning to them, it's different from the revelations i have had on various tryptamine and phenethylamine psychedelics which have been really helpful and therapeutic to me. Having too much of dissociatives on the other hand can chage your thinking and reasoning to some kind of fucked up egocentric fantasy. This happens with ketamine as well as is known. Anybody have any good links regarding this phenomena with ketamine (and mxe) users? I was just looking for information on it before coming to this topic.

I just realized some time ago that all the revelations and delusions i had while taking mxe did actually affect my thinking somewhat even though i didn't notice it during using. (i paid attention to this side effect) I mean i always knew they were delusions but i noticed i have started to think about many things and life and death in a sort of weird way, it's really hard to explain, some kind of mix of synchronicity and depersonalization i guess. This isn't anything serious nor affecting my life negatively and happens just occasionally really, especially when smoking strong weed. I realize that they are not true but at the same time i can't help but think like that. I didn't actually realize that this was a side effect mxe until just lately. For example when i smoked am-2201 i would usually feel like i'm some alien making anthropological observations on the culture and habits of the people on earth. I would start to view humans through the eyes of an alien. Like when watching some music video i would see all the meanings and "real" reasons behind the reason to make music videos. But when thinking them sober i would realize that it's not real, but the way of thinking might still be there just much less strong.

I always loved this "unlocking the secrets of the universe, life, death and beyond" aspect of the mxe trip. Sadly i haven't been getting them ( nor any real dissociation) any more because of hefty tolerance and i'm trying to lower it. I haven't used mxe for over a month now, hopefully i can return to the mxe universe again some day.

edit. Regarding tolerance issue: I have read posts here from people with huge tolerances and the dissociative effects stopping. What's the situation now? Have you been able to get them again and after how long break?
 
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I too have experienced revelations when using MXE as well as various other substances, especially in conjunction with nitrous. But I don't know if they're really revelations per se, (defined in Wikipedia as "revelation is the revealing or disclosing, through active or passive communication with a supernatural or a divine entity") or if drugs change the internal connections in my mind in such a way as to allow new interpretations of existing information.

In most cases, I think it's the latter, much like the way that taking, say, an ethics course will change the way you judge previous concepts. Every new experience will color and change interpretations of past experiences.

Now, deliberately using drugs in conjunction with spiritual practices is another thing altogether and does have the possibility (not certainty) of allowing true revelations to surface. But that's another story...
 
Termino said:
I too have experienced revelations when using MXE as well as various other substances, especially in conjunction with nitrous. But I don't know if they're really revelations per se, (defined in Wikipedia as "revelation is the revealing or disclosing, through active or passive communication with a supernatural or a divine entity") or if drugs change the internal connections in my mind in such a way as to allow new interpretations of existing information.
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Epiphanies %) (Epiphany , defined as "a sudden, intuitive perception of or insight into the reality or essential meaning of something, usually initiated by some simple, homely, or commonplace occurrence or experience.")

Revelations can sometimes result from them.
 
I've gotten some pretty meaningful epiphanies and revelations (no delusions of grandeur lol) this evening resulting from a mixture of mxe use and yoga/meditation/contemplation/tunes. Interesting stuff this methoxetamine is. I like it ^_^
 
B9 said:
Bummer eh ?

Delusions of grandeur & mania is what mxe is all about for me
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I guess I just haven't quite m-holed or whatever. Might investigate higher doses soon, now that I have a g lying about... I have been on the verge of hole territory a couple times though from around 50mg insufflated, spaced through an evening. Yes I'm a lightweight/never tried K lol. And I don't mind delusions of grandeur from time to time =D
 
^Me too. I haven't had one revelation/epiphanie on a high dose. I can still fluently think while on a high dose, but the real magic happens when you least expect in during day to day experiences after you've pretty much passed the peak of your low/moderate dose.
 
I guess I prefer low/moderate dosing because of this ^ Yeah, once the peak has passed the mania sets in, but I don't mind it at all. I'll just watch some political documentary during that stage and get all fired up, which is fun on occasion ^_^ Or I'll just put on the ol' mindfold and zone out to some music. feels good man.
 
Can somebody please explain in detail what mania is because I don't believe I've ever experienced what the definition implys and I've taken a couple high doses of this stuff
 
lol let me rephrase that question. Does anyone here who becomes manic on methoxetamine benefit from the so-called mania? I always felt like "mania" had a negative vibe to it which is why I am confused. So is the "anti-depressant" effect that most people are experiencing on methoxetamine really just mania? If this is true then I've received a pretty much garanteed state of beneficial mania that lasts atleast 14 days until I start my 7 day cycle again. My life has not been the same since I started this experiment 3 months ago.

lol well it looks like methoxetamine has the power to actually induce/control hypomania. After reading more about hypomania, I now realize that my diagnosis of ADHD as a very young child was actually hypomania according to the definition. The racing thoughts over the years mixed in with the fear of saying the wrong thing gave me anxiety. This was all from different forms of mental abuse/fear of physical abuse. But yeah...methoxetamine removed these fears and has allowed me to be completely like I've always wanted to be/always tried to be but without anxiety. I'm pretty much a Mr. Fixit and I get so much pleasure out of helping...so yeah mix my personality up with methoxetamine and you get a less anxious, more productive/able to start tasks person. I hope this stuff helps other people like it's helped me.
 
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pontifex01 said:
Oh and bang-on with the mania. Now I understand the fits of rage I've been getting this week. I thought it was the GBL I took once or twice to help me get to sleep. Apparently not.
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i would think GBL is more likely to cause fits of rage than MXE is, but they are probably both partially to blame.
 
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