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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 4th Dose (don't overdose)

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Well I had my first bad experience with methoxetamine last weekend. I think the biggest reason was that I combined it with 5-Meo-DALT. IIRC I took about 40 mg MXE in about six hours and snorted two lines of 5-MeO-DALT (40-50 mg). I've done both before, in even bigger doses. Hard to keep track of the timeline now but I actually felt I was starting to feel more "normal" when suddenly my heart started to race (really hard), I got intense headache and nausea, my head started spinning and I lost my balance completely

I just laid in the bed, unable to speak, think or anything. It was impossible to focus my eyes, everything I saw was just a strange mess of nothing and everything. I wasn't really afraid, but it felt quite psychotic, I lost all perception of who I was and where I was. It felt like I was about to pass out, but somehow I managed to keep my eyes open. The bad experience only lasted for some 10-15 minutes, but was not pleasurable. It really felt like I was stuck in an endless, dreamlike, nightmarish loop.
 
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JSPete said:
You'll probably have a very rewarding experience sooner rather than later. Every trip is different, and if you up the dosage, the experience ought to be more powerful.
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Well JSPete, you were correct, I had a very powerful experience last night. But I think it may have had something to do with the point in the experience (about t+0:45-1:00) where I essentially was watching myself as I shuffled into the kitchen like an automaton and proceeded to prepare 46mg of DPT solution for IM without much thought.
8o 8o 8o 8o 8o 8o
All I knew was "DPT. 46mg", like an auto-pilot function. I had my sober wife verify the quantity for me and went to town.
Beyond ego-loss all the way to ego-ahhihilation. Time didn't just dilate, it stretched into eternity and stopped. Visuals were off the charts. For a while I don't think I was even aware of the music playing. Unfortunately the MXE fogged my memory of a fair portion of it and it felt as though it dulled the usual significant emotional content I experience with DPT.
However, it was a phenomenal experience. =D
 
How does mixing m-hole dosages and shiny colorful psychedelics work? Or maybe it doesn't?

Has anyone tried that?

Would it improve the m-hole trip, add some colour to it?
 
I decided to finally post my experiences in this thread. Been using it since february on and off. 1-2 weeks of daily using followed by few days or a week break. Right now attempting to take a very long break. Still have some left so when i have nothing else at hand that's goodbye break ;). Tolerance with this is really a bitch. I get nowdays just the stimulating effects, no matter how much i take. I have never taken more than around 180-190 mg's on one dose though because then i'll just completely black out. Have taken more throughout the day. At first my ROA was sublingual but after discovering pluggin that's the only way i took it.

In the beginnig when my tolerance was low the effects were literary insane. For example it produced hallucinations completely undistinguishable from reality. My room and furniture would morph into my resemble my past apartments etc. One wierd such thing was when i was sitting in front of my computer after coming out from hole and and seeing my computer screen lying upside down on the floor and some screen from movie paused on it (wasn't watching it in reality). I was totally convinced and scared i had trashed my computer and other shit under the influence. I checked the situation many times and looked around under the table and checked the top of the table with my hands. Only after some time i came back to reality and everything was on it's place.:D I had many other similar experiences too. Stuff was like waking dreams. It reminded me of the descriptions of DXM plateau sigma. (never done that myself, most dxm 900mg). Many times coming down i couldnt be sure which was real which was not and often not remebering of having taken anything.

My absolutely favourite part of MXE was that sinking, floating, outerspace rollercoaster comeup after plugging a good dose, lying eyes closed on bed with good music and departing the known universe. The best and most memorable single experience was plugging 58 mg ( which was not even that high dose at the time for me. I scraped the remains of my first 5g bag for that dose.) It completely surprised me because i wasnt expecting that much. The sun shined thru window on me and I was floating up thru the roof feeling the most euphoria ever. Not opiate like but more psychedelic, actually a kind of mix of them both but totally unique. Mostly mental ecstasy. Total love and peace towards everything and had super deep revelations at the same time. I was thinking this must be like the moksha or nirvana is like descriped in zen buddhist texts. It was a near ego death maybe. After that things got weird beacause i havent been able to achieve the real good dissociative effects with it ever since. I got a new bag from the same vendor after few days and later i would order more from another vendor, both reliable. I can get high off these but not the same way as before. Like mxe was saying im gonna show you something totally wonderful but youre never ever gonna achieve it again.

Apart from exploring the unkown regions eyes closed, my other favourite thing was watching movies, or at least trying to do so, on the stuff. That was however really tricky to get right, but boy when it did nothing could top it. The only time i really got it to work was after plugging 40 mg and watching The Doors by Oliver Stone. I became literary part of the movie, i felt and experienced first hand everything Jim Morrison was doing in the movie. It was ecstatic and really really intense. The reason why it was so good was the movie having a good tempo with lot's of music performances in it. The really crazy part came when the guys in the movie went to the desert and tripped on peyote. I felt like i was tripping within a trip:D. it got too intense and crazy after some time and i had to force myself to snap out of it. I was totally exhausted and blown away when i came back to reality, i had to adjust my eyes before i could see normally. It was like i had been watching those 3d images that you have to stare at certain way to see the stuff. Soon i regretted forcing myself to reality because i couldnt reproduce that situation with redosing:(. So in other words i totally recommend watching that movie while on mxe.%)
 
Limitbreaker said:
How does mixing m-hole dosages and shiny colorful psychedelics work? Or maybe it doesn't?

Has anyone tried that?

Would it improve the m-hole trip, add some colour to it?
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150mg isn't an m-hole for me from general dissociative tolerance.... so 6 hours after a 150mg dose i took 250mg and about 8mg of 2c-p at once. came to a few hours later in the bath tub covered in wounds. i have no idea what exactly happened, but i have vague memories of running around outside naked. after the MXE wore off the pain was so bad that i could barely walk for like a week...

just sayin'. i was super irresponsible and i should have started out with low doses before proceeding with a dose like 250mg of MXE and 8mg of 2C-P.

as always, with combinations start at low dosages and work your way up!
 
Cyanoide said:
Well I had my first bad experience with methoxetamine last weekend. I think the biggest reason was that I combined it with 5-Meo-DALT. IIRC I took about 40 mg MXE in about six hours and snorted two lines of 5-MeO-DALT (40-50 mg). I've done both before, in even bigger doses. Hard to keep track of the timeline now but I actually felt I was starting to feel more "normal" when suddenly my heart started to race (really hard), I got intense headache and nausea, my head started spinning and I lost my balance completely

I just laid in the bed, unable to speak, think or anything. It was impossible to focus my eyes, everything I saw was just a strange mess of nothing and everything. I wasn't really afraid, but it felt quite psychotic, I lost all perception of who I was and where I was. It felt like I was about to pass out, but somehow I managed to keep my eyes open. The bad experience only lasted for some 10-15 minutes, but was not pleasurable. It really felt like I was stuck in an endless, dreamlike, nightmarish loop.
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That sounds somewhat similar to some horrible experiences I've had when mixing MXE with other drugs. Seems to happen especially with stimulants (and I assume 5-MeO-DALT has stimulating properties). A far cry from the downright traumatising experience with 5-APB...but still unpleasant. You feel as though you've killed your brain. Mind and body are forever estranged, with your soul lying about 5 feet away in a pool of blood. Dreamlike, semi-conscious nightmarish loop. Sucks.
 
it certainly does.

round two:

the average dose for IM MXE is 10mg, is that for recreational like to the point you cant function around people?

im looking for a dose where i can use it for depression and anxiety and function....

but i would also like to know the dose for getting nice and "buzzed" as well (i say buzzed cause i would still like to be HIGH but able to walk and not be arrested if i step outside my house). the M hole thing where you are totally gone does not appeal to me.
 
homeydontplaythat said:
it certainly does.

round two:

the average dose for IM MXE is 10mg, is that for recreational like to the point you cant function around people?

im looking for a dose where i can use it for depression and anxiety and function....

but i would also like to know the dose for getting nice and "buzzed" as well (i say buzzed cause i would still like to be HIGH but able to walk and not be arrested if i step outside my house). the M hole thing where you are totally gone does not appeal to me.
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dosages are slightly different for everyone. for depression/anxiety/nootropic/whatever use 5mg to 10mg is a good place to start. as far as what higher dosages to use for yourself, however, only you can really figure that out for sure... once you try 5mg and 10mg, try bumping your dose up my 5mg each time until you hit your sweet spot!
 
well iv had maybe the daftest 24hours going its been mint i mixed my mxe with mesket and taking bumps of 2-dpmp 2-ai and mpa and its just been wicked im walking trecal people the world went popm n i sat back and laughted as i watched a nuclear war kick off in my hand sorted night and i aint planing on landing just yet
 
i hate being a needle feind. i know im going to IV this shit. so i may as well be safe and ask what the proper IV dosage is for

a - theraputic

b - recreational


thanks.
 
homeydontplaythat said:
i hate being a needle feind. i know im going to IV this shit. so i may as well be safe and ask what the proper IV dosage is for

a - theraputic

b - recreational


thanks.
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most likely it will be very individualistic. so either toss the syringes or start very low.
but, you already knew that, huh?
 
homeydontplaythat said:
i hate being a needle feind. i know im going to IV this shit. so i may as well be safe and ask what the proper IV dosage is for

a - theraputic

b - recreational


thanks.
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I've just started working with the stuff, so I don't have a huge pool of experience to draw from here but...
IV 10mg- Closer to recreational, only mild dissociation though. Just enough to make me want to sit down and not have to deal with people. ;)
IV 7mg- Closer to therapeutic. Relaxation, contentedness.
I'd say 4-5mg would be a good start for therapeutic, 10+mg for recreational. (as far as my response goes, as always YMMV)
 
I will never plug this stuff again. The experiences felt amazing but ended up being pure hedonism. The almost immediate come up is too fast and too fucking enjoyable.

Back to oral consumption after my 1 month break is over. I love MXE but plugging it made it into the second most addictive substance I've experienced. N2O is the most addictive one for me. I wouldn't dare to combine them or I'd probably be in happy space for ever.

I would strongly advice not to approach fast acting ROA's if dissociatives seem to be habit forming for you. The potential gets buried into stupid craving.
 
Just walk away.

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