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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 2nd Dissociation

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Last Nights journey to nowhere at all.

Well I just re weighed my MXE and it would appear yesterday from my notes.


3-5mg Allergy test around 11am (postman time)
10mg Allergy test around 3pm


40-50mg Around 8pm after 3 pints of Becks Vier(4%)
30-40mg around 11pm

That first 40-50mg sent me into hyperspace. But what's with the little people who helped me when I lost myself ?

Felt pretty chipper(GF even commented on this on the phone) today although rather tired almost like mental exhaustion even after 8 hours sleep.

I'm looking forwards to researching this more.

stay safe people.
 
I did 30 mg yesterday. Today, 20 hours after last dose, I've got some nausea.
Have anyone else experienced this?

First time i dosed this, btw.
 
Kinda like ketamine's fluffier, prettier, pink marshmallow-munching, hippy kousin, I'd say. Ket feels much deeper and more cerebral with a definite clinical edge. MixyKetosis feels more shallow and more of a party drug with a much warmer feel to it. But if you read through the B&D threads you'll find that there is a fairly wide variation in how people think of it. Never had DXM so no idea how it compares to that. Feels much closer to 3-MeO-PCP or maybe 3-MeO-PCE than it does to ketamine to me but if you like ket there's a pretty good chance you'll like SexyMexy too, I'd say.

EDIT: This post made more sense in context when it was answering a question in another thread wot got merged in case anyone was wondering why the random ket komparsion ;)
 
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JSPete said:
I've reached the end of the road for methoxetamine...


Yesterday I dosed 100mg at 8pm. Went to bed and went into the familiar methox-hole.

When I came to, I was in the back seat of a car getting driven to hospital. Apparently my parents had found me, screaming and wailing, tongue-rolling, foaming at the mouth, writhing in my bed. They had no idea what was happening and so had rushed me to hospital. I don't remember any of the screaming, all I remember is the drive to hospital. They admitted me and did routine tests. They hadn't heard of methoxetamine, but dealt with me like a ketamine patient.

I got discharged at 00:30, knowing full well I had just wasted A&E time and resources. I know I've made strange noises before on MXE, I can't control it when I do this, but I vaguely remember as I come down.

So my parents are clued up about my drug habits now. The doctor suggested I do some sort of rehabilitation programme since I've been using MXE almost daily for a few months now. I haven't flushed the rest away yet, but I can't go on using it for the love of my parents.

So yeah, goodbye MXE. You got me in the end.
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if you are living at home with your parents then maybe its a good thing you stop. i remember you mixed it with mdai even though a death had been reported from the combo. really you need to stop behaving in a self destructive manner (at least under their roof where they can find you out out of your mind freaking out).

try and realise why you are doing things. destroying yourself for the sake of it is a bad idea and i get the feeling that no matter what you would try you would do it in a reckless fashion. maybe try to get your head sober and work out why you put yourself in unnecessary danger:\
 
JSPete said:
I've reached the end of the road for methoxetamine...


Yesterday I dosed 100mg at 8pm. Went to bed and went into the familiar methox-hole.

When I came to, I was in the back seat of a car getting driven to hospital. Apparently my parents had found me, screaming and wailing, tongue-rolling, foaming at the mouth, writhing in my bed. They had no idea what was happening and so had rushed me to hospital. I don't remember any of the screaming, all I remember is the drive to hospital. They admitted me and did routine tests. They hadn't heard of methoxetamine, but dealt with me like a ketamine patient.

I got discharged at 00:30, knowing full well I had just wasted A&E time and resources. I know I've made strange noises before on MXE, I can't control it when I do this, but I vaguely remember as I come down.

So my parents are clued up about my drug habits now. The doctor suggested I do some sort of rehabilitation programme since I've been using MXE almost daily for a few months now. I haven't flushed the rest away yet, but I can't go on using it for the love of my parents.

So yeah, goodbye MXE. You got me in the end.
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Wow... could you be more specific about the symptoms such as foaming at the mouth? It sounds like MXE caused you to have a sort of seizure, which may point to it not being as safe as I thought it was... especially at a moderate dose of 100mg.

I also can't imagine losing consciousness on MXE, as it always puts me into a hyperactive state on higher doses, to the point that I can't even keep my eyes closed.

In fact, I'm typing this while on a 150mg dose - so your adverse reaction sounds kind of worrying if it just cropped up from no where.
 
oSpherical said:
Wow... could you be more specific about the symptoms such as foaming at the mouth? It sounds like MXE caused you to have a sort of seizure, which may point to it not being as safe as I thought it was... especially at a moderate dose of 100mg.

I also can't imagine losing consciousness on MXE, as it always puts me into a hyperactive state on higher doses, to the point that I can't even keep my eyes closed.

In fact, I'm typing this while on a 150mg dose - so your adverse reaction sounds kind of worrying if it just cropped up from no where.
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Thanks for the support everyone. I don't deserve any sympathy for what happened, but I'm willing to talk it through in detail for the benefit of all who read.

In reply to oSpherical, I don't believe it was a seizure. I had blacked out (in the sense that I was deeply holed), and was behaving in the manner of someone possessed (The Exorcist comes to mind). I have heard of people blacking out and behaving violently, and destructively, smashing things, injuring themselves, phoning ex-girlfriends etc. It's a bizarre thing for the brain to do, but it happens. Me rolling my tongue about, writhing, crying, laughing, it fits the bill of bizarre blackout behaviour.

Another interesting fact is that my heart was apparently racing at a dangerous rate. My mother checked my pulse, told me this afterwards. Incidentally she also recorded a video of my behaviour.

I think the foaming at the mouth may have resulted from dry mouth. I was spitting and gurgling, resulting in the foam. I guess I was then foaming at the mouth, but it's not like my mouth filled up with foam and was gushing out.

Recently my MXE trips have involved more memory loss as a rule. The pattern of the experience is:

  • Come-Up (Starts off with wobbliness, progresses to a strong body buzzing sensation. Vision and hearing starts to go)

  • Black Out (About 15 minutes after I start to come up, I black out. I don't remember any part of this experience, save for flashes of colour. Typically I forget I ever blacked out though. In hindsight I can now recognise this as a blackout...never really had blackouts before)
  • Come-Round (Anywhere from 1 to 3 hours later (I return to consciousness, feels a lot like emerging from water, regain control of my actions))

  • Come-Down (Gradual return to baseline)

Like I said before, despite being blacked out in previous experiences, I'm quite sure I've had this exact same reaction before. I remember my voice box vibrating. I remember crying during a couple. Of course I didn't think anything of it as I always come down, always return to normal. The only difference here is that my parents heard me. I was apparently VERY loud.

In reply to PoFacedHoe, I am going to take a break. You're right about the recklessness. I like to preach harm reduction but I am reckless when it comes to how I do things myself. I've noticed the self-destructive trend, and I'm not sure how or why it's happened. This is a pretty recent development, it's happened within the last half-year I'd say. I'm not a traumatised individual, I'm healthy. Got a good education with straight A's, decent Catholic upbringing. But when it comes to drugs I don't feel any sense of self-preservation. I doubt I'll stop doing them, but you're right about me waiting until I move out. Going to university next year, so we'll see what happens.
 
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Tried about 25mg sub-lingually the other day as a tester. Wasn't expecting the pleasant opiate sensation to be as strong as it was. Mentally I would compare it to about 200mg of dxm but with a way better body high.
Didn't last too long, though, and I didn't notice any music enhancement.
I'll have to try a bigger dose later.
 
I can't believe how much everyone likes this stuff. MXE gives me almost nothing but side effects. I feel very dissociated, intoxicated, uncoordinated, unable to speak coherently, etc. with not much in the way of euphoria, psychedelia, or analgesia compared to ketamine or 4-MeO-PCP.
 
~65mg rectal
MAN
I'm just coming out of a dissociated mindfuck state of mind I never before experienced.
I'm sorry I'm just now in a state where typing isn't a problem. I used to robotrip balls back in the day a la high school cause where I live it is a LOCKDOWN lol. My first MXE experience was 6 or 7 mg intra nasal test and my throat was numb in about 15 minutes. I used to be a fentanyl fiend, a bad one. I was worse off than a heroin addict as far as tolerance goes, such as needing high doses of opiates. I felt the opiate warmth and then WHAM...
The tingly
The something
The what
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Damn. I swear i felt like i was back in the magic of the robotrip days, where there is this metallic taste and some other stimuli i used to swear by in a dissociative trip.
Not to mention the massive mindfuck. The difference between now and the best robotrip i ever had is that there is sanity to be found in my mind (despite talking like im still tarded )
and I have not dispersed any amount of projectile vomit. This mindless rambling might get mod removed but I have waited sooooo long to give any kind of report, but this is far from a trip report. Baseline time coming soon, so I will divulge my metered thoughts then.
 
Does anyone think its possible for methoxetamine to show up in a drug test as a false positive for PCP?
 
They don't even test me for ketamine and LSD...Just benzos....It hits em in the head/ nail right on the head everytime i'm back locked up for two weeks in the psych ward........
 
Mentally I would compare it to about 200mg of dxm but with a way better body high.
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Jesus wept, i asked that earlier about MXE in relation to dxm. I am ahuge fan of k i would rate it as my top choice out of everything i have ever taken but my dxm trips have been a fucking nightmare. Just pure mental anguish, falling around & not being able to get a grip on my own "self"
now i like ego death on K but for me on dxm it was worse than a salvia trip.

i was set on getting some mxe to be honest, after reading that i'm in 2 minds
 
Another sesh with this last night. Still nocks my socks off, ego definately near-death, tbh I'm anxious about going much higher yet, still getting comfortable.

I don't get too much out of music from this, it sounds too slow and shallow to me, but I kept making my own music in my head which was cool. I can see this being good for creativity.
 
Multi-drug experience (with MXE the cause)

Splitz said:
Another sesh with this last night. Still nocks my socks off, ego definately near-death, tbh I'm anxious about going much higher yet, still getting comfortable.

I don't get too much out of music from this, it sounds too slow and shallow to me, but I kept making my own music in my head which was cool. I can see this being good for creativity.
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What dose?

I took 60mg last night over two doses of 30 about 1 hour apart....

I snorted the first 30 in increments of 15mg with about 4mg of 4-ho-mpt and 4 mg of 4-ho-met in-between...

About a half hour later, I snorted another 5mg 4-ho-mpt and 5mg 4-aco-dmt...

Then I ate the other 30mg mxe a half hour after that...

Followed by about 15 mg oral and 15 sniffed 4-ho-mpt, 5mg sniffed 4-aco-dmt, and 5mg sniffed 4-ho-met throughout the night...My experience started at about 7:00pm...took drugs until about 12:00...and was able to sleep at 5 (crashed hard, but it took about 2 hours...


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Now for the experience part of it...

Manic. The mxe gave a weird mental component to the experience, and most likely led to the whole sniffing of the tryps business, which I am not really known for...

Overall though, the comedown of the mxe mixing with the peak of some of the tryps gave a pleasant detached state, music was spiritual (Boards of Canada on Pandora radio...)...

The body high was clean, near no nausea at all, decent comeup(s), not anxiogenic by any means...But also not really that deep...This may be due to the ROA, but remember, I also ate 15mg...There may have been some degradation due to improper storage of the freebase 4-ho-mpt on my end (didn't mean to keep for so long)...but still active for sure...

The visuals were pretty nuts at points, lending themselves to dimensional foolery in my carpet the likes of which I've never experienced, flowing and warping and morphing, and a stranger effect than the -DMT based tryps on faces!!! I tried to watch a old BBC sketch show with Hugh Laurie...And was freaked out by the morphing/distortions, amplified by the lighting, the costumes, and the nature of the sketch (I know I was tripping, but im pretty sure it was pure madness...)...but nothing to write home about overall...

Im forgetting a lot...but thats probably how it will stay...I am now out of MXE, and all my tryps lol

Oh yeah, I noticed diuretic properties somewhere in there towards the end...
 
I'm a little freaked out right now - I had just weighed an 80mg dose, and split it into 4 lines ready for insufflation, I did 2 of them and left the other 2 on my desk while focusing on something else, when my cat jumped onto the desk and sniffed/snorted a small amount of the stuff and then sneezed, I pushed her away as soon as I could, but I'm terrified now that she got some MXE into her system, even if it would have been less than 5-10mg.

I'm very worried about her now, she's acting no differently and seems fine, but I'm keeping a close eye on her. Please could someone tell me if she's in any danger?
(I'm talking about a literal cat here, I understand that on a forum like drugs-forum this could be read very differently. :) )
 
She probably sneezed it all out. If not, then then just keep an eye on her.

There has been done very little, if any, research on animals with this substance
 
oSpherical said:
I'm a little freaked out right now - I had just weighed an 80mg dose, and split it into 4 lines ready for insufflation, I did 2 of them and left the other 2 on my desk while focusing on something else, when my cat jumped onto the desk and sniffed/snorted a small amount of the stuff and then sneezed, I pushed her away as soon as I could, but I'm terrified now that she got some MXE into her system, even if it would have been less than 5-10mg.

I'm very worried about her now, she's acting no differently and seems fine, but I'm keeping a close eye on her. Please could someone tell me if she's in any danger?
(I'm talking about a literal cat here, I understand that on a forum like drugs-forum this could be read very differently. :) )
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Cats can handle ketamine and tiletamine with no more side effects than humans have, so it's PROBABLY a safe bet that your cat should be fine if a small dose of methoxetamine got into her system.
 
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