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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread-10th Dose-Addiction? But I'm only on it 24/7...

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i need to stop using mxe too.
7 weeks ago i think i ordered my first batch. I use it almost daily.The only drugs i use daily is weed, but thats manageble. But with this stuff im afraid not, cause like in previous posts its bad for my social life because most of the time when im on it i dont make sense, and also have send sms messages on it wich i regret doing.Im not gonna order this anymore for a while cause i really do think this can be too addictive and without knowing that much about this compound im not gonna mess around with it anymore.
 
Getting some more MXE in the next week or two. Haven't had any since March. From what I've read quality seems to have dropped off a bit. This really bugs me, but when I get it I suppose I just might drop by and say if it was any good.
 
whynaught said:
Holy shit my friends G of mxe is potent. We did a 50mg line thinking we could handle it, felt really drunk then it kinda felt like mephedrone with the music and finally evolved into a intense disassociation that felt like an hour long salvia high.
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Thats how mine is maybe thats why so many people here take what i see as insane doses is their quality isnt the best and mijes super strong

Ill never take more then 40mgi of mine at a time and at that dose its pretty intense (snorted)
 
I'm liking the wavelength here and resonating strongly, the buddha state, or to say another way being One with Gaia, or the feeling like my body is under alien control and I graciously submit to its harmonic/symmetrical motion into prayer stances, like hands clasped together or my arms up in a 'Y' shape like an antenna to embody clearer reception of the divine signal, MXE very much makes us like antennae attuning the mind and body through a conduit of spiritual energy, or some metaphysical woowoo, or at least this compound is very good at facilitating a delusion of such reception!
 
like hands clasped together or my arms up in a 'Y' shape like an antenna to embody clearer reception of the divine signal, MXE very much makes us like antennae attuning the mind and body through a conduit of spiritual energy,
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aha!
That's what I asked on the last page.. as shown here...
Also, wanted to ask..
if anyone else has been on one of these "MXE outer space" trips I talk about..
at any point during this trip did you feel the odd urge to raise your hands up for any reason?
Possibly "feeling like an antenna" or the uncontrollable urge to be in a "giving praise" type position?
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So there is other people "doing the antenna".
Very good, thank you kind sir or ma'am!
I'm not the only one feeling "receptive to communications from outside my brain" on MXE then.

BTW I was over browsing at Erowid an they have the MXE doses all wrong.
Erowid is dosing people way too high for MXE. they should correct that.
40mg is considered a light dose to Erowid?! uh, wrong!
I'd never dose any MXE 40mg at a time. Ever..
If you have to do so, you MAY have low quality MXE.

Erowid way overdosed me on Methylone and had me stick it up my nose too.
So much for using that site anymore..
Safer going with my gut and working my way up on doses.
I overdosed on MXE inadvertently around 2 months ago, around half a gram spilled under my tongue accidentally. Never dose from an amber vial while walking down a busy road. Careless and wasteful, but the experience was not without merit.

600mg I gather, maybe 400 no way to be sure. At least 400mg certainly. The vial contained a gram before I touched it though.

What I've learned here is that an overdose of this substance is rather like one of ketamine, merely anesthetic. I never passed out fully, but anterograde amnesia and mindless actions were experienced and also observed second hand.

Perhaps it could be of medical use at 1 gram or more, but we already have ketamine so why bother I suppose. Just a thought.

No toxicity noted.

I experienced no adverse physiological effects from this overdose. Whatsoever. This by no means makes it safe, but it's one bio-assay of a large dose of a substance with little history of human use.

If I would have been alone and at home at the time no ill would have come from it, assuming I didn't hurt myself during the blackout.

I was not, and merely suffered the consequences of judgmental family members. This factor is moot as it could happen with any psychoactive and with any breed of familial type.

Thou
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You definitely don't have the same MXE I overdosed on twice.
I can almost guarantee you have the "50%" power stuff.

Glad it worked out ok for you.

eyesopenwide..I can definatly relate to this.." lift my arms in praise"

This is being forced (or at least pushed) into a state of prayer...experienced this many times on lsd, 5meo-dmt, dpt, mescaline, lsa, and dxm and mxe.

I would experience this most forcefully coming back from a 5meo-dmt nde...I'd have to arms open-wide fully to handle all the life-force current surging through my body..it felt like it would be dangerous (heart-attack-stroke-seazure) not to do this..to open wide and let the current flow through...VERY INTENSE!!!
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Awesome!
Others are experiencing it!
You guys must have felt the creator too then.
that is so cool I had been wanting to ask this forum that question for a good long time to see if any others had been "force into prayer positions" or to "forced to receive" some sort of signal or love or message or something!

Woot! it's not only me!
I'm not alone!

Man I know this sounds weird, but I have also been force to redose before by something in my body that wasn't me! Felt like aliens or alien spirits. So crazy!
something going on there with these drugs and NDE/OBE that is causing us to receive massive amounts of life force or information!

I've also had overdoses that make my whole body shake and I think I'm dying and my soul is being pulled from this world a I start begging for my girlfriend to help me. I start telling her things a man on his deathbed would say. Secrets I've never told anyone... etc. This is different than a hole dose it seems like. I'm about 99% sure you can easily overdose on MXE but there seems t be some sort of certain circumstance that causes it.

That's another reason I have stopped MXE.
I've almost killed myself on it twice... well below 400mg. (felt like heart attacks)
I've probably experienced about 25 good holes. 3 or 4 of those holes, I went to outer space to meet "the creator" and did "the antenna".
I've done about 10g's total over 6 months or a few more maybe 8 months.
I've had MXE from Spain, UK and USA.

If I can hole one night just fine, then a few nights later try to hole again on same dose and almost overdose and die of a heart attack than I probably shouldn't be doing this anymore.
Russian roulette for me. Had to stop. MXe would likely kill me if I kept going.

I liked it way too much.Pretty much my favorite drug I've ever done next to shrooms and LSD.
that's usually the way things work... can't always have what you want.. for too long.

Can't really find any drugs I like to replace MXE.
nitrous comes close but last about 10 hours too short.
also very fiendish and too expensive. don't like robbing myself of oxygen.


Also,
USA MXE doesn't last half as long as the UK stuff did.
I know for sure there is differences, not just my tolerance.
The UK stuff always got me to a hole, the USA stuff fails half the time.
I didn't need half as much of the UK stuff as the USA stuff.
I'm positive something is different.
Otherwise I wouldn't waste time talking about batch strength.
 
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^^ Since most don't know the purity rating of their MXE, I believe Erowid's dosing is merely an average, hence why it says "very tentative". Though I do agree that 40 mg of very good MXE shouldn't be considered a "light" dose, especially to a new user. You should always start with the lowest dose possible and work your way up, regardless of what Bluelight or Erowid says.
 
People talk about tolerance, people talk about batches being weak. I'm not sure what to believe.

The stuff I receive, for me personally has gone downhill. I need at least 200 to 300mg to hole. However, if I give the exact same stuff to someone who doesn't do it, say 50mg, they are holed and are in a whole other dimension. So, I believe it's really just about tolerance. I personally have been doing this stuff almost non stop since March, so my tolerance has sky rocketed.

Anybody else that has this stuff in my area, either cuts it or has weak batches because everyone tells me my stuff is insanely pure. I personally don't change a thing with my batches.
 
I havent been doing it hardly at all tho since last falll.... then i found some id stashed and took a lil and it was dank.... then the ban.. then ordered some from usa source and was like wtf it dont work unless u take a ton :(

Ive bought about 75 grams total from several sources so i think i have a pertty good idea for a comparison..
 
10mgs is a good starter dose and way more than "barely anything"... Sorry, but that's just ridiculous.
 
the toad said:
I havent been doing it hardly at all tho since last falll.... then i found some id stashed and took a lil and it was dank.... then the ban.. then ordered some from usa source and was like wtf it dont work unless u take a ton :(
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I think the fact that this chemical is being shipped around the world, and is being exposed to various temperatures, various altitudes (Planes) and what not, has an effect on it. We need to take in to account what it is being shipped in. I personally receive my stuff in a vial, in a baggie, inside an envelope. Which, before it is sent to me, comes from a Lab in China. That is a long distance to be traveling, from the point of being synthesized to being taken. Many factors come in to play.
 
The usa stuff is heavily cut... i dont think its dangerous... but i also dont think its being "damaged in transit".... mxeis a stable chemical.... my old stuff works better than he new stuff....so i dont think its expired or gone bad
 
loremipsum said:
you had 3-meo-pcp maybe? 10mg MXE is even with zero tolerance barely anything.

there is definitly different qualities around. but so drastic it's hard to imagine. i have stuff i need 120 to hole and another batch where 80 is enough for a pretty wild ride.
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I find good quality MXE has effects even as low as 5mg, though at that dose it's purely a mild stimulant/anti-depressant. 10-15mg provide good effects for me though, just it's not very dissociative at those doses. I find at that sort of dose I became very motivated, talkative, feel really good, music sounds a lot better - but I'm not impaired as I am with higher doses :)

Also this is with sublingual. With oral I need a little more, add 5-7mg to those doses. I also tend to need a little more when snorting this for some reason to get a similar level of euphoria and positive effects.
 
I do get euphoria at a 10mg dose is what I meant. 5mg is just an anti-depressant moodlift. Of course everyone reacts differently but several people I have taken it with and I know who use it have good effects at that dose, along with a good number of people on here. So I wouldn't say it's barely anything ;)

Can't really drop it under that though, the difference between 10mg and 7mg is the difference between euphoria and a mood lift.

At 15mg I notice the start of the dissociative effects, very slight, but it's there, just a slight odd touch to my thinking, and from 20mg up they rapidly become more noticeable.

That said, someone using MXE with any sort of regularity probably won't get those effects from 10mg and will need 15-20mg+.

My favourite dosage ranges were 10-15mg for a nice euphoria with no dissociation. It reminded me a little of opiates at this dose honestly, just the warm feeling that everything is good and that happy confidence. 30-40mg, at this dose range I'm fully absorbed in dissociation and can zone out and games/films take on a whole new meaning, I loved just putting on some music and playing GTA etc at this dose range. Then 70-80mg, for a guaranteed hole. :)
 
Really interesting how different in effects MXE is compared to any other RC and how careless many RC users are with it, you don't see anyone thinking that daily use of RC amphetamines is a good idea but LOTS of people use mxe daily, turn their cautiousness off. There is still NO evidence it is a good idea to do, even if doing ultra small dosages like 5mg a day.
I'm one of those who can't stand its side effects so I'm going to take it very seldom, in particular I have huge problems with stutter, as soon as I take any dose high enough to feel the effects I can barely talk so I simply can't function on this. Plus it makes me too aware of my heart pounding, I don't think it's actually harmful for the heart like pure stims are but I can hardly force myself not to think about it.

If I didn't mind these side effects i can imagine things go really bad with this, it would be the most addictive thing ever. The mood lift, confidence and productivity days after taking is just amazing, most drugs make you feel good only when high and the next days you either feel normal or shitty, with this you feel almost better than when actually high.
 
Ok. We have been doing Mxe for months now. At first just once or twice weekly at night, when it gets dark. I ordered a lot (35g)before the ban back in Feb. from the UK. we ran out last month and I ordered from China. Chinese stuff is fluffy, no crystals. Works but seems like I have to use more. I ordered from a Us supplier and it seemed better than the Chinese stuff but the cost was outrageous. Wow! more expensive than street drugs. We can get into the hole with the CHinese stuff but need to take 2 doses. We do our fist dose (about 100, then another 100) too timid to do the 200 all at once. We could hole at 100 in less than an hour on the UK stuff. Now it takes double and we are not in the hole as long. And it feels different. Still fun, but not quite the same. Also, I feel with the Chinese stuff that I feel much better the next day. It feels cleaner. I can go to sleep more easily too. But miss the UK stuff, as the hole was amazing and we could be there sometimes for 4 hours at a time. Some of the stuff from the UK seemed 'dirty' but worked fantastic. But had some hard trips with it.

Hoping to find a better alternative than what I have in my hands right now. Have about 7 gr, about to order more as sometimes shipping is delayed.

We did it 6 nights a week for 4 weeks. That was our longest binge. Still worked my job, did my real life too. But miss the UK stuff that lasted and came on much faster. Ketamine is just very difficult to obtain where we live, or we would do that. If you mix K with MXe its great. Or MXe with MDAI is really good too.
 
That itself would be enough to be super addictive and let's not forget its pretty strong anaesthetic for the whole body as well so it can become "indirectly physically addictive", as if you abuse it hard and stop giving shit about your physical health, doing mxe will get rid of physical pain as well. No physical withdrawals from mxe itself, but facing your real health could be hard leading you to do even more and more.
 
And the insomnia everybody talks about. It's now 12 hours since last dose (before that I took about 80mg total during 8hours) and still doesn't look like I'd go to bed any time soon. 3am. Unlike amphetamines it's not a zombie state, I'm so awake and normal I could probably even go to work for 8 more hours. But that still means it must be bad for you because well, mxe can't replace sleep I suppose. Unless it reprograms brains so you need less sleep for the same amount of efficiency which would be ultra cool, lol.
 
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