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☛ Official ☚ The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine / MXE Thread - Part 17 - South-Kansas is going bye-bye

Sun Drugs, I know you may be seeking a faster or easier answer, but time is the great integrator. Give yourself a month of drying out. Resist the cravings with all your might, even if only for the desire to see what is on the other side of the mountain. Try to resist using other drugs to fill the void for they will muddy the water. Eventually you will start to see new life and inspiration arise out of the void, and the reflections on your MXE experiences will click into the greater perspective one by one.
If you really need something to get you through that month you can juditiously use another dissociative for it may help speed up the integration of past MXE experiences. This was my experience, but if you want the clearest picture there is only one way 'out', and that is 'through'.
This recommendation is based on the last few months of my life without MXE. It has been a natural awakening of sorts, perhaps partly because I gave space to let the MXE reflections take root. I realized in the end, after all the writing and integration of my own teaching, that I have taken MXE to its logical conclusion. Time to move on at least for now. However people like us tend to need a refresher of spirits every once in awhile in some form, just try to make it the good spirits.
 
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I think s-isomer mxe combined with s-isomer ketamine would probably be the best dissociative experience one can have. the different durations could allow you to align peaks in different ways.

did anyone ever get to the bottom of how good or bad for you combining MXE with MDMA or MDA is?
 
low doses fine. Mxe first then mda was incredible. Mxe and mdma almost as good. It lasted a really long time though basically glowing for 24 hours. However the time I did mxe+mda i redosed both mxe and mda 48 hrs after first dose stupidly and it was kinda bad. Idk if I was sleep deprived or my body was telling me to stop, I had a auditory alarm going off, like literally a beep beep beep sound going through my head. Thought I was dying tbh because everyone talks about SS, but I was fine later on.
 
vortech said:
Sun Drugs, I know you may be seeking a faster or easier answer, but time is the great integrator. Give yourself a month of drying out. Resist the cravings with all your might, even if only for the desire to see what is on the other side of the mountain. Try to resist using other drugs to fill the void for they will muddy the water. Eventually you will start to see new life and inspiration arise out of the void, and the reflections on your MXE experiences will click into the greater perspective one by one.
If you really need something to get you through that month you can juditiously use another dissociative for it may help speed up the integration of past MXE experiences. This was my experience, but if you want the clearest picture there is only one way 'out', and that is 'through'.
This recommendation is based on the last few months of my life without MXE. It has been a natural awakening of sorts, perhaps partly because I gave space to let the MXE reflections take root. I realized in the end, after all the writing and integration of my own teaching, that I have taken MXE to its logical conclusion. Time to move on at least for now. However people like us tend to need a refresher of spirits every once in awhile in some form, just try to make it the good spirits.
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Thank you vortech, your words mean a lot to me. I will take your advice will make a concerted effort to truly dry myself out and experience life. Thank you.
 
Cosmic Giraffe said:
I am not sure how recently this happened but I heard through the grapevine yesterday that MXE is illegal in Florida, and certain people are trying to make it completely banned in the United States? This news saddens me greatly. I have been using MXE as a recreational drug for almost two years now. When I first began using it up until fairly recently I had only taken it for fun. Over the last few months I have battled greatly against two addictions, them being alcohol and benzodiazepines. I never thought that I could get over the hump of never feeling content or satisfied with life again, but I have a found a way and that way is MXE. Don't get me wrong, I have read many stories about the addictive properties that MXE can possess and have even witnessed it first hand, but let me tell you.

I can take 6 mgs and feel completely at peace with myself, a miracle for someone like me who has battled addiction for a long time. Throughout the day I have been dosing myself about 6 mgs four or five times a day. To say it is helping me is an understatement. The best medicine I have ever had, and I have been on many different kinds of anti-depressants and mood stabilizers. I can go to work, accomplish tasks that need to get done outside of work, focus on healthy hobbies, set goals for myself and achieve them, newly inspired dreams, all while taking small doses of MXE throughout the day. I am now worried that at some point some time soon this amazing chemical will be gone forever, and I have never found anything else that even comes close in comparison.

I realize the importance of being able to do these things without the aid of drugs, but right now it is helping me find the way. Finally I can just live in a mindful manner without a constant chip on my shoulder. Sorry for the rant just some random thoughts that I will try to add more to later. Banning something with such potential as this would truly be a crime against humanity imo, but I guess I feel that way about a lot of things.
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Were you able to get off of benzos permanently by using mxe? When I was stuck on benzos I found I didn't need to dose my benzos during the day if I took mxe, but by the time night came and the MXE wore off I needed a benzo really badly, it was a certain feeling that was not very good. I personally could not picture quitting benzos and using mxe to quit with. I did get off a many year benzo habit but I didn't take many drugs during that time. I just drank when the feelings got really bad. I could never sleep on mxe, so in my benzo days I wouldnt be able to not take one to end the mxe session and its immediate residual effects from the night. I would wake up with a nice glow but getting to bed on mxe was difficult. I haven't had any mxe since I quit benzos. And I really miss it, I would love to see what it's like now without benzos muddying my mind. It would probably be a lot better therapeutically.
 
Vortech, discussing dosing of animals is more than frowned upon... indeed like you said there is no consent, and animals may react very differently to psychoactives... especially ones that for us expand the consciousness, and like it or not cats are on quite a different level of self-awareness etc with regard to consciousness than us, so you can't project your own ideas about being able to integrate and bear the effects onto your pet.

Sure it's very sad when a loved pet grows old and dies, but you bring him to the vet to get anything the cat might need to live comfortably until he just cannot anymore. And anaesthesia with K is a different story by the way, it's pretty much just necessary - can't really comment on the difference with an anaesthetic dose... The sentiments do not justify dosing your cat, it is not a relationship of equals where you can give your terminally ill friend acid upon his request - it is irrelevant that you have the best intentions wanting that for your cat.

This sends a very wrong message on a forum like BL. Your pet is not your 'guinea pig'.
 
In other words our pets are not our test sujects! This I know with sober mind, but may it serve as an example of how these drugs alter our perceptions.
 
vortech said:
In other words our pets are not our test sujects! This I know with sober mind, but may it serve as an example of how these drugs alter our perceptions.
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You should work on that then. I've gone deep, never thought of dosing my pets, no matter their condition.. If you're that deep it may be time to take a step back?
 
Laika said:
Were you able to get off of benzos permanently by using mxe? When I was stuck on benzos I found I didn't need to dose my benzos during the day if I took mxe, but by the time night came and the MXE wore off I needed a benzo really badly, it was a certain feeling that was not very good. I personally could not picture quitting benzos and using mxe to quit with. I did get off a many year benzo habit but I didn't take many drugs during that time. I just drank when the feelings got really bad. I could never sleep on mxe, so in my benzo days I wouldnt be able to not take one to end the mxe session and its immediate residual effects from the night. I would wake up with a nice glow but getting to bed on mxe was difficult. I haven't had any mxe since I quit benzos. And I really miss it, I would love to see what it's like now without benzos muddying my mind. It would probably be a lot better therapeutically.
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No, I apologize as I probably was not clear on what I said here in regards to benzo withdrawal and MXE. I went to a rehab where I was put on a slow drawn out Librium taper over the course of thirty days in order to taper off of the benzos that I had been taking/abusing for two years.

The aftermath. Me three months later using MXE in small doses to guide myself in an attempt to find peace and happiness by means of drugs. Contrary to my prior postings it isn't working out so good. Even with the guidance of MXE, I am still having major issues with alcohol cravings and what have you. I am just waiting to be rescued.

And yes vortech, I respect you completely but would never give my kitty drugs :( All is well as you see the error in your ways though. I wish him all the best and you as well brother.
 
I don't usually post in these threads any more, I use to really enjoy reading them. For those unfamiliar with who I am, I use to have a really bad addiction to MXE,eyeballing doses, doing upwards of a gram and a half a day of the excellent stuff MOTD and USResearchChems use to get. I still remember my first gram from VisionarySupply.

Any how, I just wanted to come on here and give a warning to you guys not to mix MXE and 1p-LSD. A few weeks ago, around October, I had a terrible experience with these two substances, almost dying.

I had recently received what was suppose to be 2 grams of MXE from a reputable source, however it ended up being on a gram (I got ripped off). Regardless, it was some of the finest I've ever laid eyes on. White, fluffy, sparkly, just like snow.

Anyhow, I had been dosing continuously, just like old habits. Fast forward to about 4am, after about 250mg throughout the day, along with a few bags of heroin here and there (I'm a heroin addict unfortunately, it's difficult for me to go without) I decided to take about 200 to 300ug of 1p-LSD, right about doing a 80 to 100mg line of MXE.

Bad move.

I stood outside and watched the sun rise and it was spectacular as the 1p-LSD came up. I stared into the sky and into space, saw things I can't even describe. But as the 1p-Lsd hit me, it created a synergy where I lost my mind.

The next 2 or so hours after the come up are a blur. All I remember is one minute I'm staring out my window, the next I'm trying to kill myself by jumping through my second floor bedroom window, convinced god and the devil are pulling my strings. I was not in a good headspace so I was trying to escape life and this repetitive mundane hell I was in, I thought killing myself was the only way, all I saw was light outside and I thought this was heaven, inside my room was black and it was hell. For 30 or so mins I tried ripping my curtain down and smashing through my window, struggling with myself on whether this is what God wanted. I was convinced I was God at one point (Definitely the MXE, as I've felt this before) and I, or He/She, had fucked up by creating life, it was a mistak, one that could not be undone and forever locked in battle with the devil.

Next thing I know I wake up on my floor, my coffee table broke underneath me (I was standing on my coffee table trying to break through my window) and snot all over myself. I must have had a seizure or something cause I blacked out and fell onto my table.

All I remember after waking up is seeing colors and thinking every color was some interdimension extra terrestrial race, silver was the only peace and staring at the bracelet I had and thinking about the girl I loved more than anything, crying to myself realizing I was still alive and trapped in this life, suffering.

tl:dr - Don't do MXE followed by 1p-LSD.
 
I don't think that's an issue of MXE and 1P-LSD being a bad combination J.Wallace, but one of various other causes evidenced by your post.
 
Has anyone seen any legit MXE on the market or is it officially gone?
 
I know of only one source left, and supply is dwindling. I just don't get it. Are there no chemists capable of making MXE in the US? I have never heard of an RC that is still legal and in such a high demand yet so rare to come by. When is the big comeback supposed to happen??
 
Yeah it's weird. Even if it's illegal, when has prohibition ever prevented anything really.. We want MXE!
 
Now that I've done 3-meo-PCP I need to write a love letter to my true love

I miss you and love you sexy mexy.....you are the past present future and just damn near the perfect drug

I chose you over a family , over a wife, over anything......you were it.,...my all .... My everything

I hope we never meet again because of the destruction you caused.....but in the same breath if take you back in a heartbeat

Much love

Yours forever
 
Technically MXE could fall under the analogue act if someone were to get busted with it and the police decided to send it to a lab for analysis. But most RC's would fall into the analogue act in a situation like that. I believe it is specifically banned in Florida & maybe Alabama though.
 
Interesting.

In your opinion is MXE generally a fairly safe drug to experiment with?

Also, I've asked a couple times and most people say that it's relatively safe to take while on an SSRI.

I'm on Lexapro so that's why I ask.
 
^its actually banned in 10 states but still federally unscheduled.

Be careful with SSRIs and MXE, but considering the lack of dangerous interactions reports and the number of people that take SSRIs, my guess is there is a margin of safety.

I self-medicated with MXE for too long to treat chronic fatigue, depression and opioid addiction. I still believe it has a place in all this- I mean I wouldn't have taken it for years if it didn't work, but the real progress in tackling these disorders came after I stopped taking MXE.
I have stopped opioid use and am in an outpatient program to support it, and I have started taking buproprion (wow an approved pharmaceutical that doesn't totally suck!) which is helping the chronic fatigue and depression.

Also I probably still wouldn't have a girlfriend if I still took MXE. As peacephrog1972 mentioned, it had a way filling the role of a lover.
 
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