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☛ Official ☚ The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine / MXE Thread - Part 17 - South-Kansas is going bye-bye

A few years ago I flushed a few grams of the original UK stuff after feeling like I was abusing. Never found another batch that good. Oh yes, there is regret.

Just imagining all that flushed MXE... What do you think, 1000s of grams?
 
I wanted to flush mine the other day... glad I didn't in the end but I really must draw a line with this stuff. I got a gram a month ago and I've been going through the baggie like a vacuum cleaner. It's my first ever dissociative and it feels so much easier to abuse than most of the psychedelics, I've been using it daily for the last couple of weeks. At the low doses (15-30mg insufflated, up to 60 mg in the course of an evening) I've been taking it's just pretty darn recreational, and I feel I feel I respect the drug much less than I do say, tryptamines. (for all this I'm to blame of course & not the drug)

All the while I still feel compelled to ask what MXE does? Because I can't lay a finger on it. I feel there should be so much more in this stuff but at the moment I don't see it. It feels good, but what do I take home from it?
 
Im doing my best to clarify the instruction manual. If the teachings are followed, great healing is revealed.
 
zirbeldude2 said:
M-hole via plugging and you know what to take home from it.
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Yeah my idea is now to save the rest for more serious experimentation in the future. I was trying it out to get a feel for it and that got a bit out of hand. I haven't used it yesterday and I won't today or tomorrow, or the day after that. When I return to my MXE I'll follow your advise and plug, that seems like a good ROA.

Vortech, I've only enjoyed reading bits and pieces of your book yet, I'm going to read it in full later when I have more time, but thank you for sharing it with the world!
 
Humble Bumble said:
I really must draw a line with this stuff. I got a gram a month ago and I've been going through the baggie like a vacuum cleaner. It's my first ever dissociative and it feels so much easier to abuse than most of the psychedelics, I've been using it daily for the last couple of weeks. At the low doses (15-30mg insufflated, up to 60 mg in the course of an evening) I've been taking it's just pretty darn recreational, and I feel I feel I respect the drug much less than I do say, tryptamines. (for all this I'm to blame of course & not the drug)

All the while I still feel compelled to ask what MXE does? Because I can't lay a finger on it. I feel there should be so much more in this stuff but at the moment I don't see it. It feels good, but what do I take home from it?
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it takes a while to realise daily consumption really diminishes mxe effects, the best bits are lost. And worse, forgotten. It becomes another stimulant. Yes, a good quality stimulant, euphoric and not much paranoid prone, but mxe can be so much more. Using it like that it is a bit like having an amazing quantum supercomputer from a future alien race... and use it just as a lighter.
 
Yeah its less confusing. With staggering you can enter the m-hole when laying down with closed eyes. But keep a pretty clear head when you get up.
 
Does anyone find mxe at higher doses uncomfortable? For me that would be a huge difference when comparing MXE to other dissociatives like DXM or Ketamine. When I hole on K or take a large dose of DXM, it takes me completely out of my body straight into a lucid dream state.

I have never had that kind of a true out of body experience on MXE. For me MXE acts more like a psychedelic stimulant at higher doses, especially when smoking weed in combination. I dosed about 75 mgs last night laying in my bed watching movies. Feeling pretty good, nothing crazy overwhelming or anything.

I decided to smoke some bud, and took a nice hit, holding it in for about thirty seconds. It was almost as though the bud tapped into the true power of MXE. There was an immense pressure in my head, not painful but there all the same, and I felt as though if I continued just laying there I was going to black out. I began walking around my house in circles trying to regain composure, taking small little steps shuffling about. The pressure just kept getting stronger and stronger, and I remember wishing I had a Xanax to help bring me back a little because I felt like I was in danger of having a seizure. I experienced insane auditory hallucinations, like water being sucked down a drain, mechanical clinks and clangs, ripping and tearing. My face felt as though it was sliding off of my skull and my body was being pulled and pushed from every angle.

I tried letting go and just enjoying the ride, but it was quite unpleasant for a good hour. I just kept thinking I was in danger of seizing. Then I eventually leveled out a bit and was able to enjoy the rest of the experience immensely. I guess my point is, for me at least, that other dissociatives are much more comfortable at higher doses. They take you away to other worlds leaving you with no choice but to let go.

Can anyone relate? What are your M-holes like compared to say a K-hole?
 
My one M-hole was utterly blissful, I was laying down with my eyes closed listening to Shpongle and I fell through the music into the oneness. I was still somewhat aware of my body but it was unimportant. I felt GOOD, not precisely euphoric but extremely content. My recall of it was much higher than from ketamine, and it was more psychedelic. I have felt good on MXE every time I've taken a high dose and laid down by myself with my eyes closed.

However, I've also taken high doses while hanging out with friends and trying to remain in the world, and I have had some REALLY uncomfortable moments.

Also weed in general makes MXE much, much stronger and adds the potential for anxiety. MXE alone is not really like that for me.
 
I never did ketamine so i cant compare. But i did alot of dxm in my life which i loved...even in doses up to 1200mg but mxe is definitely the better, more comfortable and more exciting drug.
Like i said staggering doses makes a huge difference.
When i wanted to hole i took an initial sublingual dose around 25 mg and redosed a few times 25 or 30mg via plugging. I layed in my bed with covered eyes and headphones on with a playlist.
I got sensations of my body floating, stretching, twirling, melting and moving.
And I moved through very vivid 3d, hd, imaxish landscapes, buildings, tunnels. Just like it was really happening. And when i opened my eyes and got up i felt pretty clear headed...wonky and dissociated but not overwhelming.
 
I have had similar blissful times on MXE, always when laying down in the dark, of floating through time and space observing beautiful scenery. I think for me at least, the combination of marijuana and MXE was too overwhelming. Perhaps in smaller doses it could be enjoyed. I also don't smoke like I used to.
 
Xorkoth said:
My one M-hole was utterly blissful, I was laying down with my eyes closed listening to Shpongle and I fell through the music into the oneness. I was still somewhat aware of my body but it was unimportant. I felt GOOD, not precisely euphoric but extremely content. My recall of it was much higher than from ketamine, and it was more psychedelic. I have felt good on MXE every time I've taken a high dose and laid down by myself with my eyes closed.

However, I've also taken high doses while hanging out with friends and trying to remain in the world, and I have had some REALLY uncomfortable moments.

Also weed in general makes MXE much, much stronger and adds the potential for anxiety. MXE alone is not really like that for me.
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I've had similar experiences and utterly euphoric holes, especially when I've combined with little amount of alcohol and cannabis.
 
hangyourhead said:
What ma nikka Mr. Meowfish said

I wouldn't have relapsed on IV heroin/cocaine and had to get back on a buprenorphine script if MXE had been accessible. It was truly the best AD I've ever had the privilege of taking. Nothing quite like a few lines or a IV shot of S-isomer, white, crystalline MXE.
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Just curious but how do you know your MXE was S isomer? Sounds like even now there is more in the U.S. than Europe anyway :( agree with what you guys are saying, it did feel like a special compound.
 
Hell of a ride last night on 3 or 4 small bumps of MXE and some edibles, listening to god knows what on Spotify and playing with this. Ended up completely convinced that the universe is a simulation, but unsure whether I'd actually want to end the simulation and chance things in the "real" universe outside. Not so sure today.
 
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