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☛ Official ☚ The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine / MXE Thread - Part 17 - South-Kansas is going bye-bye

Im sorry man,just need some help in harm reduction,i would rather get something i know helps than go through the medical route.
 
My friend popped positive for PCP the other day on a drug test for his work. He has never done PCP in his life, but him and I have been regularly doing MXE for quite some time now. Is it possible the MXE gave him a false positive for PCP? I wouldn't think so when really taking into account the chemical structure...but I guess it is possible?
 
^I've read about others also testing positive for PCP from MXE use, so MXE is most likely the culprit. That sucks for him though, did he lose his job?
 
He denied using any drugs and was really upset, so the company decided to send the test in to a lab for further testing to confirm whether or not it was actually PCP. Apparently there are a lot of things that can trigger false positives for PCP including benadryl and Lamotrigine, which he actually has a prescription for. Hopefully all goes well for him, I'll report back with the results.
 
I agree with the ones commenting on the anti-addictive properties of mxe. When I quitted opiates after a 7 years adiction stint i was feeling, of course, awful, with absolutely no energy to do anything... I knew i had to be as active as possible, do exercise, etc. and if were not because i snorted some mxe in the mornings i wouldn't have been able to do it. It really made the day bearable, which makes all the difference in that situation
 
I have added a section to my book about biorhythms. I found a biorhythm calculator online, all you need to do is input your birthdate to see current, future, and past levels. What do you all think of this? I quote from my book:
"Biorhythms are an important concept in tuning, and this calculator could be valuable reference data when doing tuning work to help balance primary/secondary levels as needed.
‘The three primary biorhythm cycles are:
Emotional: This cycle tracks the stability and positive energy of your psyche and outlook on life, as well as your capacity to empathize with and build rapport with other people.
Intellectual: This cycle tracks your verbal, mathematical, symbolic, and creative abilities, as well as your capacity to apply reason and analysis to the world around you.
Physical: This cycle tracks your strength, health, and raw physical vitality.
The three secondary cycles that derive from the primaries are:
Mastery: This is the composite of the Intellectual and Physical cycles. Mastery encompasses your ability to succeed at tasks and to obtain what you desire. This cycle also tracks athletic ability and the focus required to learn physical skills.
Passion: This is the composite of the Physical and Emotional cycles. Passion encompasses your motivation to act, and the drive that allows you to continue a difficult pursuit. This cycle also tracks sexuality in its purest form.
Wisdom: This is the composite of the Emotional and Intellectual cycles. Wisdom encompasses your understanding of the world, your role in it, and the things that are truly important to your life. This cycle also tracks the presence of mind that you need to make crucial decisions.’ http://www.facade.com/biorhythm/

Emotional levels correspond to the spirit, intellectual levels correspond to the mind, and the physical level correspond to the body, thus giving a complete picture of the mind-body-spirit cycles. MXE and other tuning tools may be used when biorhythms are at their extremes to assist in reigning in the levels to a more stable consistency when needed. For instance, when the emotional and physical levels align at the extreme low end, MXE could help bring the levels up to baseline.
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Flushed my MXE stash the past night...

I can't control myself ingesting this white powder, is so tentative. I loose the magic and tolerance raised hard, and at some point I start to get mild panic moments...

Its sad, but I cant controll it anymore, I cant get adicted to this because is to powerfull and sometimes It feels a very long after efects.
 
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veodo said:
Flushed my MXE stash the past night...

I can't control myself ingesting this white powder, is so tentative. I loose the magic and tolerance raised hard, and at some point I start to get mild panic moments...

Its sad, but I cant controll it anymore, I cant get adicted to this because is to powerfull and sometimes It feels a very long after efects.
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Been there! Hopefully you don't find yourself regretting it the next day like I did. If you do just remember you did the right thing.
 
veodo said:
Flushed my MXE stash the past night...

I can't control myself ingesting this white powder, is so tentative. I loose the magic and tolerance raised hard, and at some point I start to get mild panic moments...

Its sad, but I cant controll it anymore, I cant get adicted to this because is to powerfull and sometimes It feels a very long after efects.
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That just makes me Sad. Especially given the fact that it's such an exotic Compound now. I still FULLY believe that it will be back, and in force - it will just take time. Too Many People have said - This is my Favorite DOC, or the most Fun, it's just so fucking versatile. It's' a fun dancing night at a show - and at the same time, it's a mellow night at Home Exploring the Inner Workings of what the FUCK makes up a Human Being, or you can travel the inner working of your own mind and Introspectively and Intelligently form very Lucid and Original Concepts, Philosophies - The Depths that you have a Chance to get to Know Yourself On are just AMAZING on MXE, and to Me, are UNMATCHED by LSD, Mushrooms, almost any other " Traditional Psychedelic " OTHER THAN DMT. That is the only one that I feel holds the same Power as a Tool to travel the Mind and actually Bring Back USEFUL Information and Insights. MXE needs Respect - but it's so hard when the Brain is so fucking Fascinating.

Sometimes with MXE, that first Dip back into Arylcyclohexylamine Land may be kind of jarring, or dysphoric......a bumpy ride so to say - whereas when you're using MXE daily and are in a Binge, or a Habit - You pretty much have to Plan on taking a Larger Dose to reach that wild, out there, almost M-Holing, but not quite zone that is Oh, so Peaceful and Wonderful. I've been punched in the face by a 50mg bump of Top Shelf MXE many, many times - I always forget to add in Tolerance after a Week or Two break.........But at the same time, Dissociative / MXE Tolerance are just weird in general. I find my Tolerance to be Permanent to a large extent - but I can still get High and out into the M-Hole just fine - it just takes one Heavy Dose either Oral or Intranasal - or 2-3 Staggered Doses, which some prefer as you tend to more slowly make your way to the Deeper End of the Compound. I've even had different experiences during the same day, with the SAME BATCH of MXE I had done 10-12 Hours Earlier.

When the MXE comes back around - Let's show it the Appreciation it Deserved all along, and STOCKPILE and use for Special Occasions, or for Suddenly Occurring Situations that require a very DEEP amount of Empathetic, Lucid, Loving Thought - while at the same time being Rational about the Real Life Effects of what you're thinking about doing. MXE has saved my ASS on a Number of Occasions when someone fucked up - and needed to be put in their place for what they had done - but instead of Violence, a Compelling, Outsiders Perspective of the Situation begins to take place. MXE just makes me want to be at Peace Always with the people in my Life that I care about the Most - Realizing and always looking for the bigger picture instead of being content with limits.

I feel like MXE is the Drug NZT on Limitless - and I think more than just me has seen the movie and the TV Show. It's a pretty damn good representation - while quite exaggerated still - of the things that MXE can INSPIRE You to do, or help you learn faster. I swear that after 5 years of MXE use - I know Myself, My Mind, and My Body on a MUCH Deeper Level than I ever have in my life - and I haven't had MXE in over a Month, maybe longer. The holes in our Society that you see, the Injustice that we as a Species allow to happen - those deeper pictures of the Darker Edge of our Planet that is in Reality, the Dark Side of Our Society. My final MXE Conclusion - No matter how amazing the brain, talented the person - restrained and disciplined the person may be................at the end of the day, in the right or wrong circumstance - there is still a TON of PRIMAL Rage, Aggression, Survival Instincts built into our brain that we don't even realize.

At the End of the Day - We're all just a bunch of Hedonistic Animals, with a fucking AMAZINGLY Beyond a Super Computer for a Brain. Pretty fucking crazy, but at the end of 5 years, watching my relationships of all varieties, trying to have a stable life, juggling all the bullshit, pointless things that life throws at us - when pushed to the point, We Will Protect Our Pack, Our Kind, Our Family, Our Friends. It made me realize how much I've never had a Family and why I don't understand so much of the world around me. MXE will come back somehow I hope - but if not - it still did me a favor I never could've done for myself.......Help me see Life for what it really is, and start to actually appreciate it a little.
 
I read about so many people flushing mxe, I just don't get. This is a drug that I have always had around, and have had zero problems controlling, even though I have such an addictive personality. I am about to purchase more. It is something that I have always had around, and hope to have for the years to come.
 
It usually gets flushed when a user takes too much and is unable to function and realizes that the shit is going to be bad for them. They have the realization that they don't ever want to be in that state again. I remember I got so mrocked I couldn't even remember my name for a couple minutes, then proceeded to flush the rest. Its a tool that can be used beneficially, but is also dangerous.

Mr Meowfish - Having trouble taking you seriously if your capitalizing words that aren't suppose to be. Not to be a grammar nazi, but you come off as manic writing like that.
 
^Hahah

Well, it's certainly a fun drug...

I think I enjoy doing it because of the way I experience music on it. And it gives me some sort of weird nostalgic response every time. It's a strange thing.
 
Meowfish, I had the same thought when watching the Limitless show the other day. Thanks for highlighting the need to respect it, as with all the arycyclohexylamines, or any tuning tool for that matter. There is a time and a place for their utility, and should not be used without good intention.
 
I've never been so addicted to a drug before. I would honestly take MXE over anyone or anything. I want it back.
 
What ma nikka Mr. Meowfish said

I wouldn't have relapsed on IV heroin/cocaine and had to get back on a buprenorphine script if MXE had been accessible. It was truly the best AD I've ever had the privilege of taking. Nothing quite like a few lines or a IV shot of S-isomer, white, crystalline MXE.
 
80 mg one day a week, alternating it with poppies or kava, allows me to hole and tells me all I need to know to keep improving my life. It seems like our brains are prone to inertia, they make connections but then those connections tend to petrified, and mxe is a kind of neural softener, giving back its elasticity and capacity to think without the constrains of accumulated mental inertia
 
I flushed at least two lots,probably 5 grams in total,i still find myself searching for it,as if i may have made a stash somewhere when i was out of it,i haven`t been this bad since i used crack years back when i used to comb the floor looking for crumbs,even smoking dried bread crumbs knowing what they were,but the compulsion so bad i just had to do it.

MXE is the most incredible drug i`ve ever used and will say that whoever flushes their gear will regret it 100%.I just can`t believe that this gem has gone,i would have thought that the streets would be awash with it from the underground labs.

If its so moreish,which it is,then why isn`t it around,maybe it was a niche market.I had friends saying it was the best drug they had ever had and these are old school veterans.
 
I also flushed 2g of mxe because of my girlfriend (she didnt want me to do any drugs). Now she is my ex girlfriend and I totally regret it. Especially since its banned in europe. I cant believe that i was so stupid and honest.

Edit: I'm really fucking pissed because i loved mxe. Even though i really have an addictive personality i never had a problem with mxe. And never being able to m-hole again is kinda sad.
 
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My ex-wife made me flush my entire stash... this was before the days of MXE but I lost a bunch of 2C-B, DOM, some other true rarities, and a whole bunch of different 2C-Xs and tryptamines, plus DMT, 250x salvia extract, and I forget what else. Sucks, huh?
 
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