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☛ Official ☚ The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine / MXE Thread - Part 17 - South-Kansas is going bye-bye

^Yeah.. I'm pretty sure it does the opposite of improvement of memory and brain lol.
 
pharmakos said:
MXE is like weight training for your brain!
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Nicely put! I am certainly finding it has vastly enhanced my professional, personal and family life if not abused. Abuse potential is obviously a danger, but I can credit this substance with sealing certain work deals, driving creative projects and improving my marriage.
 
Unfortunately it has been around 6 months since i have been in mexico an my friends use to refer to it as. But if i rewind back to 6 months ago prior to that i was on it every single day without interlude for somewhere between 2-3 years. Unlike many others my experience is unique in that i came off it cold for a reason that was absolutely not that i had or have any desire to not be on it even stranger still is the complete lack of any withdrawl symptom even to this day i never felt even the most mild severance symptom. The main topic id like to enquire about tho is a in search for whatever similar experiences other BL members might have had.
So the effect im going to ask about by all logic does not exist, and further than that is impossible by the standard parameters of everyday reality. What i am driving in the direction of i guess I could word as MXE's effect on beings and or objects outside of its range of direct connection with. for example say I and a group of my peers are all under the influence of mxe people/odjects im writing this post about would be anyone or anything myself or the any member ot the group under the influence of MXE comes in contact with. These people are not directly under the influence of MXE but are somehow subject to the substances and intentions or desires. after using MXE daily and often in ammounts much larger than i would have believed possible when i first discovered the substance I got kind of acclimated to its effects sort of used to it. at least i had adapted to being on it in every waking moment enough that i was making a lot of observations that had previously went over my head. Now this I have put a lot of thought into i have recieved alike experiences from a lot of people using MXE as well as affirmation from those that were not on MXE but crossed paths with people on it................sorry if this is not making sense i promice it is about to!!!!!!

Have many of you found that in using MXE constantly everything and I mean Every single thing seems to work out in the best that it could work out? I'm saying sort of beyond a level that could realistically be written off as mere coincidense? I am not alone wittnessing this phenomena in my area MXE was big I have many good friends that also were or still are daily users as well and I don't know any i could name that havent experienced this whenever on MXE. Stranger still is the larger ammount of friends or aquaintances that donot do it some of whom have never done it but none the less seem at a loss for how to explain the appearant magical quality of MXE as far as uniteing people in direction so that everyone moves together with the same propulsion. People On it or so it would appear even just around MXE seems to have an effect on any conciousness in the vicinity that removes some kind of mental wall that as far as i can hypothesize is responsible for misinterperitation and misunderstanding as people around suddenly become genuine and you understand themas they really are. With everyone involved coming from this genuine place and becoming able to accurately interperate things at first glance error is somehow removed from the equation along with deception. The result is for Harry Potter readers the true realization of the felix felicious potion.......everything works out every time without fail even when you see it and know that is what is happening one could not even stop it ones wanted to throw a wrench in the mix....

I would chak this experience completely up to braindamage and settle for the answer of you sir went way way way too far with the drugs if this were just a me expirience. Like I said there are far too many people that just I know, let alone whoever they associate with, that either expirience the same sort of what im gonna start refering to as god mode or cant deny wittenessing it whenever MXE is introduced to the environment. wittness on a level that surpasses that which could be just coincidence....... There must be something to this tell me you are or have experienced something that you would have to just call god mode there must be many more of us!!!!!
 
Disco Doctor, like others have said, in moderation MXE can have postitive effect on memory, and yes it is believed to repair synapses damaged from stress/depressions/addiction and promote neurogenesis *at the right dose levels*.

seth_7re, if this was an isolated experience it could be chalked up to brain damage, hyperactive imagination etc, but the fact that so many people report this exact strange phenomenology of 'diffused consciousness' or many words I could use to describe it, implying that consciousness is not completely isolated to the brain leads to some credibility. The exciting thing is that the science of consciousness acknowledges this as a real possibility based on the theories such as quantum elements of consciousness. Thank you for sharing your experience. I am currently in the final read-through of my MXE book which addresses the phenomenology of dissociated consciousness. Check back here, Sunday at the latest, for a link to the book.
 
Seriously if I was rich I would be throwing all my money at formal MXE research, and one of the first experiments would be exploring possibility for telepathic phenomena, and like you mentioned the receivers don't even need to be under the influence if the sender is under the influence! Myself and many other users have had far too many experiences that are otherwise not explainable without some sort of '6th sense' communication. I have often found myself as the director of a room's energy when I am on MXE (even a low dose amount), where everyone gives me undivided attention, wide-eyed like they hardly ever would when I am sober. I would like to figure out what exactly makes the difference so maybe I could gain that ability without needing MXE.
And the way that intentions are manifested relatively effortlessly, it's like that infamous movie 'The Secret' brought to life ha!
 
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vortech said:
I know a lot of people need healing like this. If your heart has become cold from the loss of so much love, next time you are on a dissociative, try to bring those feelings back. Listen to the music you heard when you first fell in love, imagine the energy of holding their hand or embrace, dig up the memories that you hid away because they became painful at some point or another. I might just be a transformative experience.
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I don't think your alone in this. Most of the time when I would recall these memories I was listening to music I used to listen to years ago. Music seems to be a catalyst for these types of experiences with a lot of psychedelics, but especially MXE. I would often listen to random songs from like 5 years ago on repeat, actually on MXE I hardly listen to new music at all. I've never actually sat down and tried to make a therapeutic experience of it like you do, definitely gonna have to try that. I often end up thinking about past loves on MXE too, and it often ends up with me randomly contacting them on social media and reminiscing from a very manic standpoint.

Now granted I don't really use in moderation, but I have a hard time buying it's gonna improve long-term and especially short-term memory. Sure it helps with streamlining certain thought-processes and the freeing of associations helps lateral thinking, but as far as brute force brainpower goes I can only see it diminishing with any MXE use that might be considered recreational.

I'm not even saying that MXE makes you overall dumber. Because I feel like I could solve more difficult engineering/math type problems than ever before (of course that could have happened regardless). But no doubt it slows down your train of thought big-time, decreases verbal intelligence, and fucks mainly short-term but also long-term memory. (If I recall one memory but lose 10 more I don't feel my memory is improving)
I know before I got into dissociatives and such I had like almost photographic memory. Now it's nowhere near that. I guess I haven't had much time off in the past year though and with some healthy living for a while maybe I'll revert back.

As always YMMV, and I guess I'm speaking more towards the crowd of recreational users here.
 
For sure....I never found any positive cognitive attributes to it....it made me dumb

But I was also doing a ton of benzos, pot, and booze with it

FWIW after a couple of months sober the fog lifted and I was back to my old self. I haven't done MXE or benzos for over 3 1/2 years now, and have only smoked pot a handful of times in that period. My memory is pretty much back to where it was before I started into the harder stuff.....I smoked pot for 17 years from sun up to sun down and I know that it did have lasting negatives to my memory.
 
Re: http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads...s-damn-potent-and-an-excellent-antidepressant

Marauder said:
That MXE freebase crystal was the result of putting MXE in a test tube, putting in janitorial strength CLEAR ammonia (no scents/bubbles/sudsy look when shaken—you want clean clear ammonia) which hits the MXE in the tube and turns it into an opaque milky solution. The white is the result of MXE freebase non-soluble in water and was separated from the ammonia solution using diethyl ether, then left to evaporate far away from any flame/spark source.
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Anybody else try converting their MXE to freebase? Is the method specified in that post the way to go?
 
ecstacylover said:
I don't think your alone in this. Most of the time when I would recall these memories I was listening to music I used to listen to years ago. Music seems to be a catalyst for these types of experiences with a lot of psychedelics, but especially MXE. I would often listen to random songs from like 5 years ago on repeat, actually on MXE I hardly listen to new music at all. I've never actually sat down and tried to make a therapeutic experience of it like you do, definitely gonna have to try that. I often end up thinking about past loves on MXE too, and it often ends up with me randomly contacting them on social media and reminiscing from a very manic standpoint.

Now granted I don't really use in moderation, but I have a hard time buying it's gonna improve long-term and especially short-term memory. Sure it helps with streamlining certain thought-processes and the freeing of associations helps lateral thinking, but as far as brute force brainpower goes I can only see it diminishing with any MXE use that might be considered recreational.

I'm not even saying that MXE makes you overall dumber. Because I feel like I could solve more difficult engineering/math type problems than ever before (of course that could have happened regardless). But no doubt it slows down your train of thought big-time, decreases verbal intelligence, and fucks mainly short-term but also long-term memory. (If I recall one memory but lose 10 more I don't feel my memory is improving)
I know before I got into dissociatives and such I had like almost photographic memory. Now it's nowhere near that. I guess I haven't had much time off in the past year though and with some healthy living for a while maybe I'll revert back.

As always YMMV, and I guess I'm speaking more towards the crowd of recreational users here.
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Maybe it is just an aspect of permatolerance, but I hardly experience trouble verbalizing on MXE the past 2-3 years, on the contrary because of the 'streamlined' effect, MXE turns me into a very affluent and inflected speaker that engages the core of the listener's consciousness, intentionally grabbing shared connections to increase impact. My empathic reception increases allowing me to respond emotionally which in turn inflects the words. Maybe it is slightly slower, and I may look strange as I flair my arms and perform a range of impassioned facial expressions as I state my flow, but it certainly doesn't impair my communications abilities in low-to-medium doses.
 
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Oh man that picture of a freebase MXE crystal is a thing of beauty. Very interesting! I wonder though, if it could be used as the 'crack' of MXE and if it would even be pleasant.
 
I do, prefer MXE to Ketamine. Longer lasting, it doesn't clog up my nose (low oral bioavailability), and K doesn't have the energy to keep active thought rolling. Need I mention a good 5-7 times cheaper when considering the extra potency and duration? K is *expensive* around here.
 
On K I feel like I have an epiphany every ten minutes or so and the rest of the time I am basically unconscious, evolving the quantum wave function. On MXE the time scale between epiphenies decreases by at least 3-5 times.
 
vortech said:
Disco Doctor, like others have said, in moderation MXE can have postitive effect on memory, and yes it is believed to repair synapses damaged from stress/depressions/addiction and promote neurogenesis *at the right dose levels*.

seth_7re, if this was an isolated experience it could be chalked up to brain damage, hyperactive imagination etc, but the fact that so many people report this exact strange phenomenology of 'diffused consciousness' or many words I could use to describe it, implying that consciousness is not completely isolated to the brain leads to some credibility. The exciting thing is that the science of consciousness acknowledges this as a real possibility based on the theories such as quantum elements of consciousness. Thank you for sharing your experience. I am currently in the final read-through of my MXE book which addresses the phenomenology of dissociated consciousness. Check back here, Sunday at the latest, for a link to the book.
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Awesome a whole book about the Phenomenon that is MXE! Seriously cant conna have to mark next sunday on my calendar for sure! :)
 
vortech said:
Maybe it is just an aspect of permatolerance, but I hardly experience trouble verbalizing on MXE the past 2-3 years, on the contrary because of the 'streamlined' effect, MXE turns me into a very affluent and inflected speaker that engages the core of the listener's consciousness, intentionally grabbing shared connections to increase impact. My empathic reception increases allowing me to respond emotionally which in turn inflects the words. Maybe it is slightly slower, and I may look strange as I flair my arms and perform a range of impassioned facial expressions as I state my flow, but it certainly doesn't impair my communications abilities in low-to-medium doses.
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I totally agree that at lower doses communication is more fluid. I guess it's so easy for me to forget just how versatile MXE is. At high doses though, communication becomes mangled and muted. At times it's like being in one of those dreams where you know what you want to say, but when you try to speak nothing comes out. I was more referring to 100+ mg doses. Definitely on the lower doses words just come to you and speaking eloquently is so much easier.
 
I have to say I'm so grateful to be alive and away from this substance. I've been clean for a while now from MXE. Gotta say I feel bad you for disillutioned people who think this stuff is any good. I'll pray that you get over this horrible stuff. I'd rather be dead than be the man I used to be when I used dissociatives. Good luck to you all
 
DatNiggaJ said:
I have to say I'm so grateful to be alive and away from this substance. I've been clean for a while now from MXE. Gotta say I feel bad you for disillutioned people who think this stuff is any good. I'll pray that you get over this horrible stuff. I'd rather be dead than be the man I used to be when I used dissociatives. Good luck to you all
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I too shall pray that you don't coninue to fall prey to bias and become a preacher to those who might not need nor want to be preached too!;) As always moderation is the key to many things!
 
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