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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine / MXE Thread - Part 16 - Sweet 16 mind-control machine

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sold out? strange, I just purchase 2g crystaline supposed HQ. Jumped on it after watching one person purchase 1g, then immediatly go back for 14g. Maybe look a bit harder brooooohymn.

So, my new plan is to aquire some GHB and use that to take a break from my multiple times daily so I don't lose my mind, quit my, job, and kill myself mxe bingeing. Also, the etiz needed to sleep is starting to take its toll.

Stupid plan maybe, part of me really wants to go back to just smoking weed. But that fuckikng 5 panel once a month says no. i mean, I could beat it no prob, but... being in a cage really fucking sucks and I'd prefer to stay away from that.

Man, it was a lot easier to be sober without stupid life responsibilittys and working a gagillion hours a day for godknwos what purpose. I see a light though. I see all these supremely difficult experiences giving me the skills to one day do something great and help many people.

I need to hurry up and just be able to teach yoga and mediatation for a living. Well, heres to another month without committing suicide. wish me luck boys!
 
Still in stock for me... Have built up a six-year supply going on my current consumption rate of one gram per month, although I really should get that down... Stored in amber vials inside masonry jars with silica sachets, locked in a cool cupboard, so should hopefully keep for years until I finally grow up...
 
I tried MXE this Monday with two female friends. It was the B-grade stuff going round. We went quite hard in retrospect, myself consuming roughly 300mg over the course of the night. from 3pm-12. We had shared experiences. One of the girls, Dana, who I happen to quite fancy is convinced she lived a prior life with me in ''colonial times.'' Absolutely insane night. Both girls are experienced trippers but told me it was their most unique, interesting night of their lives. I guided them into some pretty deep areas of their memories and felt immense love just snuggling at the nights end.

Giving it a weeks break then trying again. Or just a small bump before seeing interstellar tonight :))




 
Solipsis said:
You guys also get tiny schizo handwriting from drugs like these? Mine is shoddy and has very small crinkled features just like a cartoon I did last night on MXE. Of course with enough NMDA antagonism and not enough dopaminergic activity all language use is for shit.

Anyway it is interesting to me that dissos are found to be psychotomimetic and it seems like what is observed with schizophrenics (some say that does not exist, only psychosis) may be reproduced by these drugs.

(p.s. i or another mod needs to refresh this thread)
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The particular psychotomimetic symptoms that arise from dissociative use seem to be, unsurprisingly, closely intertwined with dissociative psychological disorders. Depersonalization, derealization, amnesia, fugue states, they're all characteristic traits of dissociative drugs and dissociative disorders. Wouldn't that be where the name comes from?
Schizophrenics sometimes display symptoms such as depersonalization, but if I were being asked what psychotic disorders dissociatives mimic, it would be some cross/combination of depersonalization/derealization disorder, dissociative amnesia w/ fugue specifier, maybe stopping short of did.
 
yepyepwoah said:
sold out? strange, I just purchase 2g crystaline supposed HQ. Jumped on it after watching one person purchase 1g, then immediatly go back for 14g. Maybe look a bit harder brooooohymn.

So, my new plan is to aquire some GHB and use that to take a break from my multiple times daily so I don't lose my mind, quit my, job, and kill myself mxe bingeing. Also, the etiz needed to sleep is starting to take its toll.

Stupid plan maybe, part of me really wants to go back to just smoking weed. But that fuckikng 5 panel once a month says no. i mean, I could beat it no prob, but... being in a cage really fucking sucks and I'd prefer to stay away from that.

Man, it was a lot easier to be sober without stupid life responsibilittys and working a gagillion hours a day for godknwos what purpose. I see a light though. I see all these supremely difficult experiences giving me the skills to one day do something great and help many people.

I need to hurry up and just be able to teach yoga and mediatation for a living. Well, heres to another month without committing suicide. wish me luck boys!
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ive found one or two site that still have stock but i have not used them so dont trust them and not had chance to check them out on safeorscam yet

i thought about getting a lump an keeping but that just wont work not when ive been through 25g in the last 6 months

scratch that ive just ordered 3g total rip off but thats my own fault

scratch that as well i am not going through with it im not trusting enough to risk poland as safe buy
 
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there is definatly a mxe hole. Some types of mxe it is much harder to reach than others.

foolsgold.... DNM's seriously...
 
What is exacly a hole?

Is when you close your eyes and feel like you have nightvision and feel like a power take you up and down? Or what is it?
 
veodo said:
What is exacly a hole?

Is when you close your eyes and feel like you have nightvision and feel like a power take you up and down? Or what is it?
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It can be kind of a vague term but I would say it's when you completely lose awareness of the self and any reference to concensus reality. I did that once on MXE, it was very psychedelic, more psychedelic than ketamine holes. I became the oneness so strongly.
 
It is definitely possible to hole on mxe, though it can be difficult depending on your tolerance/mxe quality/route of administration. My definition of a hole is basically the same as Xorkoth above, that you lose all awareness of your body and generally forget you're on a drug at all, or who/where/what you are period.

I've only hit an m-hole via intramuscular injection, which I have not partaken in for many years. It's definitely easier to accomplish via insufflation with K, but you'll likely mess up your nose pretty bad in the process. A shame.
 
I did it with MXE with a combination of oral and rectal dosing, early in my MXE days. It would be harder now because of tolerance from many sessions.
 
I've holed in ways I never thought possible, but only a couple batches out of a dozen or so tested really got me there easily, one in particular takes me to the Spirit World quite easily producing the most incredible moments of my life. And that is through IV administration to reach the highest plateau.
 
Yeah like vortech said, different batches vary in the "hole" experience. Some not really producing holes even at high doses. It -really- helps to have darkness and headphones. I find I can be walking around and doing stuff while I'm on a hole-inducing dosage. If I was to close my eyes and lay down with headphones and the right music, I can go way deep. But it doesn't force you there, if I want to I can get up and move around.
 
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