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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine (MXE) Thread - Chapter 14

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I had my most psychedelic and profound experience on MXE from a combination of rectal and oral (2/3 oral, 1/3 rectal at 40 minutes).
 
Getting too high on MXE is no fun though, the sensory effects are so intense it burns you, half your brain is offline and you are unspeakably dissociated. At that point nothing can be done but hang on to keep from getting so entangled in the dissociative effect that you start acting out,m for instance screaming at the top of your lungs or shuffling out of your house without the keys. No amount of oral use did that to me but a few repeat rectal 30mg doses could take me there.

The half offline feeling is damn interesting, you are a braindamaged version of yourself basically which is an interesting vantage point to study the fabric of consciousness, but not when you are so far in it that loss of control is imminent.

PCP Head happens around those doses too, your head just stretching and distorting into wild shapes like its chewing gum in a very physical way.
 
Pretty awesome stuff still!

I find it pretty damn psychedelic at the right dose, much more so than K. The grain of the wood comes out at me and looks like real trees, a bit like LSD. Paintings come out themselves too. A picture was dancing to folk music the other night. But it don't make me feel good afterwards, total loss of appetite during and after, and last few times my eyes wouldn't stop watering. Weird. Important to keep hydrated!!!!
 
Oh to me "psychedelic" has little to do with visuals, to me its mostly about making your mind become prominent in a way that is conductive to insight and personal/spiritual growth. And MXE is that very much so, even though I havent seen a single Paisley pattern in my carpet.
 
Yeah, I understand your point about 'psychedelic', perhaps I overemphasised the visual distortion element. The whole experience of MXE really is pretty damn psychedelic in a lot of ways, although the true definition of the word is probably more like profound intensified sensory perception, and MXE definitely dulls some of the senses. Anyway, as much as I like it, this is my last night on it for a while, putting the bag away somewhere I can't get at it easily. My doses are now getting pretty big and it is doing less and less.
 
In fact it has been about five days now that I have done it pretty much every day. I have to admit to being pretty compulsive when it comes to dissociatives in particular. The feeling of coming back to your painful old human body properly isn't always nice. I have done long stints on K and opiates and struggled with the coming back down and back into my body experience. Still am struggling. I am a very sensitive person and feel a lot of pain, including from people around me, but its no excuse. Any advise from other experienced users about how to break to the cycle and ease yourself back into yourself, so-to-speak, would be very much appreciated. Really going to try to give it a rest for at least three weeks from tomorrow. Wish me luck!
 
Not so much with the urination, but bountiful gas, in deed and in fact. I must say that 35 mg nasal followed by bumps to total60 mgs is totally different that 60 in one go. This is my first dissociative and I'm still familiarizing myself. I'll try the bed and music set and setting next time. What music tends to go well, I enjoy everything from Ludwig Van, to pink floyd, to metallica.

Asante, and all others with the supernatural experiences, what were your set and settings?
 
NiceEnough said:
Any advise from other experienced users about how to break to the cycle and ease yourself back into yourself, so-to-speak, would be very much appreciated. Really going to try to give it a rest for at least three weeks from tomorrow. Wish me luck!
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Yeah I know what you mean, the come-down from a 5-day MXE binge can leave the nerves kinda confused. You just gotta ride it out. What I do when I go hard for a few days is a taper on the last couple days, just threshold doses every couple hours to sustain the glow. Even with that, the first day without any dosing needs to be a day of recuperating the body, lots of nourishment, stretches and light movement. You won't feel like doing much, but thats completely normal. Process and reflect on the experience, let it bring you inspiration. Focus on the love and your passion for physical manifestation will return with force in short order.
To me it feels like my girlfriend has left me and I feel a longing for the enchantment she brings when we are together. It's exactly where I was earlier today. Now I'm feeling great and back to being engaged.
 
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Not so much with the urination, but bountiful gas, in deed and in fact. I must say that 35 mg nasal followed by bumps to total60 mgs is totally different that 60 in one go. This is my first dissociative and I'm still familiarizing myself. I'll try the bed and music set and setting next time. What music tends to go well, I enjoy everything from Ludwig Van, to pink floyd, to metallica.

Asante, and all others with the supernatural experiences, what were your set and settings?
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I find Shpongle to go better than anything else I have tried but I can imagine classical music being amazing as well.
 
Agreed!

Just found 2 1/4 full bags from before it got banned, they must be over 4 and a half years old, i assume im better off binning them than trying? would it have gone weak or bad etc?
 
You tried any old batches? am tempted to give it a try but if its gone bad or something the wonk will be messed up
 
from everything I've gathered mxe Is a pretty stable chem so it should still be good maybe just a smidge weaker than before.
 
Bwahahah! Is everybody else getting that advertisement for fullcontactskydiving.com when they click ColtDan's link to the Tycho vid above? What a thing to encounter on MXE during a lazy Sunday afternoon online: an ad for mixed martial arts skydiving. I was about to click "skip ad," but I had to find out if it was a joke. Don't get me wrong. If a mysterious benefactor swooped into my life with a bag of money and said "Hey psood0nym, how 'bout I pay for us to gear up and pound the shit out of each other as we hurtle towards the ground from 14,000 feet in the air?" I'd admittedly say "Hell yes!" But I really can't watch that without my jaw dropping open and thinking "this is what happens in an affluent society when kinda dumb dudes have way too much free time." MMA skydiving is a thing ... just surreal.

From the website:
Whether your goal is to improve your ability to defend yourself mid free-fall, or compete with the best vertical contenders on earth, the physical and mental benefits of FCS are undeniable. You’ll build confidence, self-assurance, core strength, overall health and wellness. Full Contact Skydiving is the most exciting sport on earth… in the sky.
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Who thinks "I need to work on core conditioning -- maybe burning 120 gallons of gas lifting me and my sky-sparing partner into the stratosphere, then breaking out of crippling leg holds while we scream towards terra firma might be the way to get those super sleek abs that have been evading me."? The linked-to music is pleasant, though. Just didn't expect THAT!
 
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