Thanks for the link abore i'm gonna start reading it right away
And great info on the brands psood0nym. Have you tried the Ketanest S by the way? Did you notice difference in trip between it and racemic?
You must be right about the dirty feelings being just in my head. It was just pretty weird that i felt like i was coming down for days from my last dose. Today was the first day i didn't feel like it anymore. Ate quite a lot of benzos last night and got a good sleep after many insomniac nights. The unability of sleeping must have affected my condition too.
But what's the deal with benzethonium chloride. I'm not saying it caused the "dirtiness" since many other brands contain it also, but is there any chance that it could make a difference in the experience? Does it cross the BBB and are the amounts enough to make a difference?