Oh dear - just happened to glance at this thread as one I was subscribed to and I remember that night well. It was my last day on long term sick leave and what a dumb time to get sky high on those incredible strong shrooms again. I may not have taken 8-9g of those intensely strong hawaiians, but I'd still forgotten what they were like. I'm beginning to wonder if I'd almost reached my limit somewhere near 9g as the 5g I took that night were not far short of my trip report here in effect. In other words, for another dose that was >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> this big, the added effects were >>>>>> big. When you go from 2g to 4-5g you're putting >>>>>> added dose in, and getting >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> much out in increased effects.
I hope that makes sense. I had an out of this world experience, the "rough" part of the trip was worrying about going back to work after no sleep, but I can still remember some pure magical moments.
I sent someone a text, the exact wording I've forgotten, but I was looking out of my bedroom window and for some soft reason crying because I suddenly knew I was looking at heaven and it was too beautiful to take in. They were tears of happiness because I knew that one day I'd be there.
I hope that makes sense. I had an out of this world experience, the "rough" part of the trip was worrying about going back to work after no sleep, but I can still remember some pure magical moments.
I sent someone a text, the exact wording I've forgotten, but I was looking out of my bedroom window and for some soft reason crying because I suddenly knew I was looking at heaven and it was too beautiful to take in. They were tears of happiness because I knew that one day I'd be there.

) and appreciate the beauty in life. Perhaps I will reduce my tripping to once a month or so when I feel that the need for "treatment" is less acute. Or when I run out of psyches - hopefully the former will come before the latter :D.