Hey guys, so I have a few questions about acid!
I've only done it twice... the first time it was (unknowingly) Electric Bob Marley... haha... the second just white blotter. One hit. I'm a scrawny girl so I don't think I need much..
So I have a my stories to tell & a few questions..
The first time, we took it about 4pm,
A friend of mine & I,
And we were with her boyfriend and a bunch of people I had literally just met.
At the time, I didn't really know all the side effects/visuals of acid...
But it started out great, sun went down, we sat in the dark while getting lightshows, listening to music... amazing.
Got up, and I felt a little drunk-dizzy,
And we decided to go to Walmart for a bit...
I was starting to trip really hard, and the paranoia was CRAZYYY... but funny!
But I was all good, it was a big blur of everyone telling us to shush while we giggled like craazy...
Then around 8:30pm, the trip went sour... we went to a nature trail with glowsticks from walmart, and suddenly, my heart rate skyrocketed and everything around me was 2-D...the ground beneath me stretched for MILES behind me, and in front of me, the road had stretched and warped above my head.. I panicked more & more & thought I was going to pass out, when my heart rate started to go back down, and everything just snapped back into place... I was staring at a parking lot full of cars and suddenly I was ok..
So everyone caught up and we started walking towards the car, aaaaand just as everything is normal & happy again,
My heart rate starts to skyrocket, and I'm like, "Oh no, its happening again."
And the world around me just stretched and warped until my vision was "full" and I couldn't take it, I felt like I was being pulled out of my body or being squished in really tight.
Then I scream out to them, and as I start to say something, it snaps back again...
It does this over and over all night, making the remainder of my trip just awful..
The second time was recently at EDC ,
We took some in line around 4pm again..
I had the BEST day of my life, so beautiful, loved everything, just so much happiness,
And as it got dark, the rain began to pour. But the music still played, everyone danced, was happy, etc..
Then they shut it all down due to rain, and we huddled in the port a potties, freezing cold... I had just taken what a friend told me was Molly... didn't feel it yet of course.
Around 9pm we ended up running, freezing, through the pouring rain to the entrance to get out. I just wanted to get to my car..
I was ok, knew where I was, we were out of the stadium, then suddenly,
All the sounds around me got real quiet, and everything began to stretch...
I was like, "I'm STILL TRIPPING?! Have I still been trippin this whole time??"
but instead of getting scared, I just started running, watching my friends in front of me, using the tiny bits of info about where we parked that I could remember... we finally had an epiphany and remembered where the car was, and when I saw it, I was so happy!
But as I started to walk toward it, the ups and downs came back, heart rate shooting up, everything stretching and warping... and I thought to myself... I CAN NOT do this for 4 more hours... I will have a heart attack...
So I sat in my car and stared at the dash while my heartbeat just got stronger and stronger, and the stretching more vivid... it helped a bit...
Then suddenly the molly started to kick in... when my heart rate would shoot up, instead of these insane visuals, I would just get this amazing cool sensation everywhere, and I was so insanely happy that I wasn't seeing craziness.. I didn't even want to move... whatever the "molly" they gave me actually was... it was a lifesaver!
Anyway, so you don't really have to read all that I wrote to answer these probably, just some insight into my difficult/bad endings to my trips...
My questions:
1. Is it normal for my heart rate to randomly shoot up and me to suddenly see everything around me stretching and warping and completely suffocating me? Just for no reason? (at this point I can't even get it to stop once it starts)
2. Why would this happen? Both times?
3. Will I always trip like this? (Have bad endings/last few hours?)
4. Sometimes, things become 2 dimensional, is that normal as well?
None of my friends say they've experienced these things, or EVER had negative trips, so that's why I'm asking, why am I different from them all?
Sorry for the long post. Just curious.