^swell report.
So i don't really know what to say with this one.
At 10:00 pm I took a ~20mg parachute swigged down with grapefruit juice and ginger extract
to help any future nausea.
I meditated giddily and realized i was way too excited about the upcoming trip to fully relax.
I compensated by reading the last chapter of a book i had been reading which took about 20 minutes. Still no signs yet.
I put on the psychedelic avenger's CD; and went downstairs to brew up a cup of echinacea tea.
By the time i had finished my tea, aprox 40 minutes had gone by. Still no signs.
Other's had reported peaking in 45 so i concluded that this is strange.
At the 50 minute mark, I rolled a joint of rasberry leaves for a smoke, and put about 5mg of the mpt in the end/middle of the cig. I smoked it outside in the snow in my socks and yes for some reason my feet couldn't/didn't really care or feel the snow at all. Smoking the cig felt great, but i still had the exact same sober headspace as before.
I go back upstairs and start focusing on stuff to see if the little bit of nothings i feel is just placebo or i am somehow just at a threshold dose still. (one hour after ingestion.) To my surprise when i glare around my room; the door, windows etc seem to barely be floating and changing dimensions and shapes very slowly if i focus. I seem to play this off by saying i could to that by relaxing my eyes when i'm sober so it still might be placebo?
I'm very confused because my headspace is exactly the same as normal. I proceed to smoke another 3mg hit, followed shortly by another 6 mg hit. Thing's seem different, maybe,
but i seriously couldn't tell if there was any tryptamine in my system except for when focusing hard for long periods of time on snow/etc. Music is really awesome, but i've also never listened to this CD before and it is extremely strange german space music.
I continued until 2;00 in the morning trying to get some sort of trip out of this stuff. I repeatedly smoke 5mg rips until my 50mg was all gone. On one of the middle ones a took a bigger dose than normal i think; and all of the sudden the wall in front of me started morphing and swirling intensly, as well as the drawings on my wall....but only for all of 2 minutes. Even with these strange visuals there was never once any real head change at all.
I gave up and took a whippet optimistically to see if that would make the trip kick in,
but alas, no dice.
I then spent the rest of the night trying to fall asleep, which was extremely hard to do. I finally fell asleep around 5:00 in the morning which shows that this stuff is active, but very very degraded.
All in All: My Batch has obviously degraded somehow, but i managed to get visuals for 2 minutes at a time or less, immediately following tokes if i held them in for long periods of time.
I am very disappointed in this; I was looking for a spiritual experience, and never once got anything close to that or any head space change. It left me feeling empty because I just smoked a bunch of white powder that really didn't do much to me besides leave me with a headache and insomnia.
I has figured 3 weeks in a dark container locked in another dark container would have been fine,
but obviously this one needs to be frozen or refrigerated.
I'm tempted to get more to really see what this chem has to offer, but then again, it's extremely unstable in it's freebase form, it's the only tryptamine that has ever left me with a headache,
and it actually left me feeling empty. The only interesting thing about this one was the fact that i had a few full on hallucinations whilst still being completely sober...It left me with this strange feeling that it was placebo but such visuals just couldn't be.
less than a + for me at 50mg (throughout the night); anyone else have similar experiences with smoking this freebase? short hallucinations with no head change?