Fug
Ex-Bluelighter
Definitely is hard to have an appetite on this stuff.
Yeah I've been anorexic as fuck lately taking this, coming in waves. Sometimes I'll be eating like once a day for a couple days and then Ill suddenly get hungry and eat 2 or 3 big meals at once, literally. The other day I ate a huge sandwich at like 4 am, then decided I needed to make another one, and after that I was STILL hungry. Weird. Some people said it improved their eating habits, wish that happened for me. I'd rather do projects than eat when I take it.
Xorkoth, yeah, I should have been more specific. I agree that ketamine seems to have an awesome safety profile at single doses, just the long term abuse of it that seems (anecdotally!) to cause even more problems than when people abuse some of these novel dissos, -dines excluded because those seem toxic as fuck. It's just surprising to me, I expected a massive fall out of health problems in the hordes of MXE users but it seems everyone got less fucked up than if they had been caning the K all day like that. All just speculation based on anecdotes so I dont want anyone to read into this idea, just thinking out loud.
Weird that most people dont get any compulsion to redose this. It's the first thing on my mind when I wake up, sometimes I'm already looking forward to the next days dose before I even go to sleep. Geez. Im sure it's just a personal issue with my habits, I was hoping this one would be too intense for me to dose daily though so I would be forced to chill the fuck out.
but what would you all do if you felt like there were no limits in life? I think thats the blessing from this. We can have anything we want.
What would you rather have, *feeling* there is no limits but *actually* being terribly limited, or *feeling* terribly limited but *actually* being limitless?
Stopped taking 3-MeO just 1-2 days ago, just wasn't doing my body any good and was getting a bit of stress and day-night rhythm problems etc, but I think I am getting the anti-depressant aftereffect now [sober] feel pretty damn good.![]()
No that was months ago, now I was just doing regular recreational doses for a number of days in the last 2 or so weeks although don't know how high exactly - I have a high tolerance and get mostly hypomanic and analgesic effects, not so much psychedelically disso.