It's funny because I was bummed quite a bit when MXE finally hit the main radar of the Public around the World, but since the drought of Quality Synthesized MXE at a decent ticket - I've stumbled across a few really quality batches of 3-MeO-PCP, they've been pure white, fine fluffy pure white powder, active at 5mgs or less even - it's just very subtle compared to the in your face nature of MXE. I find 3-MeO to be FAR less Mania Producing for myself compared to MXE. I've really been enjoying it.
This semi-forced break from MXE for the cheap helped me take a nice 30+ day break for the first time in months, and once I did - I notice My Memory started to quickly return, I started to have WAY better Cognitive Functions, I've been feeling nice and Anti-Depressed, but not TOO Dissociated. It's been really Beautiful in all honesty. One of the grams that I purchased was literally little chunks of pure white powdered sugar looking white powder. It felt SO Clean, and just Mellow compared to MXE - especially the way that I felt Compelled by MXE to take it ALWAYS to an Extreme when I had it available, going on day, and even month long Benders. I'm SO MUCH more Mentally Stable, Happy, Living in the Now, feeling Mentally Lucid instead of Foggy since chilling out on the MXE. I've been getting back into Eating Healthier, taking Care of myself better, feeling less Depressed and less Manic as well. I have had my moments where I thought I was fucking Superman and acted a bit more wild than I normally would. One night including running down a main street on the College Campus of the City that I live in, trying to make it to a store that sold beer before the cut off time, 5mins before the cut off time trying to make sure the homies had some brews to kick back and enjoy while I was on my Wild Ride. It was pretty comical looking back on it, although dumb at the same time. Whatever, Live and Learn.
I've been really happy taking an MXE break. That Compound is just TOO FUN, and TOO WILD for me now that I've enjoyed it to an extreme for 5+ years. It's time to grow up and respect these Beautiful Compounds and be Thankful for an Anti-Depressant that I don't have to go to a Shrink for, that I enjoy, that I feel safe taking every 3-5 days instead of Daily because of the long Half-Life and how long it lingers in your system, as well as being WAY more agreeable with MJ than MXE is. MJ and MXE could become WAY too Physically Intense for me, way too quick. With 3-MeO, It blends so much better and is so much more enjoyable. I even have been enjoying some quality IPA's with them and cutting down on smoking trees so much, by balancing it out with the nice Hoppy Taste of strong IPA's. I guess I'm just trying to say that Life's Been Good for the past Month or so since the Holiday's, and 3-MeO has helped me Greatly to make it thru this normally rough time of Year for me. I just feel at Peace for the first time in a Long Time. It may be because of a Compound / Drug that if I told most people, they would think I was Crazy - but it is what it is. Each Person's Brain needs what it needs and wants what it wants - just like people like one type of food more than another. I feel like I've found my compound of Choice with these new Higher Quality 3-MeO-PCP Batches, that and actually following my own rules for not taking too much or too often. It's been nice.
Thank You to My Fellow Dissco Heads who just want to live their Life on Their Terms, Experimenting with Consciousness and Awareness. 3-MeO has made me VERY Thankful for what I DO have, not what I don't. It's so Bizarre the way that Life can be sometimes - but it is what it is. I'm going to follow this Path until it leads to a wall, or until there's no more point in following the path because the lesson has been learned. MXE is just TOO MUCH FUN. 3-MeO is like it's Older Brother who's already been there and done that and Matured and Moved On in Life. I've just felt very On Point and Appreciative of what I have Lately - and that's all I really want out of Life. To Smile at least a few times a day. Anyways, I could ramble for days - I've been writing a lot thanks to this compound as well, short stories, rhymes, learning more and more about Music. It's been really Awesome and I feel like I've been Spoiled by the Universe. It's a Nice Feeling. Peace Out Dissco Heads - Stay Safe and Have Fun - Meowfish
Thanks for the Hamilton Morris Lecture link on Youtube. It was a VERY Informative and Truthful take on the Role of Arylcyclohexylamines in our Society over the past 60+ years. Much Appreciated. I've watched it multiple times now. Take Care.