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Hi fellow Bluelighters, dear Community, or to put ?it? in more, no, the MOST, absolute and correct Words, the honest ones and the only truth existing, so...
...to all of you, a very few (specifically informed beyond what words can express) ?Friends?, and the Rest of you BL?ers, spread all over the Planet and (how cool!) connected trough this awesome Forum, of which each and everyone must have heard one of, as there?s more to it than meets the eye, with it?s indefinite knowledge that?s (especially when put in Context to more unknown, ?exotic? Chemicals,) worth a fortune for Chemists, Medicine etc.: i.e. the ?Bluelight Forum?, that?s known almost everywhere, and (contextually seen making total sense) even found being mentioned in a extremely informative, well written and interesting Book, that I?m just reading atm (by Mike Power btw.)! Whatever...
This is, as here?s, where?s the most honest and crazy, just as correct as reliable answers were to be given/found - if you are like me, a Genius/Maniac/Lowlife/No one, a whatever you wanna be,...BUT with sum kinda intellect, intelligence AND serious interest in finding/spreading new as well as old (...always 100% top notch!) and well-backed up, documented and useful Information, News, the TRUTH when the very first thing is being focused on Safer Use and Harm Reduction, find help and wanna help as much as you can do get/got by others!
That?s all,...so far - ...as Prologue!
These are honest things I had the urge to write, not only just because after longer time no-posting or if, posting mostly just unusually worthless bullshit (not the usual, old THCified-stuff what?s why I once registered here),...but more as these were things I never read and often thought to myself, are like that and by that, important to let y?all know!z
BL, were/is and always will be something, personally, very important, not just, but highly, unbelievable highly, influenced by the fact, that COMPLETE STRANGERS really did helped me, MANY, MANY, yeah, honestly really A DAMN LOT OF TIMES, in countless ways im- and possible, and with me doing ?my part/homework? (I thought for myself, too!), PROVIDED ME WITH ABSOLUTE 100% ACADEMIC KNOWLEDGE, wherever it?s needed - making me a proper, very-well-function Specialist without degree, sum (but mostly me) proud and even Medicinal highly specialised Personnel, mostly to Fiends, as they were too educated believing a No one, even admitted (before kicking my Ass outta the Door!) that I?m better educated than them - UN-FUCKING-FLYING-BELIEVEABLE, then,...nowadays I wouldn?t wanna waste time with dumbfucks as back then!
It?s healthier!
Ah, and I was only honestly interested in doing no harm to myself (or worse, others!), learning and the like,...if I?m not high as a kite, i.e. browsing around in search to find sum extraordinary (sadly as mostly just ugly as fuck) Nudes of even more drugged-up, ?higher? Members, seemingly lost all senses and whatnot, while on (...well at least hopefully, a boatload of damn good Drugs?).
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I am trying finding the shortest possible route to make you fully understand me and so gimme the help I NEED and am accustomed to, ok?
I was active mostly during the time, MXE was easy to acquire and so not only found it (well, Dissociatives in common but MXE specifically) to be my DOC (still do) but even though having had highly potent and rare Methoxmetamine during these days (MXM/MMXE) and truly appreciated, no, absolutely loved, them and still do, if Quality is the same (had none for years,...so?!?), i.e. 3-MeO-PCP as well as 3-MeO-PCE, I?ve never found something that replaced it, not even somehow...
I was really blessed, REALLY, I must admit, as i only had access to the famous, THE BEST (godly precious) Synth, most may know as the ?Indian? - Documents speak for themselves, so THIS was the best one ever made (just read trough the Megathreads and you surely will trust/believe me).
So, even if people later on said, O-PCE is almost like MXE (I tested it, too - a said-to-be potent/pure Batch..., and was honestly shaken to the core, hard words after just one-time-sampling it, but hell,... I speak for the fact, that what I heard was it?s NOTHING in comparison), they had a different approach to the whole Compound MXE I know, a totally different place to start/judge from..., you understand?
So to make it more understandable: while others were at their known but beloved local sea (perhaps new Design, I think you got the point?), I, for myself, was in French Polynesia, Haiti, Hawaii... and this ALL THE FRIGGIN? TIME - enjoyed the really oh-so holy, priceless, indescribable Indian Synth (sidenote: I also plugged 98% of my stash), and bad times meant that ?piggy-me? was curious and for the sake of Science, of course, did sometimes experimenting with the somewhat not as beloved (by myself), different, but still second darn best known Stuff ppl know of:
the Batch that?s originally originated in China, so I only ever had the Pre-Ban Batches!
Others I tested just outta interest, to get what ppl meant about mine being THE SHIT - and they were right, bcuz even from most reputable Sources provided, all of the Synths made wherever God knows, those floating around after the UK-Ban until EU-Ban, were at best something to get a feel what ?real? MXE felt like...a slight one!
I am well aware of that all sounding like the usual, Archetypal kinda Dick-sizing-stuff, from times when Alpha-Males were ruling and we were more Animals than Humans, it does...I know - I?m sure,...but I had found the Grail during the Moment it was available, I was not at the right place at the right time, I was perhaps also the luckiest Guy alive (or one of them)... The fun-Part is me knowing almost nothing, having had NOT A SINGLE experience with Dissos, I just followed sum instinct, a direction of which i decided, felt good, and I was not disappointed with my decision...
So, to end this: I love MXE the most because of it being just the best Disso of all those I ever tried - the most well-balanced!
It had the push and power of 3-MeO-PCP, but wasn?t too sterile, it had the fun of 3-MeO-PCE, but not it?s seriousness and besides feeling way friendly/warmer than Ketamine, there?s even more and something to it, not even the next best, nearest ever possible Compound I can imagine, MXM, had - and those were almost identical,...
...but why a Ferrari when you can travel with a Jet?
This Weekend I was blessed, having some Ketamine Ampules, which I also changed my mind some time before about BIG TIME, but this time: WOAH-BANGER!
Holy-Guacamole!!!
I did again, and while growing older, knew now that intramuscular Injection is too easy to be true, had nothing to spare (stuff is harder to get here than anything else!), I thought: ?Fuck it!? and did two Milliliter injections per Deltoid...
...and enjoyed the best Rush, including feelings ever felt AND had the best days afterwards! It was the A-Bomb and I ask myself now, what would be Indian MXE (onset via plugged Route est. 20 secs.) intramuscularly injected - it must be something indescribable godly, as I could think...?
I am stunned! ...from the Ket IM-Experiences, the strong antidepressant (after-)effects just as it?s possibilities to annihilate my sometimes BADASS back pain completely (I?m legitimately prescribed Hydromorphone for that specific reason, which is a godsend, but K I found a darn lot better), let oneself drift off, from the people, world, oneself, never slept better than during these days - in fact, I was sleeping like a newborn, just a lot better and and and...
What?s still available on the Net, sold at RC-Vendor-Sites, that?s on par with Ketamine, or something seriously in between MXE and K? I know ppl already know, so I ask for serious help but will do my read/work in this regard, ofc, too, I promise - but I need serious and proper help! ...and I know this is the most reliable source for what I?m looking for, if nothing?s changed - which I absolutely cannot believe in, did happen,...correct?
So fuckin? what...? Thanks to all...
THCified aka. MXEfied, the Disso-Man!