yah, it was one wild ride. I wrote that post on my phone immediatly upon waking up while it was fresh in my mind. Still in a tiz haze with a bit of psychedelic hangover. Need edit OP from "sum" to "aum" though... lol.
last thing I knew i was meditating trying to hold on (maybe I shoulde have let go ;-) )and then I wake up in my bed.
I dunno.. I've taken 50mg dpt. Even taken like 150-175 mixed with some mdma and no fucks were given.
This was soooooooooo intense. As much as I fantasize about death/suicide, leaving this world behind, it scared the shit out of me feeling like I acually had the option to just get up and switch out with someone... I fucking love DPT. She's a trickster, lots to teach, but will fuck you over sideways and run cackling away with glee... jeebus christ allmighty.
The 2ct-7 absolutely refused to dissolve in water. I didn't apply any hot bath though. I wonder if using PG would work better? I guess i should ask that in the big n dandy plugging thread. It was definatly 2ct-7 though. I have a notoriously high tolerance sometimes sooo.
My dosing schedule was
t- 0 - 15mg 2ct-7
t-130 - 27 mg 2ct-7
t-310 - 30mg 2ct-7
t-530 50mg dpt
I find that with plugging, and especially mixing chems, I don't really run into immediate tolerance. I like to start out low, testing the waters, and ramp up dose from there. Always works really well for me.
each one of those redoses had varying amounts of mxe. I mean it was a really good trip... That 50mg dpt just hit iike a train. I did well for a while, much better than I would have years ago, it was just getting to the point where I might have ended up doing something physically dangerous, due in no small part to the manic high dose of mxe, so I started to take the etiz....
I dunno. k1159 or whatever. Don't be scared, you only live once... until you die and live again.
also, I need to edit my original post and put "aum" instead of sum. That has really started to focus me and save me from fucked up tangents. Just centering, chanting aum, giving permission for those that love and want to help me to stay and do so, and for all others to leave my presence. Who knows how much it works, but my intentions are getting stronger each time.
I think the next 2ct-7 I will start with 40mg plugged and see what happens.
Also, I have sone unfinished buisness with 2c-e. Questions I need answered from "difficult" experiences, so that one is up next as well. And that DPT, scares me to the bone, but limitless potential for exploration. Combininb DPT with some MDMA is a superb combo IMO. Can dose high and lose completely the fear, face what is to face....