Gratuitous Grace
Bluelighter
I tried 25C-NBOH for the first time today -- a whole one of the cute little strawberry tabs, so 1000ug AFAIK. And yikes! Gotta say ... this one is not to my liking.
OK, things looked kinda "extra-pretty" and music sounded a little more interesting than normal. Head space was no place, though. Like, really nowhere. I was completely devoid of thoughts, emotions, concerns -- indifferent to everything, unempathetic. I laid around just blank, searching for a thought that might interest me. Nope. I guess it was kind of interesting to "not feel" for a few hours? But, wow -- this is just the opposite of why, in general, psychedelics are of such interest to me.
And, strangely, no physical side effects hit me until about the fourth hour, at which point I became short of breath and my heart started to race. Based on experiences with similar chemicals, I was expecting that, but (a) much earlier and (b) less of it. 0.5 mg of Klonopin and some chamomile tea helped. But, ugh ... not perfect.
I'm very likely in a cross-tolerance situation, so I won't write this off just yet. I won't be going back to it next week either, though. <sigh>
OK, things looked kinda "extra-pretty" and music sounded a little more interesting than normal. Head space was no place, though. Like, really nowhere. I was completely devoid of thoughts, emotions, concerns -- indifferent to everything, unempathetic. I laid around just blank, searching for a thought that might interest me. Nope. I guess it was kind of interesting to "not feel" for a few hours? But, wow -- this is just the opposite of why, in general, psychedelics are of such interest to me.
And, strangely, no physical side effects hit me until about the fourth hour, at which point I became short of breath and my heart started to race. Based on experiences with similar chemicals, I was expecting that, but (a) much earlier and (b) less of it. 0.5 mg of Klonopin and some chamomile tea helped. But, ugh ... not perfect.
I'm very likely in a cross-tolerance situation, so I won't write this off just yet. I won't be going back to it next week either, though. <sigh>