Salvia- Love/Hate ?
I have used it ~8 times now, actually more, but 8 trips where I went to salvia space and lost my reality completely....a few in between trips where I was trapped between this world and the salvia world, with intense OEV's but the knowledge of why I was tripping...but I don't really care for those, I want the total trip, the deep into another world trip, the trip where you accept the new reality so completely because you have no idea you smoked salvia! Level 5's are the way salvia should be used, level 6 is insane and useless because you lose what your trip was about, leaving you even more confused about what happened.
Fun? Not really...it's more like, an exploratory tool for the mind. Scared? No, I am not scared of it, but I RESPECT it, it is the single most powerful trip I have ever had, and it beats high dose LSD by a mile as far as reality replacement trips. To repeatedly use salvia, I think only certain people can handle it, it takes a strong willpower, a strong consciousness, a loss of ego, to accept it, and let it move you in the way it wants. You have to GIVE yourself over to it, let it have it's way with you. You cannot direct a salvia trip really.
Do I "enjoy" it? Yes, because it gives me a DEEP look into my mind's eye, and opens some doors and makes me think about things. It removes me from my normal frame of reference and gives me new perspective on life. I always feel "refreshed" afterwards as if I removed some trash from my mind. It's not "fun" like LSD, weed, or shrooms CAN be....
It is NOT a party drug, and all the lame videos I see on the net of idiots (yes, idiots) using it in an irresponsible manner piss me off to no end. I researched and read everything I could find about salvia before I used it the first time, and still had no idea how powerful this stuff is. But I was ready because I knew no matter what, I would be OK, and I had trusted friends sitting me. I have faith in MYSELF, that I can handle it, and I went into it with very few pre-conceptions about what it was.
It seems like people either love it, or hate it, some get so scared they will never return to it, and maybe rightfully so, used wrongly, it can hurt you, not because it harms the body like alcohol or smoking tobacco, but it might make you harm yourself if you can't handle the extreme load and mind trips it creates.
Thoughts? I am wanting to get ahold of some DMT now, how do these compare?