diche
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becoming less precise, the further away from the mathematics of it, it is.
theres just more variables thats all.
becoming less precise, the further away from the mathematics of it, it is.
well naturally.diche said:theres just more variables thats all.
psood0nym said:...............That said, back in high school I gave salvia to a "mall rat" kid, whose trite attitude toward life annoyed me, hoping salvia would be such an eye-opening experience for him that he could never go back to his old perceptions (which I thought would be good). He had done acid and mushrooms before and clearly believed a legal herb like salvia couldn't hold a candle despite everything we told him. After he came out of it he was deeply disturbed. I'm told even now, many years later, that he still brings his experience up at inappropriate times, as though he is still struggling to integrate it.
Madhatter4 said:Salvia was on the national news the other day!!!! The DEA is going to schedule this shit in 3.. 2.. 1..8)
I agree in principle. Only it wasn't a matter of revenge or a trick in any way, just an evil passing hope. Everyone was raving about the experience and telling him to do it, he WANTED to do it, and we DID tell him that it was intense and that nothing could prepare him for it. I did have a feeling it would give him trouble though, and didn’t step in. However, to deny him alone a try at that point not actually knowing what would happen would have been extremely insulting and condescending. The old perceptions of his that I never wanted him to be able to return to have to do with racism, misogyny, and materialism, and never had I crossed anyone who had a powerful negative reaction at that point either. It was more something I planned to just sit back and feel justified about--his bringing it on himself. 8 years ago. That intention backfired, I did feel bad even though I thought it would ultimately be for the better, and that’s why I mentioned it. Though I can certainly see how you wouldn't read all this into that post! (BTW the guy is fine, kind of a flake I hear, as he always was, but in school, girlfriend etc. Salvia was more than likely just the most intense and disconcerting drug experience he ever had, so he brings it up a lot. According to a friend he's refered to it as a "spiritual" experience. So maybe it did some good after all.)EntheoDjinn said:Sounds like you didn't value this "mall rat" very much. I can't think of a more cruel trick to play on someone "whose trite attitude toward life annoyed me", than giving them Salvia. Sounds like he's maybe even more damaged than he was before.
Sorry if this sounds judgemental, but it is - anyone who understands the effects of Salvia needs be wary of using it to exact divine retribution in niaive subjects.
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Madhatter4 said:Salvia was on the national news the other day!!!! The DEA is going to schedule this shit in 3.. 2.. 1..8)
diche said:Were the news reporters all serious like "teenagers....drugs...getting high....acidents.....children....may cause cancer.....potent psychoactive....threat....danger...death" (dots mean useless gibber jabber that makes idea make sence. all the public want to hear are those words.
anymore??
psood0nym said:....... According to a friend he's refered to it as a "spiritual" experience. So maybe it did some good after all.)
Xorkoth said:Whoa... I suppose. Mostly I just enjoyed that video, by the end at least once I understood what was going on.![]()
Interesting. Maybe you are reliving the memories of what it "was like to be" a child before language. Salvia often evokes memories of childhood. I also get strong feelings of nostalgia and aesthetic moods in fall. Usually in the forms, again, of "what it was like to be" during the previous or past falls. Of course at the time you weren't aware that your life as you lived it had its own zeitgeist, yet you know unmistakably and on the first experience of it that that is what this nostalgic feeling represents. Then again I also get these in spring. For me at least, I think it's just that all the novelty of the transition of the the seasons provides a much more accurate emotional and aesthetic measure of time, and so provides ample recall cues.Xorkoth said:Actually, funny you mention the age thing... I haven't broken through with salvia, but the sub-breakthrough experiences I've had have reminded me very strongly of pre-language perceptions from when I was a small child. They're like the flashes of intense nostalgia in the fall that I get, brief sensory packages consisting of a basic pattern of shape and color, something really basic, and a strong bundle of emotions and some sort of vague smell in my nose. Except more vivid of course. My theory is that since I was born in June, October/early November was probably a very important time in my development as a conscious being so that's the time of year I experience this feeling. It makes me feel a combination of comforted and sad. Not so much sad, as a sort of longing feel.
psood0nym said:Interesting. Maybe you are reliving the memories of what it "was like to be" a child before language. Salvia often evokes memories of childhood. I also get strong feelings of nostalgia and aesthetic moods in fall. Usually in the forms, again, of "what it was like to be" during the previous or past falls. Of course at the time you weren't aware that your life as you lived it had its own zeitgeist, yet you know unmistakably and on the first experience of it that that is what this nostalgic feeling represents. Then again I also get these in spring. For me at least, I think it's just that all the novelty of the transition of the the seasons provides a much more accurate emotional and aesthetic measure of time, and so provides ample recall cues.
Squerll:
That was probably the coolest commercial I've ever seen. I see what you mean.