^ harsh? yes. true? probably.
b_d, bro, please think this through. People all up and down this thread who between us have had HUNDREDS, maybe THOUSANDS of LSD trips are telling you that your outlook, motivations, and methodology are dead wrong, and you'll wind up doing yourself wrong by them. I know exactly what it's like to be young and fancy yourself to be invincible, I was there once, did plenty of stupider shit than you, and paid for it dearly...relationships gone, health & psych problems which persist to this day ... and only recently do I consider myself even close to well-adjusted and I thank God for that every day, I'm one of the lucky ones. Please take better care of yourself. And if you ever want to talk about any of this one-on-one, don't hesitate to PM me. I am not here to judge and if some of my posts come off as harsh and/or sarcastic, well, they are, but I'm not trying to put anyone out, just express my very real concerns.