I did not get to taste it this weekend as planned but I expect the curiosity will be to much eventually and i'll just have to try it again! maybe just get a new dose instead of splitting my 26 mg capsules by eye though, just for the sake of accuracy.
Thats sad about the vendor ... I'm sure there are sources on this big wide Earth of ours, and if not now then very certainly in the not to distant future... perhaps I will stock up asap anyhow because this stuff is as interesting as all the rest to me!
My only experience with this stuff at 25 mg was incredibly visual but immediately different from a 2C-I trip (I have taken this phenethylamine, oddly the day after my first 4-AcO-DMT experience so it will be the perfect comparasin). 4-AcO-DMT led me to see alot of "creatures" or "beings", people that werent there and flickers at the edge of everything, faces on the back of my eyelids and enhanced and fancified the look of dancing people. I didn't feel so alone on the 4-AcO-DMT and it went well with my body very well, no nausea, heart rate wasn't terrible I generally felt comfortable in my own skin, yet not very social due to the immersiveness of what I was experiencing. I would only talk to people about what I was tripping about and figured i'd come off loony so I kept to myself!
The 2C-I the day after, which oddly was also 25mg was a COMPLETELY different experience. I found myself wanting to compare 2C-I to something the whole time but only thought maybe to compare it to mescaline in the way it felt on my body. The visuals were quasi comparable with what I like to call "grids" or "netting" on certain things, The forest looked like it had spider webs made of glorius light. I personally felt more social during this trip but was also... quite UNcomfortable in my own skin, laxative effect and nausea for the first 2 hours, racing heart fear of "losing it" which is odd because I usually have my head on really well during trips but there was an "intensity" to 2C-I that I was not comfortable with, felt like an out of control speed bender on the 3rd day or something... there was warping in my vision when I would turn and blurryness and gut churning when I would stay still. Oddly the best part of the trip was an experience that I deem "the best piece of pizza i've ever had" a simple pepperoni pizza slice was simply encompassing, more enlightening than the visuals was the taste of that perfect slice... lol
4-AcO-DMT - Benign(easy on the body, flowing), Deep, Interesting, Calming(not sedative but I was never to anxious), Visually enchanting, felt great after the trip and until I took the 2C-I the next day
2C-I - Intense, Uncontrolled, Confusing on my body, Want to interact/be with someone, I had perfect rhythm on a hand drum or dancing, watching fire dancing felt very primal, felt a bit crazy having no affiliation with phenyls as allies and more as an experimental substance, brutal headache before the trip was over that codeine couldnt touch.
I took 4-AcO-DMT at night and 2C-I in the day so that leads to a difference in social levels and possibly the headache later but I could go a lifetime without 2C-I again, just feels WHACKY, but 4-AcO-DMT was a pure delight minus the fear at the start of the trip, which soon faded as I came to associate it's qualities to memory.
The fear and ego loss from 4-AcO-DMT I came to realize was no where near as intense as my first LSD experiences and with proper set and setting I would feel very confident with going signifigantly deeper with this substance in time.
For the sake of comparasin I personally found 25 mg of 4-AcO-DMT to be SUBJECTIVELY similar to 5-6+ grams of psilocybin mushrooms. Because trust me... I can pop back an eighth of shrooms and not be anywhere near where I went that night.
The BEST...absolute BEST quality about Psilacetin is its mildly sedative properties, being restless and buggy and squirmy on a hallucinagen is the worst part of it, I just want to chill back and get deep, not stretch for 3 hours hoping that my restless body energy will quell so I can just stare at the wall in peace!
