vortech
Bluelighter
Yeah, the gregorian date isn't of any particular relevance at this point, I think it is more tied to astrological alignments.
This dude has dosed his pets with drugs and is posting in this thread on the border of admitting he is jesus.
Let me know when I can preorder the book. Cant wait to burn it.
You're absolutely out of your mind. It's a good thing you spend most of your time on Bluelight instead of the streets, the streets would be a wild wake up call full of pepper spray and institutions.
What do you know gang? There is a big difference in effects when you double your dose of a drug! Mindblowing revelations!
being born on a full moon lunar eclipse which is an event in opposition of the sun, an event that occurs only once every 33 years
[blabla]... Like I said I was in the psych ward ...[blabla]
33 years? Try 6 months, homie.
You don't say?
Vortech, I like you, you've clearly got a good heart and I admire your mission. But at this point I am 100% certain you're deep within a manic episode. Dissociatives will do that and I've seen you hit these points before, and then come out of them and admit you were manic. Similarly to what Foreigner said above, I think you have a lot of potential to bring good things into the world, but I think your reliance on dissociatives is a crutch, and it's one that leads to delusion in many ways. It's a path that could destroy your potential if you're not careful. Hey, I've been there, I have a certain 4-AcO-DMT trip report out there that borders on the messianic complex that I see the signs of in you right now. I felt that it came from a beautiful place, it didn't cause any harm and was trying to bring love into the world. But if I hadn't come down I would be in a far different place right now than I am.
it's really important to stay grounded when dealing with powerful drugs. It's easy to start believing every thought and feeling you have, but it's always the case that a lot of it is delusion. Which can be great fun to experience, and even believe in the moment, as long as you take stock and separate the wheat from the chaff afterwards.
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