Hmmm... that makes me want to see what else is in circulation with the title of "dark side"...
It occurs to me that "dark side" would be an interesting theme for an assemblage. I would exclude any star wars references. #notafan
Today I was running a few errands and every place I stopped, I saw people I knew from the high school where I taught.
I happened to be wearing a tie die dress and my bracelets and necklaces and anklets were all rasta colors and I had charms in the shape of an iconic leaf dangling from my earlobes.
The first place I stopped, I saw one of former superiors come in with his family. I had no intention of striking up a conversation... but he walked over to me and asked me how I've been.
Well... I wanted to say I've been to hell and back, quite frankly.
For the first time since I started teaching, I wasn't worried what would he would think about my rakish comportment. I surprised myself by telling him that I was still unemployed and without prospects, but that I was therefore able to help my kids with their kids, and my parents with their advancing ages. I was seriously comfortable relaying my life status to this guy. "Teacher-me" would never have predicted that!
His eyes were already wide and hopelessly trying not to look at my leaf earrings. I said "I guess you could say I'm just coasting, and enjoying the days. It was nice seeing you."
I stopped twice more before coming back to the house, and both places were populated with former students. I didn't even recognize any of them. People can change a LOT from the time they are 18 year old seniors going to prom to 25 year old adults with kids and jobs and car notes.
These people didn't have to say anything to me at all but they all talking kindly to me. It made me feel good. Really did...
I am glad I wore my real clothes and that I got my genuine personality back. I'm glad that seeing all those people in a short time span was such a positive set of events. By the third stop, it was really dawning on me that I'm back, and I'm alright. I have peace this evening.