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TDS TDS social thread vs follow the yellow brick road

Somehow, sometime in the future, either me or one of my descendants will travel through time and spread my word throughout the world. If the Doctor turns out to be real, then this is my Bad Wolf.

The secret is not great when one knows it.
But it is something to one who does it.
Turn and turn again and we will also turn,
So that we give pleasure to each of you.
And when we have turned, count our ears,
It is there, without any disguise, you will find a marvel

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Stardust :( I am so so sorry. I'd be devastated. I hope your kitty returns...<3
 
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Only one week or so left until i fly allll the way home to the other side of the globe.
Looking forward to my reliable Internet connection.
 
I found my kitty this morning. She somehow found her way home and was sitting in the sun on the porch when I woke up. 8)


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I know =D. She was so proudly laying in the sun when I looked outside this morning like "What I always do that kinda crazy ish...I knew how to get back".

She slept all day like a log in the bedroom and she's getting restless now. My boyfriend is partially allergic to her so I usually put her out half of the day or at night. Guess I won't be able to until we fix the 2 screens that got ruined during the most recent hurricane force winds that tore them down.
 
Awww stardust I'm so happy for you!!! When I came home yesterday my kitty was in the neighbor's driveway; she acted like I'd been gone FOREVER and had NO IDEA how to get back on her own. But of course once we were inside, her first task after a snack was to hop right out a window again. They are silly silly adorable darlings... <3
 
Aww :3 We had her inside all day and it's hard even with all the allergy stuff I try to remedy his allergies from her. We put her outside but she seems content to be laying in the sun in on the porch. I think she's a night prowler :P. I'll have to be lucid and bring her in before sundown or else she'll turn into a runaway vampire kitty :P.
 
This mashed veggie soup I made truly is a godsend. Easily absorbable miracle food for those endless nights of no sleep thanks to abstinence from drugs. I hope I'll get at least a couple hours of rest by the 24 hour mark, it always baffles me how one can be so wired and tired at the same time. I'd cry if I had the energy to do it. I really, really have to remain strong now as I've decided to have another go at school exactly in 7 days. And they say insanity is doing the same thing over and over again expecting a different result... well I'll show them it's possible damnit! Eventually I WILL pull through and emerge with a degree in my hands :)

Trying my best to remain completely sober yet feeling drunk from sleep deprivation that came with the sobriety, life can be silly at times and I think that's an understatement.
 
FnX, I hope that you can get some sleep soon. I think it is wonderful that you are going to try for school again. What goes in the soup?

I just drove 700 miles to get home from my sister's house yesterday. I took one stop where I swam in a river and looked for heart rocks but other than that it was just stops in rest stops to get my circulation going.I don't want to ever sit down again--my butt is numb LOL!
 
^lol my butt was numb most of my drive here. About every hundred miles or so I'd complain about my butt hurting. :D

So glad Eva is home where she belongs stardust. <3 That's something I worry about way too much (especially for having an indoor kitty)

I'm going to see Smurfs 2 tonight!! =D =D
 
FnX <3 I know you'll pull through it buddy. <3 <3

700 mile drive... yeeeeesh! Long drives are so terrible. You are so spontanious Herby. You swam in a random river lol?

Every time I see the commercials and Azrael I think of you spork. I want to go see it so bad!

=D I'm so happy she's home too. She escaped the other morning out the bathroom door when my BF was getting ready for work again. She was gone for 48 hours. I expected her to be in the porch the next morning and she wasn't. Yesterday at 3 I took Nina (the dog who is her best friend) outside for a walk to find her because she loves Nina and the moment I walk out the front door I hear a meow. She was 20 feet up in the front yards tree. This time I didn't have the luxury of my BF being home so he could drag the ladder out and hold it for me and coach me as I climbed the tree. I got up to her and I started getting dizzy and I was clutching the tree sitting on a branch cursing the cat. Since she's terrified of falling to her death apparently, I had to do some serious multitasking including grasping the tree, climbing, prying my cat from her current branch each time I climbed down a branch to put her on a new branch all while my vision was starting to go blackoutish. I'm fixing the screens tomorrow!
 
Eeeek be careful with climbing like that. That's scary!

Cats in high (and not so high places) are funny. Azrael got stuck on top of the washing machine about a month ago. I saw her jump up on it and figured she could get down herself so left her there to do so. About 5 minutes later I heard her crying and went in and saw her terrified on top of the washing machine. She can jump down from higher spots, but for some reason she got it in her head that she couldn't get down from there. I went back to the other room to get my phone for a photo (:sus: =D) and she was peeking around the corner when I got back no doubt wondering if I was ever gonna get her down.

Here she is in all her shame
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I've been pretty distant from bluelight recently, only really browsing DiTM occasionally, but I felt today would be a good today to log in to share some of the progress in my life. Not sure if many of you knew of some of the hardships that I have been experiencing in the last few months (and/or the last two years), but I've been in a rough place. Surprisingly my past opioid use (heroin, methadone, suboxone) turned out to be the least of my struggles that I need to overcome. In the last 7 months I got clean from opioids, struggled with being homeless (living on the graces of amazing friends, <3), had a job that I lost unfairly forcing me to start all over again in getting my life moving forward, and dealt with deteriorating health physically and mentally. Well in the past month I've put more effort in finding a job, just recently started to get my ass outside/working out again (after gaining over 20lbs :( ), and today my work finally paid off. I went for an interview at an upscale restaurant for a position I honestly don't have the exp for at this scale of restaurant, but killed the interview resulting in me getting the position. I have orientation tomorrow and then will most likely start working next week. I'm pretty pumped because not having a job was really killing me. I couldn't have fun because I was stressed. My self esteem was in the shitter. My anxiety came back full force which I'd previously gotten rid of during college, my depression kicked up as well. Of course this meant my mental acuity took a turn down, I gained weight, I became less social etc. With this job (making $10/hr thankfully) I should be able to kick myself forward once again. I'm pretty pumped.

Solid day, got a good run in and got a job. Hell yeah.
 
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