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badfish45 said:
Stick to the target and then take down weed when you can. Stopping pot will be a great thing for you to do but be aware you might just be replacing all of your addictions with marijuana. Just an outside thought. Best of luck <3
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I am 100% aware of that which is one of the main reasons I want to stop. However considering I've thus far quit everything BUT, I'm way happier right now. I'd rather live the rest of my life smoking some weed than go back to heroin because I tried to quit smoking weed when I wasn't ready, na'mean?

I definitely agree though. And weed isn't exactly a positive influence, but it isn't too obscenely negative either. I go days without smoking then break down and start up again. Classic addiction behavior no doubt, but way better than I was a year ago. In fact I haven't smoked weed in a few days, but I probably will later tonight. Dunno why, maybe I wont. But I feel like I will.

I'm also way happier I quit smoking cigs before weed. That honestly is a bigger deal to me than the pot.

To reiterate though: youre 100% right. If I quit smoking weed I'd be capable of a lot more. This is honestly the prime reason I really want to stop. Weed makes you lazy, idk what anyone says to the contrary. Just inherent with the drug.

I am also down to 1mg suboxone. I dunno if I want to stop smoking weed simultaneous to coming completely off of my subs. Might do that first, then work on the weed fully. All of this is quite possibly bullshit addict justification but well....at least I'm not doing heroin anymore.


I also agree obamacare is a sham. Anyone touting it as "socialism" really need to get their heads checked. Or at the very least open a dictionary.
 
^There should be some kind of award! Sure glad that you are here. I so look forward to seeing the latest photos of what caught your eagle sharp eye. You make TDS a wonderful place.:)

Everybody, I want to reiterate that no matter what the substance, there is absolutely no drug talk in the social threads. I know it might seem weird that on a forum for drug users, and in the specific part that is for us to come together and socialize, that we would have to be so strict about this but it makes sense when you consider where a lot of people are in TDS. Many people are trying to quit only some drugs, many are trying to quit only one that may not be at all problematic to you, and many people are trying to quit everything and live completely sober. These social threads are like safe houses. You can skip what might be a triggering thread and know that you can still come here for support through easy socializing, without having anyone talking about drugs at all.

I know that even we moderators slip up at times and forget this. Feel free to call us out on it and let's work together to just make it consistent. Here is the rule for everyone to read. <3
 
Hi there folks, Just popping my head in to keep up a bit on whats been happening... My absence has not been without good reason, I'm still having quite the struggle and have been totaly socialy cut off of the last month or so. But I'm still roaming around Just got the nouce to get signed on and check in. It's always nice to come back here to fimiliar and new faces alike. Much <3 for you all am smacking fingers that i been away for so long. Looks like the world of B/L is diong just fine.
Oh.. and i love the take on "social prosthetics" have to admit that atm this is about as far as i can go, Am damn glad to have TDS and all of B/L for that matter<3
 
S.M.F.G. Hello! I've been worrying about you. What is new? last time you posted things looked like they were going in a scary direction. The fact that you are here and posting is cause for celebration though.<3
 
So, I guess these exist..

NSFW:
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I am speechless.
 
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There must be so many obvious pussy related jokes to be had from this but I for one am not going there, no sirree, not touching it with a bargepole! Hahahaha!

Does beg the question Spork WTF were you Googling to land on these puppies? Or kittens, as the case may be?
 
why are those kitties so sad and unhappy looking?
at first I thought they were made out of pills which maybe explained the depressed cats, now I'm sad too
And a little angry as well
 
^Don't be sad. They're supposed to be grumpy cat, the latest internet kitty sensation. I think she's actually the cutest kitty ever (well, besides my Azrael) and I love her grumpy face. Her owners say that she's actually very snuggly and content and the sad face is misleading.

Sepher, I found it through comments on this website. This is the kind of stuff I do and come across when I'm procrastinating lol. :D
 
^ ha, yet again learned something new from BL, harm reduction at it's finest, was truly wtf about those things, couldn't even imagine...
 
Great going soundsystem, you must be really pleased with yourself, and rightly so. Let's hope the other thing picks up soon, eh, though to be fair I'm finding it over-rated at the minute. Can't even be arsed having sex with myself at the minute, not got the energy for it, let alone with anyone else. Haha! I need to do a proper day count but I hit five months next week. Sober at least, alcohol being the only thing giving me any cause for concern.
 
I am waiting for the HVAC people to come fix my heater. I had the control board replaced in the unit less than 2 weeks ago after it got fried it the power hit. Well, this morning I wake up and my heater is out again and throwing an error on the panel. I was able to get the same people to come out because the board was under warranty. A fuse had burned out in the board after less than 2 weeks - they replaced it and everything is working again. It is crazy because the control board is smaller than an ATX motherboard and cost $600. I don't know what is going on with power strikes here but being a homeowner is not cheap.

With that said, I am doing great. I am quitting a life-long habit today as well as another habit. I have multiple people who love me, one being a beautiful girl I care very much about.

I feel closer to God than I ever have in my life. I had an ego-death/peak life experience earlier this week and I am still in the afterglow. I can still feel the interconnectedness with the Universe with every breath I take. Soon enough duality will solidify once again but I have allotted myself time to meditate daily to keep myself grounded.
 
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nervousone said:
I am waiting for the HVAC people to come fix my heater. I had the control board replaced in the unit less than 2 weeks ago after it got fried it the power hit. Well, this morning I wake up and my heater is out again and throwing an error on the panel. I was able to get the same people to come out because the board was under warranty. A fuse had burned out in the board after less than 2 weeks - they replaced it and everything is working again. It is crazy because the control board is smaller than an ATX motherboard and cost $600. I don't know what is going on with power strikes here but being a homeowner is not cheap.

With that said, I am doing great. I am quitting a life-long marijuana habit today as well as a pill habit. I have multiple people who love me, one being a beautiful girl I care very much about.

I feel closer to God than I ever have in my life. I had an ego-death/peak life experience earlier this week and I am still in the afterglow. I can still feel the interconnectedness with the Universe with every breath I take. Soon enough duality will solidify once again but I have allotted myself time to meditate daily to keep myself grounded.
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I think HVAC techs may also be con artists... perhaps its part of their schooling.... i cant turn my ac below 74 without it freezing up and they did an expensive "fix" like 2 weeks ago
 
Last day of class today, then I just have another paper due on Monday and I'm done for the semester! Work is also having their holiday party (aka the one day I like going into work every year). I'm running on only a few hours of sleep, but it's gonna be a good day. :)

How's everyone's Fridays going?
 
it's going :) Just finished my first cup of coffee, ready to fight against the tide yet another day.

I finished my last exam yesterday, feels good.

Have fun at the holiday party!
 
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