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So I've been staying up too late, which has really gotten me to some thinking. What are you guys' favorite non drug related bed time rituals? Personally mine is sitting and reflecting on the day, thinking of what to do with the next day, let alone the rest of my life. Oh, and of course wasting a bunch of time with online gaming and Bluelighting in the pitch dark of my room ;)
 
Well me, I crawl into bed and put on my bed-mask (I know it looks fruity but I can't sleep unless I'm blind or the room's pitch black). I turn the fan on overdrive and put on some Coast to Coast AM . It's great late-night radio show that covers all the things the mainstream won't touch (UFO's, supernatural phenomena, conspiracies, all the cool stuff that really get you thinking). I really get into what I'm hearing and before you know it.....I caught some ZZZ's =D
 
Nighttime is often my most difficult time of the day. Reflecting in the dark hasn't been something I've been able to do for a while. Usually I watch tv until I hopefully drift off. On bad nights I will sit awake for hours worrying about things or having exaggerated anxieties about things I shouldn't be worrying about.

I like your technique HWH. I've been thinking about getting a sleeping mask, that way when my eyes pop open it doesn't matter because it's still black.
 
^I'm terrified I'd just keep going back to sleep if I had a sleep mask lol :D

I usually read a couple pages or a chapter of a book. Then put the TV on some nature show with the sleep timer set to about an hour and a half. And either have the fan going, the air purifier, or the window open or sometimes all three. These days I usually get to sleep pretty quickly, but if I can't I get up and play tetris or some sort of bubble popping game online til my eyes get droopy and I go back to bed.
 
Hey congrats on the clean date that's so awesome. Got my homegroup in an hour and I really need it. Been jonesin badly this past week.
On topic of sleep... I am addicted to Internet radio now... I leave it on my phone as it charges and it keeps me out of my own head.
What are you guys up to for Saturday night ?
 
You should write a book PiP. Your writing style is adorable. I loved the continuation of your fruit salad (mainly just melon lol) adventures with the lady next door.

Do continue :P <3

Psychlone, congrats! <3 How you feelin? Doing anything cool these days?
 
What's wrong with your bones?

Also the drunk lady was the neighbor, or no? Was she hot? I'm picturing her sloppy. I hate noticing drunk people in public. It makes me faceepalm for when I used to think it was awesome to go out on the town after drinking.

And ugh x.x why once the sun goes down my anxiety kicks into full gear.
 
Cool note my friend just finished in 120s at world series of poker ! His first run at it , he's 25 , professional poker player in Vegas. He's come along way since our days playing in my basement in high school :-p
 
Street prostitution in WA, who would have thought. 8o

lol PiP your stories. I didn't know it got that wild there. Do you live in an appt complex or condo or something?

That's awesome TAoW. Dude we just had a guy come and assess our roof and give us an estimate and the guys all looking me in the eyes and I would bug like every 15 seconds. His blue eyes kept morphing into some kind of scary thing. (I wasn't on anything, I'm just a bugger) There is absolutely no way I'd ever be able to keep my cool for poker. Especially with the eyes.
 
stardust.hero said:
Nighttime is often my most difficult time of the day. Reflecting in the dark hasn't been something I've been able to do for a while. Usually I watch tv until I hopefully drift off. On bad nights I will sit awake for hours worrying about things or having exaggerated anxieties about things I shouldn't be worrying about.
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This basically sums me up each night unfortunatly :| Im trying to get off drugs at this moment, weed and xanax being my real downfall over the past year. Along with meth and opiate use, ammoung psychedelics.. there all evil :p Now ive got intense social anxiety and general anxiety with pretty bad depression. Havnt used anything hard for months and the past week ive smoked, I shouldnt have weed aint what it used to be and makes me someone im not.



Anyway.. im not so new to BL ive been on here for some years. It's good to see some familiar faces around still like PiP. Hope your doing well mate :)
 
PiP the imagery I have of you silently observing this while narrating is fantastic.

floating, good to have you back <3
 
I have a cousin! I have family! lol I remembered her from when I was little and I found her on the book of face! she's the one that used to make me lick her special area when I was 5 and she was like 7 or 8 (It wasn't traumatic or anything I just remember it was boring and when she did it to me it just made me feel like I needed to go pee, and I'ld rather play barbie). It wasn't her fault Uncle Peter was bad to her.
Anyway.. She is family member who is not psycho religious extremist!! she is not in cult!! So I now have one estranged brother and one cousin! I have a family! Her partner is in prison too! Common ground! *so excited* 8(8( 8(

I'm so excited. Someone be excited with me??
 
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How fab does my cousin look? I bet she's fucking awesome.
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Your cousin looks beautiful! I am excited for you. Family, whether inherited or chosen, is very precious indeed.<3

@Badfish--what do I do as my bedtime ritual? I piss my family off by doing Bluelight! "Are you still modding?" is something I hear a lot.=D

Oh, and, HWH, I know a guy that wears a sleep mask that has Queen of the Night printed on it and is pink and black--my kind of guy! Not afraid to be hilarious.
 
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