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Today my birthday get together got messed up, and I was really looking forward to this. My kids have been gone for the weeekend and I had such high hopes for a good weekend. All I got was disappointment. I am tired of trying to measure up to everyones expectations and I am surly tired of trying to make everyone happy. Tomorrows my birthday and I am going to make it mine. Screw everyone else that I am dealing with tbh.


Party at Stella's!!!!
 
stellablue said:
Today my birthday get together got messed up, and I was really looking forward to this. My kids have been gone for the weeekend and I had such high hopes for a good weekend. All I got was disappointment. I am tired of trying to measure up to everyones expectations and I am surly tired of trying to make everyone happy. Tomorrows my birthday and I am going to make it mine. Screw everyone else that I am dealing with tbh.


Party at Stella's!!!!
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Sorry it took hurt to get to that conclusion , but I am glad ou are done with the bllshit - seriously people who you feel you gotta be anythng but yourself around or their are problems due to expectations ? No fuckin good, being you is the best most unique road to take. Not one person will ever make everyone happy - so I am glad to kno u will tmorrow :).


oh n party ;o ?? werrrrd
 
^ Thank you. I am tired and am going to take my day reguardless of everyones plans. I glad to know that I am not alone in how I fell. Much love to you TAOW! An Yes...Party at Stella's! %) <3
 
^ yay...he's back, back. :)


stellablue said:
Today my birthday get together got messed up, and I was really looking forward to this. My kids have been gone for the weeekend and I had such high hopes for a good weekend. All I got was disappointment. I am tired of trying to measure up to everyones expectations and I am surly tired of trying to make everyone happy. Tomorrows my birthday and I am going to make it mine. Screw everyone else that I am dealing with tbh.


Party at Stella's!!!!
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Happy B-Day Stella! :D I like your thinking ;)-Do enjoy, its your day you deserve it!
 
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Hell yay thank you sweet lady! I am taking my day back. Dedicated to all of those who don't fit in.......you are still important and special. Lots of love to those who need it. Stella and others love you! <3
 
Welcome Stells! ;) Really hope you enjoy it, for you! <3

You got your groove back! lol /srz, lame, you must be sick of peeps telling you that!
:/ ;-)
 
I am not sick of that statement tbh. I love getting my groove back. The only thing different about this groove is it doesn't include anyone but me and my girls...I am so tired of living for everyone. This year is to me and the ones I love. To everyone else. I love you but I must go on without judgement. Fuck it, and fuck the past. I am still here. People can deal with me or continue to hate me. It is simple and easy. Chose what makes you happiest. I will still be here.....lol. :\
 
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Nothing like one more family member under the roof to bring out everything that should remain unspoken of...... amazing how a family can go from together , civil , to everything being utter shit - i cannot understand it , well no , i cannot grasp it - it is surreal how evolved it has become and to wha degree things are at..
 
Family makes or breaks things at times. I wished I really knew why it is so adamont that family stick together. If any one of your family members disapprove of your life style you can and will become utter shit. So thats why you believing in yourself is so important.
 
it's gonna take a miracle to pull tonight off - geing cock blocked by girls best friend so she can go dancing together. Did I misss osomething ???? Damn but shes sneakin 2 get her car har har har >:D

whats everyone up to tonigh ?
 
kaywholed said:
i ripped a toe nail out yesterday and it hurts like hell.
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Owwwieeeeee!!!! :!
About 8 years ago I stubbed the absolute bejeezuz outta my big toe and half the nail came off too, as well as the skin on the top of my toe. Wow that hurt 8o
Actually, "hurt" is an understatement...
So I feel your pain. Hope it feels better soon!



stella I missed your birthday!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING!! <3
Sorry your bday party wasn't the fun time you were hoping for but I hope you had a nice birthday nonetheless <3
 
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whats everyone up to tonigh ?
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Rolling around BL.
Trying to spark some laughs n healing insights to make myself feel better bout my emptiness which is rearing its head at the moment.
I wish i could still my mind but its only adding fuel to this restless fire of bad feelings.
I can teach a million ppl to live in the name of healing but am struggling on my own behalf to develop mental discipline.
 
^^ Take care mate, keep trying to ward off those negative vibes <3

It's 3:30pm Friday afternoon here in Sydney Just went for a run. Now I'm about to go and get some groceries, then I'ma finish cleaning the house, then this evening is all about relaxing :)
 
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