Mr Blonde
Bluelighter
^ That's good to hear; let us know how the appointment goes today. 
...) he refused to prescribe any Valium because it 'clashed with his morals'. ...dose hypothetically was intending on putting me on and he said 8mg!! He then went on to say that he's quite happy to prescribe up to 32mg for 'people that feel they need it'...
Oh well, I hope you have better luck with your GP. Of course I'd be wary of asking for valium straight up without explaining your situation first but I'm sure you know that. You're doing well so far, be sure to keep us posted 
And there's this, I asked the bupe doc what he dose hypothetically was intending on putting me on and he said 8mg!! He then went on to say that he's quite happy to prescribe up to 32mg for 'people that feel they need it'. So basically, I could have asked for 32mg and been given it! Woah. That sounds way dangerous to me.
I was prescribed 50mg seroquel twice a day and didn't finish the pack cos I couldn't really see what they were doing. GP also prescribed me 25 x 5mg Valium at the same time, now THOSE I felt.
- I've seen 8mg hold a heavy heroin user very nicely....so yeah, that's overkill. Holy crap BLISS, went to bed at 9.30 and have practically SLEPT THROUGH (6.30am now). That has never happened before! Yep, very sweaty but that's no biggie.
good work on keeping a cool head.