bonomoopiojo55
Bluelighter
For now I am on 4 mg of suboxone. I found that when I was on smaller dose I would crave and cave. I am on day 9 off of h and percs, and I am beginning to feel a little accomplishment, I don't feel like I am at the dark, very dark spot for now, less feeling of despair, when can't get a day. Yes I have found my appetite has picked up, I enjoy eating now, I never cared if I ate or not, I used to eat to live only. Now I cook, I feel better, have put on little weight but I am light weight though. Suboxone has definitely made me hungrier. I am challenged every day between being my mothers' caretaker and my daughter who had lymes meningitis at the beginning of her pregnancy, but as long as I stay sober, it won't get any worse. I am now starting to work on the why's of my addiction, suboxone has let me feel ready to do that. Bono