suboxone changed my life ....i was on it for 3 months & didnt have no urge to do any other pills i am addicted to opiates & suboxone made me feel 15 years younger & healthy again..i bought them off the street but my guy got kicked off them ...he got 90 2mg a month & even half of one worked for me but a whole one lasted all day & nite about 36 hours.
It simply works better at lower doses. Every time I lowered it from 2 mg's it felt better. I would even get euphoria. but at high doses all it would do would make me feel normal and tired and maybe have a headache.
This tends to be my experience too.
Changed my life too....id be dead or in jail if it werent for suboxone.
And I can get by(with some euphoria too!!) at doses of .5 mg's or less even.
STAY AT LOW DOSES PEOPLE....IT WORKS BETTER
I was IV'ing $200 of heroin a day and I was able to switch to 2mg of suboxone instantly without weaning down from a higher dose...
I dont understand people who need more suboxone. It simply works better at lower doses. Every time I lowered it from 2 mg's it felt better. I would even get euphoria. but at high doses all it would do would make me feel normal and tired and maybe have a headache.
Thanks for the input TableHead.
1. Her plan definitely covers it, I'm just worried about the whole preexisting thing.
2/3. I don't want to tell anyone period, that's why I'm in this situation. My question is, if I do tell Blue Cross Blue Shield (my fiances insurance carrier) will I still be able to obtain pain meds for injuries etc once I'm off the bupe, or will Drs not give them to me cuz of my past?
It's unlikely but if there is someone involved with health information management/insurance/the medical field, or has had similar experiences/situations with this in the past, I would LOVE to hear from them. CH, your advice is always more than welcome too. I know that not many people will have definite answers, so I appreciate all responses.
Thanks in advance fellow BLers.
I had a question for the thread and prefferably CH.
I starte tapering my dose recently, I went through about 4 days of w/d from Sub and I would take 10 mg of oxy every now and then to help... So not quite w/ding completely. But I found 1 more sub and have been splitting up the 8mg over the past month. I have been on the last 2 mg for over a week, and Im taking about as much powder as half the letter O on most kepoyboards for the past few days, what Im guessing is about .2 mg maybe a little more?
Anyway I know its a low dose and cause of that I have some w/d symptoms; stuffy nose and notably High blood preasure which my doc noticed and warned me about. it was like 160/80 or something. What im womdering is if I ta=ake these last miniscule doses how will the w/d be coming off so little? Before I was w/ding off of 1-2 mg a day and this is a bunch less.
Thanks for the input TableHead.
1. Her plan definitely covers it, I'm just worried about the whole preexisting thing.
2/3. I don't want to tell anyone period, that's why I'm in this situation. My question is, if I do tell Blue Cross Blue Shield (my fiances insurance carrier) will I still be able to obtain pain meds for injuries etc once I'm off the bupe, or will Drs not give them to me cuz of my past?
It's unlikely but if there is someone involved with health information management/insurance/the medical field, or has had similar experiences/situations with this in the past, I would LOVE to hear from them. CH, your advice is always more than welcome too. I know that not many people will have definite answers, so I appreciate all responses.
Thanks in advance fellow BLers.
The WD's are a lot easier to endure I have noticed. I barely get any WD symptoms now a days, when I was at a larger dose it was more than apparent that I was in WD.
Then again it varies from person to person. I also have high blood pressure too; when jumping off you may want another agent to reduce your blood pressure (that isn't an addictive drug, preferably). This will help reduce some symptoms.
He genuinely cares about me, hasn't given me a hard time about the occasional MJ/benzos/and even once barbs (yeesh) showing up in my urine. He shows genuine concern and tells me to keep it in check or we'll have problems. He shoots the shit with me, and every month asks me about whatever was going on in my life a month ago when I last saw him. I'm lucky, I know, but these Drs ARE out there.
/Sub doc love fest
I cant get clonadine, but my mum has hydrochlorothiazide or sumthin like that prescribed for high blood pressure. Can I palm a few of those since she doesnt take it all the time/ would they work?
I feel like an asshole right now so please don't make fun of me. Also I'm sorry if my writing is disorganized, I have problems with that and I'm not trying to be a snob, or if this should be in dark side or something, I just got here and then this happened, ha.
So I'm tapering off klonopin which I've been addicted to for 3 years and I've been really strict about the tapering but it sucks. None of the really bad symptoms of w/d because I've been strict with the taper, but you know, I am still craving it and my anxiety is higher, and my sleep is much less so I have been very tired and irritable. I started doing heroin and I did it a few times in small doses recreationally but also because I'd been advised of a benzo-opiate switch idk. It helped a lot. I didn't get addicted and only did it a few times but I did crave it later on, especially because of the sleeping problems of getting off klonopin so someone gave me suboxone. I last did heroin maybe a week and a half ago and I had sort of a breakdown anxiety-wise and did 2mg suboxone last night. It gave me an AMAZING nights sleep but I woke up feeling like SHIT. I smoked weed and took pepcid so I was able to eat and I haven't thrown up or anything. By feeling like shit I mean very very anxious and in pain (I have chronic pain issues that are flaring up lately but it seemed like once the sleep effect of subox wore of they were x10 worse). The weed made me feel better at the time. I also snorted a fuckign TINY bit of sub because I thought it would make me feel more "normal" coming down. Then I messaged my friend (the one who gave it to me and knew I had it the entire time) and apparently they changed their mind and said oh, I was way too small to take that dosage (I'm 95 lbs) and I shouldn't take it unless I'm addicted, and taking more will make me sicker, blah blah blah, well thanks. Now my pupils are all pinpricked and I'm having constant anxiety attacks. I called my boyfriend saying I was sick and he just w/e'd me and made fun of how silly my voice sounded and turned his phone off when I was like "okay hanging up now" um he's the one who did the H with me, when I msged him like 'wtf was that for" he just blamed me for "ODing on opiates two nights in a row" and turned off his phone. Great now I feel x100000 shittier. I feel like a total idiot who got duped by these people and now they think it's hilarious for some reason. Seriously am I still feeling it or am I just anxious, is the weed making this better or worse, etc?? I don't know what to do or what to take and what not to take right now. I'm thinking maybe some dramamine might help me sleep but idk....feel free to IM me or help at all obviously I'm not sleeping tonightI'm so anxious and afraid to take anything for it, at all. Btw I don't get anxious or paranoid from weed, I have that normally.
It sounds like you are just frustrated/upset with people in real life, that's all.
If you already have pain issues, using any opiates will render you in rebound pain when they wear off, that's normal.
Try to avoid using heroin while you are still tapering off of benzos, only because they are both CNS depressants. Coming off of heroin will seem worse than it really is because the rebound BP/HR increase will aggravate the benzo WD indirectly.
Once you're done w/ benzos all together, heroin may not be as bad of an idea, but it's still a very addictive substance for a whole lot of people.
Thanks I was wondering about that because I have broken cartilage in between my ribs that flares up after I do opiates, I had no idea if I was sitting in some weird position or what. Huh.
Benzos have always been my choice over opiates long term because if I accidentally take enough to barf my blood sugar can dip and cause seizures. I am thinking an on-and-off may be the best if nothing else works for anxiety but I'll have to see how I am off benzos, I'm sure my chemicals have changed a lot since I've started taking them and I can't really remember how bad it was before them.
Oww, sorry to hear about that! I hope it's not too painful.
Yeah, vomiting is definitely a negative aspect to opiate use. That's why I am glad I don't vomit anymore on buprenorphine (I used to vomit from it daily when I was taking it sublingually).