LivingOnValium
Bluelighter
Slave to SUBUTEX?
I managed not to relapse into daily use the last time i took recreational subutex after stopping the daily use.
Well i did again. I bought 2mg and used it IV in two shots. I'm feeling great now and i have more or less fiended buprenorphine when not being on it.
The mental cravings after this substance with my history of use are almost impossible to deal with.

I'm playing with fire here and the thought of not being on bupe tomorrow is making me (already) a bit anxious even though this time i'm 100% w/d free.
I can see myself relapsing to the daily use again beacause i'm not coping well at all when being clean. I'm almost constantly craving for opioids. Buprenorphine is just so good as it makes you feel euphoric as fuck (atm with with 0% tolerance) but still being perfectly able to function and fill in my duties and being at work.
FUUUCCK i'm feeling so fucking lost and helpless for being such a slave for this substance.


I managed not to relapse into daily use the last time i took recreational subutex after stopping the daily use.
Well i did again. I bought 2mg and used it IV in two shots. I'm feeling great now and i have more or less fiended buprenorphine when not being on it.
The mental cravings after this substance with my history of use are almost impossible to deal with.


I'm playing with fire here and the thought of not being on bupe tomorrow is making me (already) a bit anxious even though this time i'm 100% w/d free.

I can see myself relapsing to the daily use again beacause i'm not coping well at all when being clean. I'm almost constantly craving for opioids. Buprenorphine is just so good as it makes you feel euphoric as fuck (atm with with 0% tolerance) but still being perfectly able to function and fill in my duties and being at work.
FUUUCCK i'm feeling so fucking lost and helpless for being such a slave for this substance.


