Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
Eh, my sub doctor didn't give me the muscle relaxers I was looking for today. He feels they don't work good, and the cons outweigh the perks. Not a big deal, as I truly don't really need them, but it would have been nice to have for the days I am extremely achy and such. He did however, load me up with 60 xanax for the month, which is great.
Today was the day, he writes my first months script, after a trial of a week. I told him I am stable at 16mg a day, when in actuality I am stable on 4mg daily. However, my fiance is also taking the suboxone along with me, and instead of her paying to go as well, we use the over-prescribed extras for her. Which, if people are in the same scenario, (2 addicts) I recommend doing the same thing. Why pay for two people to go, when you know you can get prescribed enough for both of you.
I am glad your fiancee is managing to use your prescription too. That's similar to my situation, since I have insurance and my fiancee doesn't. Congratulations on getting your first month's prescription.

Please don't "pre-prep". Prep when ever you need it, it doesn't take long.
Prepping and leaving it for a hours gives it alot of time to start forming bacteria. And I don't need to tell you that you will be ill.
Yeah, without a preservative like benzyl alcohol, you are right - preparing shots and leaving them sit around is a bad idea.
So I'm back to using 100+ mg of oxy a day. Its amazing how your tolerance goes right back to where it was. I think I'm going to go back to the subs. I'm sick of waking up every morning and feeling awful![]()
I'm sorry to hear that Ashley, but I am glad to hear you're going to give Suboxone another shot. Good luck and let us know how it goes!
I'll be rooting for you.

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