So today i dropped to .25mg of sub (just crushed 4mg up, separated into 8 piles, snorted half one of those. Bout to gelcap the rest. Yesterday i took .5 mg, the day before 1mg, the day before 4mg which got me high as fuck/pretty nauseated and was way 2 much i realize. My heroin habit was very short lived, only 1 month of pretty modest shooting and before that 1-2 months of snorting/plugging every weekend or every other weekend. When i'd take oxy, it'd be 80-100mg to get high as fuck.. but that was before the heroin. Ill prob take .25 sub tomorrow, then just drop to .125(estimated) mg per day for a while. I'm staying on this and not jumping off yet because i need to be very productive for the next week and this shit gets me really motivated, otherwise i'd just stop right now and switch to low dose hydrocodone (an opiate that has quite a decent side effect profile, mostly nausea/hardcore itchies for me, and not too much potential for abuse) for a few days. Also i do have chronic pain which is what got me into opiates into the 1st place, and being on painkillers lets me deal with the problem instead of being depressed and sulking around, not accomplishing anything while i think about the pain. My outlook on life has completey changed though, for the better, as i've defeated my old negative paradigms, so i dont think i need this crutch much longer.
Anyways, to the question: I just acquired 10 7.5/325 hydrocodones, as well at 6 promethazine (phenegran) 25mg suppositories from 2005. How low of a sub dose would i need to be maintaining on for those hydros (maybe 50mg?) to get me high? I have about a week to drop my dose, and im pretty confident i could be fine on under .1mg/day if i snort/plug it. I cant use it for at least a week as im staying completely sober till i get urine tested for a new job (at PPD,i'll be putting in people's iv's, taking ekg's, etc.. good 1st real job besides working for parents, especially since i wanna get into medical/pharmaceutical fields.)
Also, will the suppositories be good still? They said use by 2006.. were perscribed in 2005..Promethazine HCL by G&W Labs.
Also got etedolac(sp?),.5 lorazepam(x4), a few trazadone and a few ambien(both for sleep), melatonin/shaklee gentle sleep complex.. as well as 2 pieces of nicotine gum (today is day 2 of a serious attempt to quit, been feeling great though!!) so i'm pretty set. I've never held onto drugs this long, i'm quite impressed with myself. Working out/eating super healthy/often,not drinking any alchy has really helped me stay sober and kept me feeling great, as well as the looming urine test. I havent even smoked weed in a week now, personal record!
Anyways sorry for the huge post, just thought i'd get it all out there.