I think buprenorphine is a great drug for this though, because a very small amount of buprenorphine (for me, 50 mcg or 0.05mg) can make me feel drastically better. 
So would you say that your fundamentally using buprenorphine essentially as an anti-depressant?
I haven't bothered to look at an opiate conversion chart because the one that i used to use told me that 90mg of OC was the equivalent to a staggering 13.5mg of methadone
you're dosing 4 times a day? from what i've been told by professionals 1mg of buprenorphine equates to 15-20mg of oXycodone. Do you consider that to be a therapeutic dose? i'm not good at mathematics but that works out to be 4mg of OC a day or 2x2mgswollowed whole
you were saying that your tolerance resets or something? Hope u don't mind i'm just curious, but what was your highest prescribes dose on subs, aand your DOC before ORT? something tells me your name has something to do with it
I just find your success on the ort program to be quite inspirational actually....but ideally, could it be better, as in would you prefer to be on something else if it was legally possible?
I've always felt something missing. before i did any drugs. tried working on serotonin for years, and then came the self medicating. something to find myself feeling nice, normal and content followed by ambition and motivation. Heroin wasn't the answer, but it gave me everything i needed to feel truly worthy and maybe a even little arrogant, but being shy and emotional were things that have really given me the most pain which lead me down the path of perpetual anguish. i have opiates i start to remeber how to live and think about finding happiness. I rarely use, but i'm indicated opiates for pain and feel guilty when abusing them. i only just recently found the comfort in taking oxy orally
I'm prescribed opiates for pain, indicated by my knee condition. the pain's not gonna last forever because an operation should be able to get rid of most pain.
id consider bupes omnipresence background buzz but would have to keep the dose low because i'm going to travel