Some Suboxone questions/ Withdrawl/Piss tests etc
Hey guys -
I've lurked a long time, just finally registered today to ask this question. I saw a few other threads similar to this topic, however my situation is different and I need a good opinion before I throw myself into crazy withdrawls or something.
I have been taking suboxone for 8 months now. I had a nasty heroin habit for 6+ months after starting with vikes, valiums/xanax/Ambien everyonce in a while, to OC every day, then to save money I got on the tar and was using xanax/valium and Ambien everyday, all day . went to rehab for a month, got clean, started the suboxone treatment and then just relapsed this weekend. I did a bout 160 mgs of oc over the course of the weekend, basically just using to stay well because it wasnt getting me that high due to the sub blocking the opiate receptors i guess.
Last night I did about 40 mgs of OC before bed, at around 12:00 1:00.
Now its Tuesday, I'm at work and I feel like shit. I'm feeling like I have the beginnings of withdrawls, sweats, chills, aches etc. I've heard you're supposed to wait 48+ hours to start sub again, but since im feeling so shitty right now, could I start it up again now? Should I wait? I'm afraid if I have to wait until tomorrow, ill go cop some dope tonight and be back into my full flung H addiction.
I also have an appt with my sub Dr. this week. To get a refill I have to take a piss test and all that, is he going to cut me off the sub if he finds OC in my system? I'm super scared about that, and I dont know wtf im going to do if I lose my sub. thanks for any help you guys can provide.